#teardrop
I regret knowing who you were.
I wish I never met you.
You are the capitatim of my silence.
You fought for my heart yet you trembled like an abused dog.
Where was my time?
Where was my time to shine?
I had no one. At least that's how i felt.
running in circles through cash and mindless gates
Looking at you I feel like I've made a mistake in a world of peace an tranquility
things i can't understand are those of my shadows.
Like a babies cries after a full stomach.
Eyes of a Huskey after finding one of their own dead.
It feels dreadful every time I talked to you, LAUGHED WITH YOU, said i loved you, wanted to hold you.
It was never really true. So what if I wanted to feel for you. Be with you, and spend the rest of my life with you.
You lost that right the moment you left me for someone who reminded you of not only the past but your trauma.
I held you down, lifted you up, carried you through things.
I may not be innocent but in a way.. It was revenge.
I swore I would never become that person but.. You and I are different worlds in a universe full of destruction.
You never deserved my hard-earned love.
You tossed me to the side like i was nothing. and for that I forgive you. but I'll never forget..
appa.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 9:50 PM UTC
Wish I have that
raised brow.
Let alone eying
the moon on the highs
but up to your eyes.
Neither do you
let me down.
You touch down the abyss
seal the bottom of the sea
before my teardrop falls down!
Mar 10, 2022
Mar 10, 2022 at 12:40 AM UTC
A rainbow is formed
By scattered sunlight in rain
Beauty from teardrops.
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 12:10 PM UTC
My lazy muse went wandering around
When fallen into my knees, I astound
A cute lady like a coloured teardrop
Fallen from heaven an angel's eye drop.
She sat silent on my lap, I wonder
Shy or timid, what her cute mind thunder
In bright red attire with black beauty spots
An angel's love blot, my muse I forgot.
O lady, from the garden of Eden
Did you come with a tweet from the heaven?
Or to tie my naughty mind on his seat
And to teach me to taste nature at least .
While my thoughts fly far away to the sky
Tiny wings blossoms, ladybird soars high.
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 8:12 AM UTC
I was drowning
and you were the raindrops
but somehow
you were also the air
that I needed to breath
how it is
I’ll never understand
Feb 17, 2020
Feb 17, 2020 at 4:37 AM UTC
For a moment I would stop
and gaze at the sunset;
as the sun humbles itself,
I still could not forget.
For a moment I would stop
and search for the moon;
for the night is overwhelming,
I hope it fades away very soon.
For a moment I would stop
and listen to my demons;
different voices, different tones,
they are hungry lions.
For a moment I would stop
and recall my past;
what had happened?
What was that blast?
For a moment I would stop
and realize my mistakes;
I thought they would strengthen me,
but anxiety is all they make.
For a moment I would stop
and overthink for a while;
I could not sleep,
the sheep had ran a mile.
For a moment I would stop
and do nothing, but sank;
I feel nothing, am I nothing?
'Cause I feel like I'm blank.
For a moment I would stop,
hoping that this will all stop;
because I'm too drained
for another teardrop.
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 10:27 PM UTC
Cloud’s hot teardrops fall,
Polluted lake swells and sighs,
Dark waves lurk beneath!
Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 3:25 PM UTC
zooming down from space:
it's a gleaming drop of tear;
drying up too fast!
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 8:11 AM UTC
Each teardrop that falls
Carries away a piece of
The love we once had
Mar 3, 2018
Mar 3, 2018 at 1:08 AM UTC
Bring your dose to these heights - anyone?
Rain here is waiting, ready, but who will lend the teardrop
that'll set it all on a storm?
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 6:49 PM UTC
My melancholy,disquite muse,was the one
Who taught me to empathize with,beats of
Waves, moon lit nights, mermaid songs
Whale whistles of lovelorn moments,
Heartbreaks ending failed love affairs
That haunts the hearts like unmitigated thirsts.
She walks me through the garden path,
Taking my cold shivering hands
....in her warm trembling palm...
