#sworntosecrecy
Secrets, secrets, are no fun, unless you share with everyone.
But what if the secret affects someone else?
What if the secret negatively impacts yourself?
Secrets, secrets
I try to clear my mind,
But it keeps popping up
Time after time.
Are no fun
I want to yell, I want to scream,
I want the whole world to know
What's eating me alive
And why I'm bursting at the seams.
Unless you share with everyone
I have been sworn to secrecy,
And I cannot tell,
I've sworn myself in,
And with this I dwell.
The past is heavy,
But secrets weigh more,
And with no one to tell,
My heart and brain begin a War.
I'm battling myself,
At every given instance.
And oh, how I wish
I could return to my days of innocence.
But I have been sworn to secrecy,
And now I cannot speak of it,
Such an invasion of privacy,
And a secret I can't admit.
But maybe, just maybe,
One day I will.
I'll get it off my chest
And will no longer feel mentally ill.
Secrecy does weird things
To a person,
And the longer it goes on,
The more their mental health will worsen.
Secrets, secrets, are no fun, unless you share with everyone.
Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC