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Faithless, I walk through the night
Yet by a free will of my own
I broke all of my previous ties
Yet I don´t walk alone
I´m side by side with those I chose
With everyone I care for
With everyone I´m close
For those, I´m fierce to fight for
For those I try to change
Though maybe they are different
Though maybe they are strange
But they can be, all I am not
And all they value, they hold true
So everything I do, I do
To keep them safe and sound
Mar 12, 2020
Mar 12, 2020 at 2:32 PM UTC
I'm bleeding out
and all you do is watch me drain.
I gave you my heart
but you've got the devil in your soul,
so you tore it apart,
piece by piece.
I'm left with nothing but the stars
So I drink to wash away the pain it brings.
I'm your **** of the night,
but not if this drink does it first.
I'm already half drained.
All I ever gave you was everything
from the very beginning
and now you've thrown it all away.
You were once my brother
and I still believe underneath that skin,
and all your sins you're still human.
You were once holy and sane
but it's hidden somewhere lost in the dark.
All I do is drink your poison.
I let it consume me.
Every inch of my body
until I'm finally able to feel nothing.
Only then will my heart stop aching
and my body stops bleeding.
I greet the dark like it's a friend
that helped me escape.
I'm no longer here to see what happens next.
I'm gone and buried away.
My last drink was the most bitter
but it was such a relief.
May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 7:01 PM UTC
You told me that you used to be a king.
You showed me your crown but it was only a pile of ashes.
You showed me a history book, from an abandoned library, with your story ripped out from the seams.
I traced the edges of the pages and felt your past on the end of my fingertips.
I know it's been so long but the thought still brings you to your knees.
You said you had to watch the sky fall for hours and hours and hours that evening.
You were so close to the stars, and you told me how you used to talk to them during the night.
You used to live with them, you told me.
Everyone thought you were crazy but I could see in your eyes, they were family.
But you witnessed their deaths.
Wings couldn't help you
gravity has betrayed you.
It's time to stop holding your breath and just let it fall out.
Sweetness sings a lullaby you forbid to listen to.
You believe that nothing will ever be as sweet as your past.
No love can replace, for you lost all your brothers and sisters that night
so you have nothing to lose.
No secrets,
no family
just you.
Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 8:41 PM UTC
This has all just been a game
one you can't win,
but you're forced to play.
The game keeper has got your
beloved ones around his finger.
A king in a devil's costume.
He calls the shots and makes the moves.
And it can be 'game over' for them
with just a roll of the dice.
In a ring of fire,
that no water can put out,
I watch suicides all around me.
A jump from up high, a shot to the head,
a dive in the water never to be seen again.
In this game there is no survivors but
there is one victor.
He sits and waits for us to fall.
He sits and stays watching the heroes die.
Watch them fall like flies
into the never ending hole in the ground.
I'll be watching my own death tonight.
I'll be dead before the day is done.
I'll be running with the demons at sunrise.
I'll because a slave to his kingdom
because that's where they all go.
Deep though the hole centered on the ground.
Jul 30, 2013
Jul 30, 2013 at 11:18 AM UTC
He’s all green eyes
The type that sparkle
In the early morning sun
That reflect with love
And bravery and protection
He’s all light freckles
That dance across
His nose and cheeks
That can be counted
As galaxies in the universe
He’s all lean muscle
The kind that is
Built naturally
From years of hunting
And fighting evil things
He’s all sadness and defeat
After losing his brother
Just one too many times
And losing all he loves
All the **** time
He’s all Winchester
Stubborn and selfless
Damaged and dangerous
Protective and brave
He’s Dean Winchester
Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 4:09 PM UTC
There’s blood on his hands
Not that anyone can see
It’s the blood of the innocent
More blood than he could foresee
It’s been years and years
Of fighting and killing
Evil monsters and demons
To **** them, he’s more willing
His hands hold the weapons
With a strong and firm grip
He can slice off a head
Into evil he’ll empty a clip
His hands are calloused
From digging grave after grave
He’ll shake others’ hands
They’re soft, it’s what he craves
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 4:57 PM UTC
My Soul is bound to a demon
I can feel its force
Twisting and turning
Roping its way around my heart
My Soul is bound to a demon
It sent me to Hell
Yet here I am still on Earth
Though I cannot control it
My Soul is bound to a demon
The darkness within me
I shall never let it take me
I will fight until I am free
My Soul is bound to a demon
But my Soul wants to break free
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 5:33 PM UTC
i am a killer with good intentions, angel
you saw as your wings held back the nightmares
you fell from heaven as i crawled from hell
but against all odds, you're the one who cares
sometimes angels miss heaven and safety
but i will make this place your second home
even if you've been feeling lost lately
i promise you will never feel alone
if i **** you one day please forgive me
the poison runs black through my veins on some days
i can control it if it's you i see
but sometimes i can't see past the mad daze
but when my eyes open, i see what i've done
that's when the real godly war has begun.
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 1:47 PM UTC
We've been running with blistered feet
and weak knees for centuries.
Yes, we've come so far
but no one ever said it would be this hard.
Just lay your head to rest
you have run enough.
I've got your hand and I'm holding it tight.
You're all I have in this world
so I won't ever let go.
Don't you cry no more
because you gave your all.
It's just this time god wasn't so kind.
You put up a good fight and I'm so proud of you.
You'll finally be at peace
when these dark days are behind you.
You slayed your demons and monsters.
You did your job and you did it well.
Don't worry too much, brother,
because I won't be able to live in this world too long without you.
I'll follow you down the path and into the dark.
I won't let you die alone.
On the other side we'll just drive down the endless road back home, or god knows where.
We would always dream of tomorrow
but this time tomorrow never came.
We gave our live's to protect others.
We've come so far up the mountain
just this time got caught in the landslide
and fell all the way back down.
But look how far we got.
Look how much we've done.
Look at how many lives we've saved.
We're just two brothers born from the fire
but this is where our lives end.
I look back and see all decay,
but I won't apologize
I did my job.
We saved lives and protected the land.
We always stood tall
no matter how hard we'd fall.
I'm proud of you.
I'm proud of us.
May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 6:55 PM UTC