#storyoftheyearinspired
like a car crash,
explosions fill
my head
emotional wreckage—
thoughts tangled
in dread
am i the problem?
or are they
projecting
instead?
i let go
of the wheel
just to
feel something—
go off the rails,
’cause sanity
feels surreal.
am i the problem?
or just
trapped in
my head?
because dealing
with this
is harder
than i ever
imagined.
Jun 13, 2025
Jun 13, 2025 at 2:01 PM UTC
waking up
in a haze,
state of delirium—
where am i at?
i look in the
mirror and see
a reflection
of someone
i used to know.
i need a place
to escape—
all i wanted
was to protect
my peace
and be safe.
the waves
come and go,
emotional
instability,
barreling toward
insecurity:
here i go.
all i wanted
was only love—
but that was
taken away,
and i’m left
with all
the blame.
you say
i broke you
down—
but all i
ever wanted
was to build
us up—
and the
foundation
was shaky
ground.
waking up
in a haze,
i fight
to stay awake.
please, god,
let the rain
wash away—
and take away
my pain.
because i
don’t want
to go another day
getting
carried
away.
Jun 13, 2025
Jun 13, 2025 at 3:25 AM UTC