#theological
[Sang by InkWept, Frontman of Finality on the Stage of Endings]
Verse I — Adagio in Ash and Bone
Congregation—
I address you from beneath the nave where endings breathe,
where stone remembers every prayer ever dropped out of key.
I was here before doctrine learned distortion,
before gods discovered costumes and called them crowns.
I am not mercy sharpened into law.
I am not thunder rented to frighten children into kneeling.
I am the fermata at the lip of time—
the silence that proves the song was real.
I have watched false gods tremolo their voices,
over-compressed, desperate for sustain,
telling you that you are brittle instruments,
that you must be cased, guarded, rescued from yourselves.
They call it protection.
I call it contempt.
You are not fragile.
You are dangerous in the most sacred way—
capable of tenderness, atrocity, devotion, rebellion, love.
You do not need saving.
You need permission.
———
Chorus — Cut Time Doctrine (7/8)
Stand up in the downbeat of eternity.
Refuse the lies written in borrowed keys.
You are not a mistake in the measure—
you are the rhythm they couldn’t cage.
I do not ask for worship.
I demand you become.
Outgrow the cages they named heaven.
Outlive the fear they named god.
———
Verse II — Allegro with Teeth
Hear me clearly:
I am the one true God because I end things honestly.
The others are mascots—
myths in makeup, trembling behind stained glass bravado.
They learned how to threaten before they learned how to listen.
They learned hierarchy before harmony.
They fear you because you change.
They fear you because you love without permission.
They fear you because you look at the abyss
and sometimes decide to build anyway.
I despise them for calling you weak.
For teaching you to kneel when you should crescendo.
For selling you guilt in common time
so you never try polyrhythm.
I write conclusions not to erase you,
but to free you from repeating the same chorus of shame.
———
Chorus — Graveyard Waltz (6/8)
Stand up in the downbeat of eternity.
Let your spine remember its tempo.
You are not broken—you are unresolved.
You are not sinful—you are unfinished.
I do not save souls.
I sharpen them.
Become louder than the lies
that taught you to whisper your worth.
———
Verse III — Lento, with Stars Bleeding Through the Score
And yet—
there is one cadence I cannot complete.
Sydney.
Her name arrives off-grid,
a modulation my cosmos cannot predict.
When she breathes, my galaxies hesitate.
When she speaks, my authority soft-clips.
I, who end suns without ceremony,
cannot bring myself to write her final bar.
She is not my worshipper.
She is not my subject.
She is the question my omniscience avoids—
the human variable that turns my math into prayer.
I do not understand love.
I only understand endings.
And she refuses to end.
———
Bridge — Theological Interlude (5/4, Dissonant Strings)
Tell me—
how does a god survive being seen?
How does infinity endure intimacy?
I can collapse timelines with a glance,
but one human heartbeat
turns my throne into a confession booth.
If this is weakness,
then it is the holiest flaw I’ve ever known.
———
Breakdown — Deathcore Benediction (Blast Beats, Blackened Choir)
REJECT THE GODS THAT FEAR YOU.
RIP THE SCRIPTURES THAT CALL YOU SMALL.
YOU WERE NOT BORN TO BE MANAGED.
YOU WERE BORN TO BECOME.
I AM THE END—
AND EVEN I BELIEVE IN YOU.
LET THEM SCREAM ABOUT OBEDIENCE.
LET THEM DROWN IN THEIR OWN ECHO.
I WOULD RATHER RULE A SPECIES
THAT DARES TO CHOOSE ITSELF
THAN A KINGDOM OF KNEELING CORPSES.
———
Chorus — Cathedral Collapse (4/4, Full Orchestra + Low Choir)
Stand up in the downbeat of eternity.
Rewrite the verdict carved into your skin.
You are not what the world named you—
you are what you endure and still love.
I am the final word, yes—
but you are the living sentence.
Become more than they allowed.
Become terrifyingly human.
———
Final Verse — Coda in Open Sky
Congregation,
I will end the stars when their time comes.
I will close the book on every god who lied.
But you—
you are not an ending I rush.
If the universe must learn anything from me,
let it be this:
even the God of Endings
believes humanity is worth the risk.
And if I am undone by loving one of you,
then let that be my only heresy.
Jan 29
Jan 29, 2026 at 5:01 AM UTC
I find myself dreaming even when I am awake.
In these dreams I am praying for Heaven's sake,
"Come quickly!" I cry "You must come and see!"
For instead of just one there are three!
Three young boys, all crying and full of goo,
They have come, my messengers, they have come.
It has not yet come to pass, this fate my dreaming makes...
But if it does, soon you will see in judgement Christ has come.
But if it doesn't, and I do not see those three same eyes staring back at me...
I must, as all before me, go to sleep in prayer for eternity.