I see the young blooms fallen from
The lap of the vine, that held them close,
Fondled with such affection, showered for a lifetime.
I see all of them,trampled over,crumpled in the dust.
The withered flowers on bushes we pass,one by one,
They look lackluster in the crushing
Harsh sun, my muse who refused to speak all along,
Now has teardrops rolling down her eyes.
She makes my crusted ice cap collapse, I melt
Not being able to look at my heart broken by beloved.
I look around for a bud or a sprout extolling hope
A young shoot softly whispers,"Life is here, in wait"
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 12:53 PM UTC
*** I think I like you.
ILY: I love you.
*** Why did you cheat on me?
KMS: I'm killing myself, bye.
Aug 8, 2017
Aug 8, 2017 at 1:34 AM UTC
टिपटिपाते आँसू हैं ये तारे,
चाँद उकसाता है रातों को..
अपनी पीली धूप से सुखा दो,
तुम सुबह का सूरज बनके..
Twinkling stars or dripping teardrops,
Moon triggers in dark night.
Come soon O my Sun!
Dry them with yellow light.
Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 2:39 PM UTC
*A teardrop rains down
From the crest of the Heavens
The sky is alive*
May 24, 2017
May 24, 2017 at 11:19 PM UTC
the ocean is a
teardrop repeating itself,
lessons in breathing
Mar 11, 2017
Mar 11, 2017 at 6:30 PM UTC
I have come to know,
These teardrop bottles I've collected
Lying along with my books on these dusty shelves,
Will sit there and constantly remind me
That they've come to drown away the sadness
I have always had in my eyes
And like the rain to the earth,
They've come to mend the cracks in my heart
That had gone dry
When you were still my sun
Who brightened my days;
And, without me even noticing,
Had slowly burned my heart;
With the fake warmth of your love
All the pain each bottle now holds,
Somehow saved me from turning to ashes
One bottle for every night I've cried,
A drop of tear for every beat my heart skipped;
Bottles which kept not only tears and pain,
But the sounds of my voice at night
Whenever I cried your name
These teardrop bottles still call your name...
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 5:28 AM UTC
You’re gonna let the sun
always go to his rite,
It’s a sacrifice,
but he will be overall victorious
reborning to new glory.
Stretched out and watery
the wide cut of your eyes
by a vulnerable agony
that will receive forgiveness
tickling the elegant lines
of your delightful face.
Now the way is charted
Barefoot I follow,
listening to the soft crackling
of a bizarre heart
that is just a projection
of the concrete.
Only a fleeting idea the trajectory
where my compass is pointing at,
within the chaos of dissociated memories,
my own north is still you, son of the sun,
the same sun that you’ll let go
cause you know he cannot forget you…
…you are his pride.
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 3:14 PM UTC
You are the shining sun,
the waning moon, the
shining stars. I wanna be
in the backseat of your car.
I wanna be where you are.
Feb 7, 2016
Feb 7, 2016 at 8:47 PM UTC
A teardrop of loneliness.
Those eyes staring
in front of us.
A feeling of missing love.
You try to stay strong
as you look above.
Nobody can hear
or see your pain.
We hide our feelings
while dancing in the rain.
We put on a smile.
And still wondering why.
When are the grey
clouds passing by.
Revealing a clear blue sky.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 4:15 PM UTC
It is snowing.
Please thaw my house. Please
thaw my
Heart.
Jan 14, 2016
Jan 14, 2016 at 1:47 PM UTC
It's raining today
So cold and wet
I wish that I wasn't
So upset. It's raining
today. The more
that I see. I wish you
could come. And make
things sunny.
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 4:06 PM UTC
You don't go to the circus
to see someone be safe
with tigers. You don't go
to my home when you
just broke my heart.
Dec 30, 2015
Dec 30, 2015 at 9:44 PM UTC
I keep sleeping because
when I sleep I don't
get to think of you.
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 3:33 PM UTC