#spiritually
I remember you
I can only keep you in my heart
If you don’t find yourself
It’s okay
But my love was never gone
It was unconditional
It was magnetic
I remember the white tee you gave me
The kiss goodbye
I remember seeing you again
I remember the same energy
I thought it was just me who felt the spark
I didn’t realize how much I meant to you
You said you still loved me but I didn’t know I meant so much until you came back to me
You asked me to be yours again but I had so much growing up to do
I didn’t drive
I wanted more for myself
I just didn’t know how then to express my thoughts
You saw through my masks
You knew I loved you
Like I loved you
But we couldn’t hold on
We had to let go
We had different journeys
Years went by but our love stayed the same
I let you go to find yourself
The you you had to heal inside
I remember the hotel cameo
Sometimes I drive by
Feels like so long ago and it is but not in my memories
And the hotel when I saw you last
The feelings and watching a movie not knowing how to say goodbye
Trying to be present so I could remember you
Your touch smell and face
The way I felt with you
How u held space for me
How we talked
How safe I felt
How I can love you and other ppl
Only u can understand if u remember yourself
If u search for yourself
Free choice
Free love
Freedom
May 18, 2025
May 18, 2025 at 7:20 PM UTC
Birds of December,
carrying memories of you,
I don't need reminders,
instead send by wings, God's angels, so I can be there with you,
I'm a nobody to anybody,
I'm forgotten, already gone,
down on the floor, face down,
crying out to the Lord,
to make their reality the truth,
I'm a nobody to everybody, in this place,
beggin' you Lord to take me soon,
no need to end this with, 'amen', because it won't end, until the Faithful Amen sends me through.
Dec 20, 2020
Dec 20, 2020 at 1:24 PM UTC
Physically I live here
My veins weave through the house
My limbs dig into the sheets
My voice lingers through each room,
yet I barely feel my own presence
Spiritually I’m on another planet
My heart races with the stars
My soul showers in rainstorms
My eyes dance with galaxies,
but my mind wimpers for a better tomorrow
It’s a choice,
to stay in my own head,
I’ve found solace in my daydreams
discovered a world beyond mine,
but I can never stay there for too long
I get lost in the thought of another life,
because I can’t seem to come to peace with mine
I climb the tallest trees
Just to get close to the sky,
so maybe I could spread my wings and fly
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 1:23 PM UTC
I could see for miles Up $ Up
Why so difficult to move
a smile stay put to raise so upliftingly +
A new existence a phrase
You could move miles 2- Praise
way up and away
You're voicing the big hit up___towards you
Mentally sing rejoicing
The slightest smile
Where did it go??
I see your smile sadly
Oh! No
Down
Move the frown
Miles way down
Smile*
Oh! no downward
10
09
08
07
06
05
04
3 times
Love me more
Amore'
Mentally
Chosen 1
On 1
One more chance
Oh! God
Godly wait the smile++
Welcoming so inviting
"The Meeting" his smile
How it timed us the door
Smiles hit us through the floor
Winding moving staircase
What goes up must come
down picking up
Their smile's the love pair
U-R going down
Somewhere mentally
Bonded together
physically
Hot-headed The Pillsbury
Dough man you are the
Miles of lovey
He's "Gooey Oh! Joey"
smashing
The cool landing
You were marked
"The Given" To give and love
but feeding the poor
The next time your
"Smiley face"
Brings___ more lifts
More gifts @ the door
Gifts of happiness
God first
Not always about being
first class
Having any luck? love labeled
Such a sprinkled mind
Mental telepathy
Mentally everything
Wearing his College
school ring was something
The bell rings
swinging jazz pitch
In school remembering
the lost and found
His eyes were striking out
Dodgeball telling her
He didn't want to lose her
She made the Robin Joy Fly
the home run became all her
She won him over the shooting
Stars "Godly smiles nothing
compare to their love look above
Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 10:11 AM UTC
can i be close to You again
or have i ruined myself so much
that You don't even recognize me
sometimes i don't even recognize
myself when i look into the mirror
my dearest friend
i want to come back home
but i'm not sure i'm welcomed
there anymore
if i could just hold on to
the hem of your coat
maybe i'd go back to who i used to be
maybe the familiar feeling would awaken that faith inside of me
i used to have a sense of freedom
within Your arms
i wanted to stay there
i didn't want to leave
i know these past few years
i've adopted a lot of self destructive tendencies
as if they were my family
they all live with me and
god, how they run me into the ground
it's the voice singing me to sleep
when no one else is around
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 4:23 PM UTC
****** fit but spiritually sick
Brag not muscles, regard the week
Never respected , if you do other wise
Though epitome of valour , won many fight
Ajay Amitabh Suman
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 7:50 AM UTC
Its Pitch Black, so lonely and cold
There's not a single hand here to hold
Nobody Not Even A soul.
Stuck in the deep dark hole.
But I know My God is Still in Control.
As my head begins to pulsate thanks to my migraine Headache.
Just then I faint upon my intake.
Realzing I'm Unconscious, no longer am I awake
I can feel the firery hate in all the words that Everyone had once spake.