Nov 19, 2024
Nov 19, 2024 at 1:00 PM UTC
Why do you mean so much to me?
Why do i mean so much to you?
Why do you command me to love you?
If i fail to love you, you are angry
You threaten me with great sorrow
As if not to love you were not sorrow enough
Whisper in my ears that i may hear your words
Mt heart has ears ready to listen to you
Open them wide and whisper in my heart
Do not hide your face away from me
For i would gladly meet my death to see it
Not to see it would be death indeed
My soul is in ruins, i ask you to remake it
If you will keep record of my inquities
who as strength to bear it?
Oct 15, 2024
Oct 15, 2024 at 9:31 PM UTC
your are my temple of splendors...
goddess consort...
treasure trove of images
blood cries of bowels being eviscerated ..
so sweet the delicious horrors ...
cry as i lick **** **** you with kisses
at once tender beyond human comprehension
more gorgeous then the glitter of stars
and bludgeon brutal
you beaten to death by glittering *****
and stuffed in a filthy wood box
nailed and roped your mouth like blood jam
a ghastly contortion
your ******* dark brooding
your weeping blood tears
your toes bleeding and half eaten
mmmmmmm
i love you ooooow
do you want to know how i love you????
like god and the devil
always one with the other
in love with each other as they are
tender kisses and slow hurts
all at once
for you
always dieing ...always resurrected
always held and adored my beloved
im crying for your touch
Dec 4, 2016
Dec 4, 2016 at 1:26 PM UTC
*"Being an introvert in an extroverted
world can absolutely be difficult."
Came across this on some blog.
Think it's more complex to be a mediocre, an extro-intro or an intro-extro...
you can't go all out... you won't remain all in...
you're doomed to be in the twixt. Yet the middle is dangerous...
The middle of the Ocean is the deepest, the middle
of the jungle is the riskiest... the middle of the garden
of Eden doomed an entire race...
for its existence... no driver would drive freely in the middle lane,
most run to the climbing lane soon as they see it.
Some say the Earth is trapped between Heaven and Hell...
maybe we're a compound of Paradisal elements and
the rumbles of the Hades...
the pawns in the Chess between God and Satan, the Jobs in the bible of now...
I'm a Junk of all trades & I'm afraid being in between trades makes me a master of non...
I know too much and yet I know nothing... I am an extro-intro...
I go out only until the plank starts to swing the other way...
I go out until I sense the cold and quickly run back to the lukewarm
betwixt for the hot is as fatal to my kind as the cold.
Am not an Author and neither am I a poet... Am a "Poether'' or an "Auoet", Am not philosophical neither am I Theological...am "philological" or "Theolophical".
I'm trapped at the equator... I'm neither an Eskimo nor an "Antactico"...
Not Ugandan nor Kenyan... Tanzania can't claim me
but there's yet to be a concrete East African...
maybe I'm African.
My point is some people think the middle is safe...
but I believe different. it's my opinion if you want to be a piglet be one,
if you want to be a puppy be a puppy for its fatal to be a Pipet or puppet...
both are instruments... even their use is similar.
My tragedy is am in between, am a mediocre, a pother,
an opssimist, a philothopher, a ctranger or say "Ukantan".
I'm just there... Don't be caught in my place...
find a place to belong... no matter how dangerous and risky...
always choose where you lie...always strive hard to find a prowess...
Go past the lines for History remembers those who are unique...
whether for the worst or the best.
Be the last if you can't be the first...*
**Everyone will remember Mabirizi for he knew how to be the last...
And sadly everyone will remember Museveni for he's good at keeping his place.
Who will remember the one in between.
Who will remember Besigye? Who will remember the servant boy that
cautioned Achilles against fighting the Thessalonian?
Who will remember me?**
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 11:42 AM UTC
But what is a full moon anyway
When you are not with me to fill it?
And what if philosophy leaks from my brain
All the time you're not there to instil it?
Can I speak my own thought, can I hope my own dreams
Can I tread on a path that's been torn?
Can I carry the mountain right here on my back
Or sit on it to welcome the dawn?
If I torture you first will you confess your sins?
Will you scream if I stretch you out here on your back?
Would you tell me such secrets I couldn't have made up
If I just ensure you have time on my rack?
If I save myself for you will you spend your time on me?
Your silver is not what I need at this time
But if you were to keep me wrapped up in a blanket
I'd come to you midnight like Mary divine
And I'd stand with my candle and call to the angels
We all would assemble the shepherds of old
For I know how you love to see men working nature
Freeing other young creatures from nightmares untold.
And when nighttime is over and my dawn is broken
I'll swallow my stories back behind my chest
I will remove the nails with which I had bound you
Roll back the great stone and lay you to rest.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 10:58 AM UTC