#sternum
My sternum hums at 2 AM
A frequency only my ribs can hear
I press my palm against bone
Feel the vibration like a trapped bird
My lungs have learned to fold
Origami organs making space
For all the air I forgot to breathe
For all the words I swallowed whole
The skin between
My thumb and index finger
Thinned from wringing hands
Now transparent enough to see
The blue rivers rushing beneath
My jaw clicks when I lie
A tiny betrayal in the hinge
Mouth opening before permission
Closing around unsaid prayers
My throat holds a third option
That lives in the space between
Swallowing and screaming
The bruises on my thighs
Developed their own language
Purple hieroglyphs explaining
What my lips refuse to translate
My heartbeat learned Morse code
Tapping messages against my ribs
SOS but nobody's listening
Or maybe nobody knows
How to read it
My stomach contains knots
That aren't metaphor
Actual twisting
Like rope trying to hang itself
My eyes have started unfocusing
As if looking at something
Just beyond the edge of vision
Something only I can see
My body is a house
Haunted by its owner
And I keep walking through rooms
Wondering who keeps
Breaking the glass
Nov 27, 2025
Nov 27, 2025 at 2:57 AM UTC
257 days.
For the first time,
I don't want to shower him off my skin.
No need to scrub;
Your lips leaving delicate traces,
Your hands entangled in my hair,
No need to rinse
Feeling you,
Sending shocks down my spine
Fingers brushing against skin
Electric impulses
No need to wash the memories of;
Bodies intwined
Kissing shoulders and sternums
(whatever has been left exposed)
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 3:25 AM UTC
the silence becomes the loudest in the middle of the night when safety is no longer an option.
it becomes the enemy when you're trying to sleep, push everything away to get some peace.
it's the thing that turns you from blue to red in the blink of an eye.
turning you into a whole new mechanism.
an animated, drooling, beast of rage.
you can try to claw your way out, but there's always something in the way of getting rid of the revolting, wet, anger that boils in the cavity of your sternum.
Aug 25, 2017
Aug 25, 2017 at 2:21 AM UTC