#spooked
I thought by now I'd feel better
The past few months spiraled hard
For answers looked among constellations
My faith put into a tarot card
I have been shook by superstitions
Seduced by the way they sound
Agony altered my belief
No longer a skeptic without you around
Haunt me until I cannot find sleep
Forcefully frightened by your ghost
Your absence spooks instead of strengthens me
Facing the reality of our love reposed
Jul 28, 2021
Jul 28, 2021 at 1:47 AM UTC
I'm afraid to be here
At home all alone
When the man in the dark
Could be roaming so close
I'm afraid to be here
After last night
When the man in the dark
Gave me a fright
I'm afraid to be here
With eyes open wide
If the man in the woods
Is lurking outside
I'm afraid to be here
Tell me why did he come
Look up at my window
Hiding for fun
I'm afraid to be here
Without my best friend
Who witnessed him too
Sent our minds in a bend
I'm afraid to be here
Tell me how does he know
The best way to creep
To see my window
I'm afraid to be here
Tell me why was he here?
A chancer, a pervert
A stalker I fear
Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 6:58 PM UTC
I've got everything figured out,
Now it dawns on me that all this time
I was being used! And I know that I
Was abused, but then all of a sudden
I feel IT...you know. That "feeling,"
That paranoid feeling that says *"yea, and
You but you did this and that and the other
Thing,* (I know what you did last
Summer) suuuuure. And so I sit
There re-ensuring all I had my
Needs, couldn't-no-wouldn't let
Myself be until I finally did "IT."
And then I realize I was right,
That I'm just being spooked by
People here who are trying to
Brainwash me at night,
Then it begins again, I knew it!
I was right, I was abused!
But then I feel IT again...
Ain't no way to hide those lyin' eyes...GOD I hate that song.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 1:00 AM UTC