#spread
they say overconfidence is" a literally a sin "
i think it's a strategy
i say it protection
it's a coping mechanism
look around who talks down about the confident girl to her face
...
no one
have you ever stopped to think "why ?"
"she's always so proud"
have you stopped to see her zone out to convince herself ?...
to tell herself she is that girl
don't bother trying to mess with her ego
we come in two forms
the ones who will knock you right down
and...
the ones who stumble
mumble ...
and soon crumble
that's me
we'll convince ourselves
"it's alright "
"don't worry it's cool"
while my mind screams something else
" they hate me "
"they wish i didn't come here "
"they think I'm hideous"
it's not every tree you cut down
not every anthill you crumble.
Jan 16
Jan 16, 2026 at 2:25 PM UTC
trust:
to open yourself up to be wounded
to spread yourself out
like a target, my heart the bullseye
easy to spot
easy to target
easy to exert your control over
why do I keep falling for it?
lies
disguised
as something real
trust:
something I will not be foolish enough to give away again
Feb 4, 2024
Feb 4, 2024 at 9:22 PM UTC
Each emination,
Hot as an inferno.
The breath I let escape
Burns before it boils,
Serpent, tongue coil.
The way you worked me;
Nailed the coffin, spread the soil.
Nov 3, 2023
Nov 3, 2023 at 12:21 PM UTC
my mind and heart are constantly at
war ;
to prove to each other their
power.
When I let my heart decide
my mind refuse to take my side
but ;
whenever I let my mind to score a win
my heart goes in a terrible spin.
They both make me confuse with their advice
It make me over think everything twice
You have to learn to let you mind and heart
win;
and this is a wonderful art .
Sometimes They both give you strife ;
but this is all experiencing
life.
Jul 29, 2021
Jul 29, 2021 at 10:10 AM UTC
Two Men's vibes
burning reach my Evez ice.
Two my diamond cave enter.
underneath my water fall.
Vibration's from beyond,
two distinctive voices won,
ever twirling on and on;
deep as violins his pitch fiddle
his electrical guitar's timbre
command starry skies above!
My tantrick abyss below.
I love thee two, lovers mine.
Punjabi voice lover divine.
I thirst for yours all's mine
Our stars wisely magnetized!
Both cosmically energized.
A state of knowing is ours.
dancing eons on two poles,
to twirl on and ages on,
the mornings and eves long.
I twirl on two magestic poles.
Long shiny studs hard as steal!
First pole's twirl echoes longer
Kemah lover elite's older
ancient memory hunger!
Implant blue pill chip slumber.
From willow tree, past pole lover
to renewed beloved my forever Kemah twin oaks
two glistening poles
I am art twirl divine
from past to present LOVE
Lives on and on!
~~~
By Karijinbba
All Rights Revised 7-29-21.
Jul 24, 2021
Jul 24, 2021 at 12:58 PM UTC
Social media's intent was to spread authentic information among people but a few motivated by their selfish motives used it to generate those flocks which easily form conjectures just on the basis of baseless accusations disseminated from unknown sources and keep on barking with profanities on others.
Sep 30, 2020
Sep 30, 2020 at 8:13 AM UTC
Meanwhile I’ve just sat by and wrote poems about her passion pretending it was my own. Little did I know, a seed was planted and she was watering it as it grew into a dream I never knew that I had buried.
Sep 19, 2020
Sep 19, 2020 at 2:41 PM UTC
spread the word
we, who you shall never see
have landed on your grieving
and poorly sculpted land
we, who you shall always seek
have taken our mighty tools with us
a humankind worth
to patch up the bursted leaks
from the excess bloods
that you have spilled for us
to stomp down the shielding walls
that you have built for us
against all those infidels
no more impotent convictions
you may ring the bells
now that we are here
the indomitable truth shall be proclaimed
for every single cell
of you chapped skins
will bow down, knee-deep
among the carcasses of the self-appointed saints
and deeper and deeper
until you hear the wind of desolation
rampaging over our seas
and your ridding threnodies
in the hallways of the earth
Jul 20, 2020
Jul 20, 2020 at 5:59 PM UTC
the virus is showing
its resurgent
capacity
which is why people
must stay well away
from a crowded
locality
the virus's spread
is akin to a wild
fire
and it burns into a human's body
with a uncontrolled
kind of
desire
the virus isn't to be
taken
lightly
nor treated as a non
threatening germ's
sprightly
the virus is still out
there waiting to
attach
itself
onto our healthy
shelf
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 8:38 PM UTC
I lay,
Soft head in soft pillow.
Floating.
Fabric against porcelain skin.
Heart spread wide open.
