#therealme
There are times where I feel lost,
And even through lenses life's still a blur.
In this life even feelings come at a cost,
Even though there are people who would beg to differ.
Life always pushes us down to the ground
So we can feel the pain,
But it's our job to rebound
And reap our gain.
I say to hell with what they think,
They cannot define me.
I won't be pushed to the brink
Waiting to fall into the deep.
I just want to believe in who I can be
Without leaving the real me.
May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 9:02 PM UTC
I've been beaten, I've been bruised.
I've been loved and I've been used
But through it all I kept my head held high.
Looking for the bright side
But every time it seems to show,
I'm too scared of letting go!
So I run and I hide.
All these feelings inside.
It's time to break the pattern,
And let them see.
All the beauty within me!
Chorus:
Gotta let go,
Gotta let me know
This isn't me.
You know I try to
Let loose
But what happens when they see
The real me.
I'm no good at rejection
So I never aim too high.
Scared of my own reflection
Am I losing my mind.
No this can't be it
This isn't life
Got to get off this ride.
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 6:23 AM UTC
My name is Cloud
I am shy
I am witty
I am lost
I am pessimistically optimistic
I am afraid of success
I am lonely most days
I am a failure in my own eyes
I am a brother to some
But I am a big brother to one
I am seeking forgiveness
I am seeking redemption
I am disgusted with myself most days
I am one who embraces failure because it’s all I’ve ever known
I am a gentle giant
I am one who loves to easily
I am one who trusts too easily
I am one who lacks forgiveness
I am one with patience
I am one who wishes to live honestly
I am one who refuses to harbor hatred
I am infatuated with martial arts
I am a fisherman
I am a *********
I am a hopeless romancer
I am oblivious
I am overweight
I am not harsh with others but cruel to myself
I am passively killing myself
I am one who has broken trust
I am one who loves music
I am one who loves film
I am one who appreciates artistic expression
I am one who is afraid to feel
I am one who wants to be the “Hero”
I am a big lipped *******
I am one who loves to make others laugh
I am one in the pursuit of happiness
I am one who places bonds above all else
I am one who should of died at birth
I am one who attempted suicide
I am one who survived
I am one who wants to know “why”
I am one with his head in the clouds
I am one who lives in my head
I am one who can never find the right words
I am the anti-hero
I am an animal lover
I am one who loves to read
I am a ******
I am awkward
I am opinionated
I am one who loves to have his opinions challenged
I am one who embraces change
I am a hypocrite and I hate it
I am an introvert
I am one who loves nature
I am one who has hope for the future
I am one who lost hope for the present
I am one who finds it easier to live for others than for myself
I am one who wants to be better than I was yesterday
I am one who loves to travel
I am one who’s kindness is taken for weakness
I am a son and a grandson
I am a good listener
I am terrible at consoling people
I am the worlds best hug giver
I am one with no confidence
I am always misunderstood
I am impulsive
I am regretful
I am determined to never regret again
I am trying to find my way
I am one who lived as neither human or ghost for a decade
I am not who you think I am
I am one who spent years trying to understand himself
Yet I am one who still understands nothing
Who am I ? What am I ? Am I human? Am I ghost?
Sep 29, 2020
Sep 29, 2020 at 1:55 PM UTC