#summertimesadness
I actually know how this was going to end,
the great war ended badly for the both of us,
and it's just me in despair again,
so i drove my wheels faster than light
the road became a curve and i was in parallels
t'was a mess, i'm in my next getaway car
i was in my highest in those moments
you threw me, i was at my lowest of lows
maybe it was pathetic of me to think you were different
i know i left you in the blue,
never thought the right thing would be so wrong
you were sunshine, and i was definitely midnight rain
I hate your wit and how childish you are,
where my days were filled by your nonsensical jokes,
where i would swore by your calls,
i hate how i could not live without it
i hate how f*cking tall you are
'cause someday i'll be finding myself in the same crowd as you
and you're the first thing that i will sight
i hate how i remember every detail of your voice, style, and face
i guess the rumors were all true
tall, dark, and beautiful
he flies away and saves someone else
Aug 1, 2023
Aug 1, 2023 at 8:21 AM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, the sun is beautiful--isn't it?:)
come back no more
retrieve those times free those ends skirting down the space
literal meanings of known
overflow in motions of waves I would never say
then them be tunes symphonious to the ear
splendid in fear of eternal reveal
she in disguise no more
comes to a life
snatched in daze taken by hand
fight or flight said the drag to the glass
hesitancy in the eyes of guilt and rebel Mars
my heart flutters for the leave into the dark
a step between the light and the dark
no seconds no thirds on duty bark
turn the black and show the white hue
for a selfish moment for a stare for a blue
in the tremble memoirs are written upon floors for the remember
yet found in not an adequate resemble
lose me once then carve the doors awake
my feet lie on logs of take and not fakes
make up my soul
make up my mind
its not late for another chance another mistake
she in the adds
she in the lines
she for an escape maybe untouched by those
neither by these
cut my slate bring me to the reals forever sealed
for my eyes surreal
not for once not for dear
the sun brushes feather for the sight to near
an end of oceans to look up mercy on the seas
one jump to **** her gear
--------ravenfeels
Apr 16, 2021
Apr 16, 2021 at 5:20 PM UTC
The sunlight wakes me up at 10 am, but I’m not even thinking about getting out of bed
It’s just seems so distant, impossible to reach
I know I sound dumb but it ain’t easy for me
Something keeps me nailed to this bed
I can’t move my limbs, I’m ashamed of myself
This has to end now, I can’t live this way
I lie to myself like this
Every
Single
Day
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 3:56 PM UTC
Silent mornings and empty beds. I cook for one.
28 day snapchat streaks, *** “lol” and ***
Walking by your mom’s house. You’ll run out that door any minute...?
New friends in class. They’re temporary and they know it.
Job applications stacked on my bed. I’ll quit within 3 months.
Getting breakfast at LP almost every morning. They’re the only ones left who know my name.
I count the days until summer ends, and with it my loneliness.
37, in case you were wondering.
Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 2:24 AM UTC