#stillhealing
Today you hurt me…
Today your laugh hurts me…
your on side smile of rogue child …
It hurts me to remember your desperate eyes…
That sight hurts…
Our patched love hurts…
It hurts the desire I had to make it work ...
This failure hurts me ...
My broken family hurts ...
Today ... it hurts…
It had been a long time without pain…
I don´t know why…
But today I noticed, you still hurt me...
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 3:19 PM UTC
They joke about forgotten names,
about moments lost in air,
but my missing pieces
are heavier than laughter can bear.
Some faces live only as shadows,
some weeks dissolve in a blur,
yesterday slips through my fingers
before I’m sure it was ever there.
My mind is a room with scattered lights,
flickering on, then gone,
memories knock but don’t always enter,
and morning feels like I’m reborn.
Every day is a reset day—
a quiet, unfamiliar start,
I rebuild myself from fragments
with a brave and trembling heart.
They laugh at memory as a joke,
I carry it as a fight,
searching for pieces of who I was
just to feel whole tonight.
Still, I wake.
Still, I try.
Still, I choose to live what’s new.
Even with a shattered yesterday,
today, I am still me — true.
Nov 28, 2025
Nov 28, 2025 at 8:47 PM UTC