#thenandnow
Each night I died,
sleep slowly
overtaking my brain.
And each morning I woke
and would lie there
so disappointed at
the very act of waking,
my tiny deaths
only temporary.
I struggled to move,
bound by the weight
of my demons sitting
in my lungs until,
with a lengthy sigh,
I'd breath them out
and force myself up.
Each night I fall,
sleeping soundly in knowing
that I am cared for.
And each morning I wake
and bound up, bursting
with energy and the need
to press my lips to your.
I'm so grateful to have
another day, more chances
to be caressed by
the sound of your voice.
I am weightless, and I
let out a content sigh,
not wanting to get up
only because I have found
perfection in your arms.
Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 4:55 PM UTC
Life is such a scary thing
Oh, to simply think...
I was happy once
A braced smile
And clumped mascara
With positivity and self confidence
I was happy then
I loved myself
And I was determined in all I did
Refusing to let anyone down
I was happy then
A fake smile
With no makeup and no self-esteem
Seeing no point in trying to hide my ugly face
I wish I was happy again
I hate myself
And I can't do anything right
All I do is let people down
I wish I was happy again
Death is not such a scary thing
But then I met him...
I think I might be happy now
Jan 11, 2017
Jan 11, 2017 at 7:46 PM UTC
the day shone
when you filled
your lungs
with the breath of
my love
so long ago but my thoughts
visit you
from time to time
and I see how I have
changed
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 11:06 AM UTC