#thefirsttime
I can still remember the first time I laughed
after you left.
I think I was with a friend,
watching funny videos
on YouTube.
A cat stood on its hind legs, head over heels,
the same way I fell for you.
and I laughed,
quietly,
but it grew louder until it was hysterical.
the first time laughing after you
felt so, so good.
I miss you.
but at least I know
I can be happy
without you.
Jan 15, 2020
Jan 15, 2020 at 3:27 PM UTC
I've had *** before; Many times.
But none as spiritually awakening as this time.
Your hands wandering my body as if exploring an uncharted island.
Your fingers making me sing a song I had only ever forced myself to sing.
My core exploding like fireworks on the 4th of July.
You made me feel what no other man could. Love.
~sdr
Jan 10, 2020
Jan 10, 2020 at 2:38 PM UTC