#temporarily
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Brief moments, temporarily
to build it lasting needs hard work
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Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 10:08 AM UTC
In dark moments of life it may be hard
Finding love for your existence each day
Behind every sorrow is meaning
All clouds will eventually drift away
Skies of blue are waiting around new corners
This time only will be temporarily grey
Sep 23, 2023
Sep 23, 2023 at 7:36 PM UTC
then when i lay in a box of onyx
somehow in a trance of sleepiness
even sadness couldn’t even come through
or happiness
only numbness could be described
ironically numbness became a feeling
the thoughts become overbearing
taking my own life becomes a choice
stepping out onto the road rage of traffic is an ideal
don't say that i am okay
insanity does not equate to "being okay"
the gray overhanging cloud terrorizes my mind and soul from within to the exterior
cursing my bodies with wounds of crimson
people wander among me with no clue
to how my mind can think of a world so cynically
my attribution to life is a torn up blue blanket
fabric barely holding together
temporarily existing in a corrupt societal world
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 3:27 PM UTC
Every time I attempt to change
Find myself somehow stuck
A period of indecision
Or pit of endless bad luck
Temptation is a persistent *******
Keeping on a high ledge
Put a stick in my moving spokes
Taking away the edge
Medicine will not let me run too far
Invading corners of my mind
Coerced into staying here
Relief I only briefly find
I saw a future temporarily
Moment quickly burned out
Was making steady progress
Turned around and went a different route
Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 3:12 AM UTC
You guide your hands over the wounds that have been inflicted so deeply into me,
I feel momentary numbness.
As you caress my imperfections as if i'm clay,
you can smooth over any blemish.
Fill every missing piece.
Jul 28, 2017
Jul 28, 2017 at 2:27 PM UTC