#suga
From the moon and back, and back to the moon again, I can’t write how much I love you using a hundred pens. You fill my life with such joy, my lovely, pale boy. The little time I have known your existence on this earth, I have learned your beautiful worth. You taught me so much, I wish I can reach you and express my love but sadly you are out of touch. So for now, I write you this love letter, so your day will not be bitter. I love you so dearly
, my beautiful min yoongi.
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 12:47 PM UTC
This garden is filled
With blossoming loneliness
I tied myself
To this sandcastle filled with thorns
What is your name?
Do you even have a place to go?
Oh, could you tell me?
I saw you hiding in this garden
And I know
Your heat is real
Your hand picks the blue flowers
I want to hold it but
This is my destiny
Don’t smile on me
Light on me
Because I can’t go to you
There’s no name to call
You know that I can’t
Show you me
Give you me
I can’t show you my weakness
So I’m putting on a mask to go see you
But I still want you
A flower that resembles you
Blossomed in this garden of loneliness
I wanted to give it to you
As I take off this stupid mask
But I know
This can’t go on forever
I must hide
Because I’m ugly
I’m afraid
So pathetic
I’m so afraid
In the end, will you leave me too?
So I’m putting on a mask to go see you
What I can do is
To make a pretty flower
That resembles you
Blossom in this garden, in this world
Then breathe as the person you know
But I still want you
I still want you
Maybe back then
If I had just a little more
Courage
And stood before you
Would everything be different now?
I’m crying
At this sandcastle
That’s disappearing
And breaking down
As I look at this broken mask
And I still want you
But I still want you
But I still want you
And I still want you
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 2:02 AM UTC
Long ago
the story began
One ***** in a vein
spun out rhymes
Of the insane
A sweet girl gone
She will not go far
The tip of a needle
Will curse who you are
His hands choked her blue
Voices drove him mad
The addiction won
He lost all he had
Behind bars
he waits for letters
His poems got a few
So many unsent
Now no place to go
Letters lacking a recipent
She wanted it to pass by quick
The time without him
The last letter she stamped and addressed
She wonders if he got it
Or did her words shatter his reason to live
Is it why his neck was slit
She wants to know if he opened it before committing to suicide
Two blue roses on his grave
Nothing went right
No happily ever after
To end the night
Now which way to go? I sit and ponder
It no longer matters
After all, I'm destined to forever wonder.
The needle left its curse, on and on she goes, reaching no farther than her toes.
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 9:23 AM UTC
Break me, then wash away my colors
I can't stop this sickness taking over
I can't fight this forever, save me take me over
I need a savour before I become my worst enemy
There's no colors to behold
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 7:40 AM UTC
Before you play with fire think twice.
Suga how you get so fly?
Sweet talking lady so far from typical, would u please give me your time?
Life's sweet seconds pass on by
Times like these it's alright
Rescue me or move on
This is Blue
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 9:41 AM UTC