Floating.
Gentle stream filled with warmth,
The hush of one thousand voices
in my mind,
Silenced.
And even through the ceiling is dark,
I can feel the gentle warmth of the
Sun
above.
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 1:57 PM UTC
Touch so comforting
A familiar hand to hold-
Spreading this disease
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 2:08 PM UTC
It is already spreading everywhere.
Locking up, outsiders, and the outbreak
Don't touch anyone, just keep your distance
How are we supposed to keep on living?
Panic and fear, as it silently kills.
Blames those in power and those in control
For the fault a man have yet to perceive.
The piercing looks when one coughs and sneezes.
We fear to face the truth so they hide it.
No cure, hoax, death tolls, the vulnerable
The mess is impossible to ignore.
Even if it's not this one that gets us,
What is about to come will be the one.
And by then, it had already begun.
Mar 16, 2020
Mar 16, 2020 at 10:16 AM UTC
The winter comes
The frog is happy
She becomes AS the giant
Chasing the tiger
Who searched for a small hole
Made by a small ant
Digging deepest womb of the mount
He vibrated and CHURM OUT THE BUG
HE CARRIED THAT CLOUD
He threw it and overlapped
The cloud got anger
She cried, cried
The rains downed
As the tears were there
It revolted and made a fact
The flies spread their wings
The wings prevented the sun from getting up
The sun cried
The waves blew up
Making the fishes in rows
Demanding the barghout to nip
The moon who planned to the sun
The moon cried
The winds were up
The date trees threw their date over the birds
Who drew the Thorne from the sun
They gave the throne to mum
My mum, yours are the queen
We must be their knights
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 6:14 PM UTC
I throw comments to the wind
Ignorance keeps them afloat
I no longer take to heart
******** gliding from your throat
Your words grow weak
They wear thin
Confidence becoming strong
Don the realization that
Your home is where we don't belong
Insults get scattered like leaves
Falling from bare branches
Thoughts flow from your mind
Never-ending negative avalanches
Ashes I have been buried under
Remains of each mistake
Not charred hiding places but a jail
Out which I must break
Gotta keep from accumulating
Passive movements difficult to avoid
Hit walls hardest speeding fast
Crash like earthbound asteroids
It's great you are switching directions
Patterns easy to accurately predict
Mild
Temperate
Always fair-weathered
Around us come unhitched
You loved us once..
Has that gone?
Distracted by vultures' dying food
Rumors
Carcasses of gossip they feed on
Believing tails they allude
We are doing good
We are just fine
Have a job and a roof overhead
Everybody underestimates what we can do
By 30 we'll probably be dead
I anticipated this thoughts arrival
It still doesn't feel quite real
Stuff packed in bags and boxes
Across the porch surreal
We'll take pride and possessions
Say farewell spread with awkward "ums"
Mumbling how one day soon
We will spend some time that never comes
Dec 6, 2019
Dec 6, 2019 at 4:22 AM UTC
I walk down the street
And all
The white people
Call me racist names
And talk behind my ******* back
And then I just sit here
And think.....
"huh, I got a ************* fanclub here!"
Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 8:08 PM UTC
Bring happiness
Empty sadness.
Spread humanity
Accept unity.
Fill your heart with kindness
Fill colours in emptiness.
Forget strife
Love life.
Aug 3, 2019
Aug 3, 2019 at 3:38 PM UTC
It is not weak to yield
nor is it courageous
to rely on subterfuge
Speaking your inner truth
comes from daring to brave
eye rolls
shaking of heads
and mouths that smile yet
form cruel sentences all the same
You'll bleed
dripping perspiration
oozing all the love
you cannot find
Just when it seems as if
the sun is obscured by clouds
you get to your feet
tense muscles unclenching
utterly at the mercy
of all the light
you are just now starting to see.
-Esther L. Krenzin-
-Roguesong-
May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 10:41 AM UTC
Beauty of giving,
having the pleasure of living.
Sharing of knowledge,
beyond school and college.
The contentment of spreading
Joy and enlightment.
Removing the pain &
Creating divine environment.
Comfort someone with a helping hand,
a pinch of care & kindness to lend.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 11:23 PM UTC
While looking for love
I stumbled, tumbled, tripped and trembled,
Wonder where to find love,
Is it up in hill or hiding down the bills,
Where does love live?
Oh love, it is in you and me,
Love lives in everything, everywhere,
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 8:33 AM UTC
I endow a package of love
to muffle up this new year
with memories of euphoria
spreading smiles throughout,
as this heyday will carry
winds of change to everyone.
©_shade_of_a_lonely_girl_
Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 5:35 AM UTC