#strenth
I've spent so long trying not to feel
But you,
you made me feel
My heart a fortress, and you broke the shield Unaware of the power you wield
Unaware of your strength, your steel
In awe of your beauty , you queen must I kneel?
Your heart , I must steal
The consequences worth the deal
Your love helps me heal
Thanks, you found a cure
I was hiding behind the wall
But you made me feel
Feb 17, 2019
Feb 17, 2019 at 8:39 PM UTC
Afraid
It's an apology I don't want to give
It's a regret I'm disappointed about
It's me worrying what I can't do
It's describing a feeling I do not want to express
It means I am filled with fear that shouldn't be there
Scared
It's not formal
It's something that I can't hide, but can lie about
It's something that happen in the past
It means im on to something greater
It's an instinct that can destroy you
Living in fear because of what happened in the past
Destined to ruin the present
But everything I want
Is on the other side of fear
Fear
The energy that contracts
Fear
Being scared or afraid
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 5:59 PM UTC
Today is the day
A bright sunny day
But a day in Autumn
Yes, a day in November
Perhaps a bad omen
In fables and movies
I was told since childhood
It is the day that demons
let lose from Hadies
Today is the day
the day that I fear
'cause twas told a bad sign
to be dealing with
the ill-reputed combination of
Thirteen and Friday
Today is the day
That I will
Live to prove that
All such tales are made up
To make human die of fear
A fear that would cover up
The strength and resilience
From within to Look
At one's glorious inner SELF
Seeing that glory
Demon has no choice
But to retreat to Hades
Today is the day
A bright sunny day
But a day in Autumn
Yes, a day in November
Nov 13, 2015
Nov 13, 2015 at 1:29 PM UTC
The wind is blowing tirelessly,
Delicate flowers are falling,
Branches are all shaking vigorously,
And I learn something from them,
No matter how hard the wind may blow,
They only move,
They don't change their shapes and colours,
The flowers may fall but at some point they allow the same wind to blow them into the sky and make them fly.
So I learn that hard situations shouldn't change who we are,
We only need to adjust our attitudes,
Struggles are there to make you a victor,
Like the flower being made to fly by what brought it down,
You let your struggles elevate you.
Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 12:29 AM UTC
His
Love
Covers
All mankind
Evil flees in fear
Strength given during the bleak hours
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 9:36 PM UTC
I thought that saying goodbye,
would be the hardest thing to say to you.
And in a way it was,
but in another it wasn't.
It felt sad; it felt exhilarating.
I thought that love, all kinds,
meant giving you're all to someone.
But it doesn't, it means something more.
It means that you give them a piece
of yourself for them to cherish,
and they do the same.
But you can't give something away,
that doesn't exist.
I didn't understand at first,
but now I do.
I never loved myself,
I loved you.
I used to feel I would die
with joy from being around you.
*And then I woke up one morning,
and I realized that I did die.*
That the every miniscule piece of who I was,
had ceased to exist.
I realized that I was empty,
and always had been.
*So instead of killing myself for your love,
I lived for my own.*
And now I drive around,
listening to Tom Petty,
wearing red lipstick;
lips wrapped around the back half of a cigarette..
And I am so happy.
I feel free.
I feel like I can conquer anything,
because I escaped a painful death;
a death by you.
But then it was time to say "Hello again.."
and it was harder than goodbye.
It brang back the memories of sadness.
Of lonliness.
Of being afraid.
Then the moment passed...
And I still feel free.
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 8:40 PM UTC