#thecycle
I was told the sky was blue,
but what if it was not blue?
What if your concept of blue
and my concept of blue
are two different blues?
So I’m seeing green
and you’re seeing purple,
but we both call it the same thing,
as we are told to do.
My fun cannot be fun
because society did not make it that way.
Your life cannot be lived the way you want
because you’ve not earned that right.
Your love cannot be the way you love
because it is not the way we agreed upon.
We are always told what to say,
what to do,
but by who?
It’s a contract we sign when we learn.
It’s a contract we sign when we go out in the world.
It’s a contract on how to behave accordingly.
You must do it that way.
Say it this way.
Act that way.
Please sign here.
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 11:29 AM UTC
It's been twenty long years
Puppet to entertain
Stepping back from it now
I'm in awe; Can't explain
Like that saying is said
Definition: insane
To repeat the same actions
Expect not the same
Final outcome, results
Thinking somehow they'll change
Foolishly I'd go back
And would replay our game
Said each time it's the last
I'm done feeling this pain
Once the moment has passed
My conviction will fade
I am stuck in the past
History here to stay
If unknown will relapse
Help me tie off a vein
It all happens so fast
Find myself in a grave
As I'm dying, you laugh
Your messed up and depraved
But the buck I can't pass
I'm the one who's to blame
'Cause the actions I act
Full control I contain
Simply get what is asked
Have no right to complain
Can no longer react
Must take hold of the reigns
If I can't make a path
Set the forest ablaze
Leaving nothing but ash
Flatten over and pave
Stop this ride or I'll crash
Can no longer sustain
My permission not asked
But that all ends today
A court jester for laughs
No more; I will not play
Jump to first; Had been last
Discontinued the race
Hoisted sail on the mast
Moving forward with faith
Don't let door hit your ***
Time you be on your way
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 2:48 PM UTC
There is a duality in this existence
there is a part we play no role in
There are spaces we could and would never fit into.
But we are here
& there is no going back
There is only this time that stands now
& possibly the day after that.
Still, there is an aching radiant lining in all of us, the moment of.
Let's be here unwavered & unafraid,
carving heirlooms for ghosts
for a future, we will never exist in.
Tumbling like sand cathedrals
We will float together
maybe.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 4:56 AM UTC
it begins like this:
I didn't realize fall was ending
that global warming brings various change
so when it became cold
my bones reflected the weather reports
till they became disjointed//dismembered
with all the other broken
parts// tumbling along with it.
and now my injuries are representing all four seasons and everyone has got their way, got their reasons...
so I ask the universe this- if the earth will just have a little mercy on me...
please..
Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 5:37 PM UTC
Is it weird, that I sit here, thinking about the now?
Thoughts are cleared, and I might fear, that I'm lost somehow?
In this moment, I feel alive, and it's rather freeing.
But I'm broken, and I'm deprived, how am I so late to seeing?
Fear sets in, mind starts to race, and my heart beats faster.
I begin, "I don't like this place," but I stop with no answer.
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC