#stayaway
I keep making the same mistakes in love,
Hoping that one day it’ll be enough,
But every time I get close,
Someone reminds me why I shouldn’t,
Someone steals my hope.
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Aug 26, 2021
Aug 26, 2021 at 11:09 PM UTC
I try not to cry
As the snow falls from the sky.
Not because it's beautiful.
But because it means it's cold.
I hate the cold.
Dec 16, 2020
Dec 16, 2020 at 7:04 PM UTC
“Don’t take this the wrong way,”
I tell him.
I look off into the distance.
“Just stay away from me.”
I begged him.
Sadness laced my voice but it was also firm.
He knew I was dead serious.
I looked into his eyes.
Hurting.
Confusion.
More hurting.
I was glad I hurt him.
I felt no guilt.
After all, that’s how he’s made me feel for the past three months.
But when I told him to stay away my intent was not to hurt him.
I told him because I want to stop hurting.
The way he passes glances my way,
his kindness,
his mannerisms…
It all hurts me.
Hell,
even hearing his voice stings my soul.
I can’t do it anymore.
I don’t want to hurt anymore.
He needs to stop looking at me,
stop being kind to me,
stop being a gentlemen,
stop talking to me.
He has another girl to look at,
be kind to,
be a gentleman to,
to talk to.
And that girl is not me.
I walked away.
I didn’t look back.
Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 7:19 PM UTC
don’t you dare try to come back,
a haunting memory is all you’ll ever be.
Feb 15, 2020
Feb 15, 2020 at 9:00 AM UTC
Stay away from the man in the mirror
You cannot keep going like this, dear
I know your fighting all your demented fears
But remember one day your thoughts will run clear
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 3:30 PM UTC
Ember burning bright.
Born for destruction or born for light?
Can someone hate their creation? Because I'm afraid of my own design. What I may be capable of. In a snap of a finger my ember can spark destroying what is and was.
"You're loved" is what you say but you can't get it though your brain. I'm impotent to my strength.
You don't want to look at me, don't look at me. You run away from me, run away from me. I am aware of my aftermath toxic smoke so it's ok. I know I cause nothing but heartache.
Beware because I've been known to ruin lives.
Use caution, I might spark into a raging fire
Be careful if you make me to happy I might burn you alive. Causing spiritual death leaving people shattered, trying to pick pieces, due to me forgetting about my hazard.
The word gentle isn't in my mental vocabulary. My touch, my touch is dangerous. It's warm at first, almost comforting in the beginning but the longer you hold me the more I singe. I don't want to cause you sanity. So stay away, far from my ember, in fear your oxygen will ignite this fire.
Embers burning bright
Born for destruction or born for light?
look at me in the eye then you decide.
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 2:35 AM UTC
WITCH
By: Jean Gutierrez
******* sorrounds us,
When you get to attach to them
They came up with freaking stories
Those rumors that can ruin your name.
And when you let it go deeper,
You’ll be played without knowing it
Those moments when you laugh
Will change into anger.
You’ll be hesitant to say a word,
Some of the letters were gone, missing
And when you hear the name or voice of it
Little by little your blood goes up.
Why are you here?
My hands crumpled and ready to punch
But I controlled it
Because it’s only a waste of time.
Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 3:35 AM UTC
If you burn our bridge, I will not waste the time or energy to build another. Goodbyes are forever.
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 2:44 AM UTC
Blue moon stay away from me,
let me crawl back into bed,
I don't wanna feel that way tonight,
I need to rest my aching head,
if only you come to leave again,
you'll leave me feeling dead,
An I ain't ready to die.
Ma Cherie © 2017
Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 8:22 PM UTC
I guess this is goodbye
because it was all a lie
when you see me around
don't bother saying hi
or any other kind of hello
because I'll ignore you
to avoid more pain
I should've realised
that you could see the disdain
smothered all over my face
but this is the end because I'm
tired of two worded conversations
and the feeling I get when I read
what you've written and just are
unable to delete. You still have feelings,
just not for me.
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 9:14 PM UTC
You should always be cautious,
For you are all stars,
And I'm a black hole.
You probably won't see me,
I blend in quite well.
In fact,
The only way to see me
Is the absence of light.
Always use caution,
Don't get too close,
I'll **** you right up,
And you'll
never
see
light
again.
You won't see me coming.
I fly off the radar.
But always use caution,
For I'm a black hole.
Make sure to keep your distance,
And I'll try to do the same.
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 8:56 PM UTC
How can you smile when all you want to do is to cry?
How can you keep holding on when there is nothing you can do but to jump off the cliff?
How can you keep in touch to the people who wanted to stay away?
How can you fly if you're afraid to fall?
How can you win the battle if you're the only one left fighting?
How can you let go the person who you wanted to stay?
How can you feel love and hate at the same time with the same person?
How can you hate a person who is hurting you in so many ways but still loving him?
How can you be happy when you know someone is suffering?
How can you live when you feel like you're dying?
How can you keep things in place when they keep on falling apart?
How can you speak out your mind if you can't find your voice?
How can you get started if you don't know where to begin?
How can you follow your heart when they are torn into pieces?
How can you say you're fine when you're not?
How can you see the right path when they pushed you to darkness?
How can you say you're sad when you've never been happy?
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 2:16 AM UTC
That could be summed up in 1 word,
That would never be heard.
No one knows me,
So you may as well flee.
See, I'm a shell that can't be cracked,
A cage that cant be hacked.
I'm a mill without wind,
And many times i've sinned.
If you get to close,
I will haunt your ******* dreams.
At most,
Stay away so you won't hear my screams...
Nov 11, 2014
Nov 11, 2014 at 5:16 PM UTC
Don't come into my heart.
Don't come into my mind.
Don't come into my soul.
For there's nothing to find.
Let me be, Let me die.
Leave me alone to cry.
I need some time, space, and grace
To let these tears dry on my face.
But wait until then, don't come near.
Stay far, FAR, away from here.
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 4:39 PM UTC