#surrendering
stream of consciousness
carves a river, unknown -
ego takes a dive.
Jan 7, 2025
Jan 7, 2025 at 1:20 AM UTC
he was my happy pill,
my sad, happy pill
who found both bliss
and sorrow
in someone who
broke him in ways
I couldn't mend.
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 2:42 AM UTC
and as I stare into
your tired eyes, I wonder,
was I the rose you kept
or the dandelion you hid?
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 7:20 AM UTC
She deserted her life,
pulled from her young chest,
a view that even roses shied away;
with her blistered paleness
she granted you--
her heart
and soul.
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 11:07 PM UTC
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Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 10:43 PM UTC
As you progress through this golden stream
Eyes stuck on the endless possibilities of a promising new horizon
You stand content in a revered acceptance
Like an echo of what seems
Gently floating feathers landing upon
Mountains agreed to never meet and greet,instead stood solid in their stance
What is some to the infinite?
Like an ethereal beam of light you turn on
Fragments of a blissful happenstance
Here you are, observing the elements blending
No anger, but a bow, In sincere resignation
Life gave you meaning in a flick of a glance
Altered Perception
Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 7:55 AM UTC
What if I was the gush of wind filled up into the laps of ocean
The amorphous flesh and reiteration of
capitulation
May 6, 2017
May 6, 2017 at 10:41 AM UTC
our names
all
originally written
into
the Book of Life
the days of our living
they ebb and flow
choices
are ours
His choice
was made known
before time began
He allows
our joys and sorrows
to remind us
always
that He is there
always
He is the loving
long-suffering
yearning
Father
the One with aching open arms
encouraging us
to make the choice
to keep our name
in that Book of Life
He never forces us
to choose
our greatest choice
the surrendering
and the kneeling
.................
Cj 2017
Jan 6, 2017
Jan 6, 2017 at 4:10 PM UTC
Floating
upon a city at sea
Mesmerized
by the light in her eyes
As land gave way to ocean,
mountains of rock and earth
surrendering to hills of turbulent waves,
we stood on the deck
hand in hand
We spoke softly
danced rhythmically
and shared the night together
Once far out into the blue
the sun departed from our gaze
and the stars
one by one
began peeping out of the night sky
We laid down upon the deck
holding each other tight.
We sang softly
danced rhythmically
and drank deeply
from the cup of happiness.
Our hearts aligned
our dreams still far out
if only we knew what was coming
if only we could have seen through the shrouded mist of time.
How tightly would I have held you then,
holding you close to me
thanking God almighty for that moment
hoping it would last a lifetime.
But the moment was soon
shattered
Our hearts so newly intertwined
broken apart
Thrown suddenly apart from each other
fate had other plans for us
We were cast far away
isolated in darkness;
alone.
Heavy of heart
and weary of soul
my inner most being cried out for her.
She is worlds apart from me now
her smile
her laugh
the blue in her eyes
I must say goodbye.
Like a weight in my chest
that night clings to me
latching on whenever I am weak.
Oh to be with her once more
floating upon rivers of joy.
Yet shes gone from me
and I from her.
forever separated by fates cruel trick
At the end of all things
I stand alone
I must let her go
But I will never forget her memory.
The sensation of that night
the magic in the air
the waves lapping gently against the boat
the stars twinkling far above
the lights from the sliver of land left far behind
the smell of her perfume
the warmth of her smile
the joy in my bones
the wonder that I felt
Farewell to that girl
that wonderful girl,
Farewell to that night
that wonderful night.
Forever will I cherish you.
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC