#teetotal
Waking tired, but not sedated
And feeling calm, not agitated
Alarm's a gentle wake up call
And not a galling mental brawl
No regrets from the night before
No blackout I need to explore
Safe and sound and in control
The contents of my bag still whole
Hearing the birds, but not cursing
No pounding head in need of nursing
Seeing the sun, not trying to hide
But flinging the curtains open wide
Washing my hair without spacing
A steady heart, not one that's racing
Brushing my teeth without gagging
Getting ready, my feet not dragging
Pouring cereal into a bowl
Feeding my body and my soul
Fruit and juice pass through my lips
No cold pizza and leftover chips
Getting out the house with ease
Not scrambling round to find my keys
Leaving early, not running late
My brain able to operate
Sep 12, 2021
Sep 12, 2021 at 4:28 AM UTC
I've never wanted
Something that burns my soul more.
Narcissistic *****
Sep 8, 2021
Sep 8, 2021 at 3:48 PM UTC
The Luscious Scottish greenery is seeping into my coal black machinery
The surreal natural beauty surrounds my adopted and cold cruelty
I cautiously wandered to the Scottish Moor to try and find a teetotal cure
But it seems I have brought my terminal self with me,
I still continously play my sickening and bitter symphony
Sep 4, 2021
Sep 4, 2021 at 9:25 AM UTC