#squeezing - Hello Poetry

I am not sure how to fix what's been broken Scared I lose another piece of you with each word spoken Everything I don't or do seems to never be right When I try to figure out the reason we just fight How many poor decisions can I possibly make Before my fuck-ups are too much for you to take? Afraid if I loosen my grip you'll slip away and disappear But the harder I clutch the less you want me near

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May 8, 2019

May 8, 2019 at 7:37 AM UTC

AmandaKayBurke

Squeezing You So Tightly You Can't Even Breathe

I am not sure how to fix what's been broken Scared I lose another piece of you with each word spoken Everything I don't or do seems to never be right When I try to figure out the reason we just fight How many poor decisions can I possibly make Before my fuck-ups are too much for you to take? Afraid if I loosen my grip you'll slip away and disappear But the harder I clutch the less you want me near

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Now all my moments are calling her! She is in Silence for now! She is in Validation... Am I dream or illusion! She is afraid if closing her eyes! The Confusion is squeezing her soul! Shall I let him go! Shall I let my goals! Shall I keep him! Shall I be in "Love"! What is my.....Call!

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Nov 27, 2016

Nov 27, 2016 at 3:31 AM UTC

mazen-edlibi

The call!

Now all my moments are calling her! She is in Silence for now! She is in Validation... Am I dream or illusion! She is afraid if closing her eyes! The Confusion is squeezing her soul! Shall I let him go! Shall I let my goals! Shall I keep him! Shall I be in "Love"! What is my.....Call!

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All I had done, all I could have But with a touch, A single cut, The blade was old, black as night It was a paper cut, stung like hell But that's how I let it in, My world changed that day, I awoke, Where once there was blood But a vein of black where but a scar revealed My finger numb, Cold to the touch, And everyday I awoke the coldness spread Like a vine it crept up veins black Poison ivy creeping, Awoken in the night my hand upon my throat Squeezing, Compressing, Restriction, Of breath, I awoke was it a dream I looked upon myself, The mirror showed me The horror of the night, A hand print, bruised flesh was seen The veins of black had spread, Upon my body Feet, Legs, Torso, Pink flesh now discoloured, Black veins protruded I shivered, I was cold to the touch, I was being consumed from within The darkness crept upon my throat A voice not mine spoke, "Blade of darkness" "Hell sealed within" "Cut upon flesh" "To release" "The evil within" "What was warm" "Be cold to the touch" "Death will follow" "Once darkness spoke from within" Fear and terror gripped my mind As this body know no longer mine, I had moments before I was gone, Blacking out I awoke, What once was me know spoke Your flesh is mine, Released to sin, this is my suit To wear, while you watch within You are dead, Spirit trapped, I will live your life, While you soul forever rots within.

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Aug 14, 2014

Aug 14, 2014 at 6:56 AM UTC

poetic-t

Blade Of Darkness

All I had done, all I could have But with a touch, A single cut, The blade was old, black as night It was a paper cut, stung like hell But that's how I let it in, My world changed that day, I awoke, Where once there was blood But a vein of black where but a scar revealed My finger numb, Cold to the touch, And everyday I awoke the coldness spread Like a vine it crept up veins black Poison ivy creeping, Awoken in the night my hand upon my throat Squeezing, Compressing, Restriction, Of breath, I awoke was it a dream I looked upon myself, The mirror showed me The horror of the night, A hand print, bruised flesh was seen The veins of black had spread, Upon my body Feet, Legs, Torso, Pink flesh now discoloured, Black veins protruded I shivered, I was cold to the touch, I was being consumed from within The darkness crept upon my throat A voice not mine spoke, "Blade of darkness" "Hell sealed within" "Cut upon flesh" "To release" "The evil within" "What was warm" "Be cold to the touch" "Death will follow" "Once darkness spoke from within" Fear and terror gripped my mind As this body know no longer mine, I had moments before I was gone, Blacking out I awoke, What once was me know spoke Your flesh is mine, Released to sin, this is my suit To wear, while you watch within You are dead, Spirit trapped, I will live your life, While you soul forever rots within.

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