Spiteful words glide ****** my mind slithering like snake from behind.
Satans hoping that I might take the bait so he can unwind.
Feelings of being Mistreated and misused
Being Mentally, Physically, and Emotionally Abused.
The feeling of abandonement after being used
In desparate need of someone to talk to
Sinking without you......
I'm lost.... feeling hopeless.....
Lord I cant even begin to cope with this.
Help me to stay postive and gain back my focus.
Father please dont let my prayers Go unoticed.
Im suffering from this massive Heartache cant you feel my heart beginning to break with each breathe that I take.
But it was my Mistake.
Knowing I had Everything to lose at steak.
Now Im Experiencing my life shaking in an Earthquake.
Forgive me Lord I love you with all my heart and soul. Make me whole and console
I know that My God is still in Control.
I shed so many Tears
Especially within these past few Years
I have faced my biggest Fears.
Suddenly I hear 2 different wishpers in my ears.
Satan: "Girl, Can't you hear?“
God: "Have No Fear For I am Here!"
Satan:" You can't and won't Do this!"
God: In all Of This I am In the midst!
Satan: Throw in the Towel,Give up, Quit!
God: You have me and you Are fully equipped, My Child you can make it.
Because I didn't give up I didn't quit. I fought with grit of the holy spirit. And God protected me from Every blow and hit.
This is a spiritual battle From Within......
As Long as God Is on my Side Satan Can't And won't Win.
Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 10:07 PM UTC
I will become more then my ego
I will be one with being
My being will be its presence
My presence will reflect my awe
Mindless in meditation
Spiritually connected to wisdom
I will shield myself
From unwanted unconscious behaviors
I will become better then I am today
I will look inside to find
The treasures of space and time.
I will
Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 3:08 AM UTC
The Last Words Uttered
The Piece Of Resistance
Quiet spoke louder than actions
Retaliation is no longer a factor
Let It Go
Peace of Mind
Calm Spirit
Leave well enough alone
To be alone is not a Death Sentence
IT is just Solitary Confinement
Until the right ONE
With Authority
Has the correct key to Unlock
Your psyche
SO PATIENTLY
I'll be waiting, waiting and waiting
On you
FREE ME.
Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
example prose poem:
The world looks lovely in the setting darkness of time and as I gaze into the mysterious depths of my soul, I ask, Oh Lord let me linger a little time more. Whatever may be, will be, whatever I search for will be, with God's help, even with broken hearts, lots of soul searching, and heavenly intervention what will be, will be. There will be much distance to grow, sometimes we have to be prune to bloom, to grow in life. Yes I am ready to be better, a better person in the eyes of the Lord, I know I have my faults and I know I am a work in progress, for the Light shines brightly and holds our hearts in His hands... In the meantime the hurricanes of our lifes will fly on by, swirl us around and land us in a marvelous wonderful place that holds our very happiness. You see there is no easy walk to freedom, no matter which way we turn, we must work for it and many of us will have to pass through the valley shadow of death, and might not come out alive. But we still hope and pray and work to strive to be a better person. In fact, when God's light shines let it shine on us... and then we will reach the mountain tops of our desires....
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 6:06 PM UTC
the glass is half empty
my mind is too full
negativity is all that tempts me
with its downward pull
with broken feathers
i fall from the sky
when it's always cloudy weather
hope is sure to die
once i was lost
broken and dying
now i can be found
fearlessly flying
I'm a saint of the vapor
that's my God-given nature
I'm only here for a season
with my heart, pen, and paper
May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 10:35 PM UTC
To physiciologicaly love some one
Do you have to talk yourself in to it?
Can you one time open your eyes
From a blink
And realize i dont love this person
I need this person to feel how i want to feel
How i think i should feel
To live directly from the heart
No thought more powerful
Than the systematic thought
Comprised as a future setting
The mind in the motion of
Calamitous decent
Into the distant abyss
A following into sympathy
A brightened bliss
Of a systematic reprograming
Of why do i always think of you
When a star burns out
And a fire does settle
A distinct remeberence of
Hey
This burning in my body
When i let my mind
Drift away from. You
Is not anything but the universe
Humming the wind through my ears
The way things should be
Hearing how under the love you give me
Without even knowing it
I am complete
Even when im. Alone
Snd youre alive
Happy
Even alone
With the figment of imagination
Of other people
Being able to handle you
Why wont any other mind perceive
The distinction between
Me chemically loving you
The way you insist your ways
And dont see my own
Because youre so worried about your body
And i frown but inside smile
Because i am the same way
And. You are far too scared to admit it
I am what you wished for
Because youre body was
Either wishing your mind wasnt
And you always decided
But wait. A minute
I wander into the desert
And all i can think about it my band
Hidden some how from the stars
Not there viability
But their influence
Since their pull has way more vibe
Than we would ever think
and so would other people to you
The way i lose pull of the world
And you notice
But only like it for a second
Untill you grasp back
At the blanket you call time
And the way i make it skip for you
Would you even hear all of this
Read into it in your own respect
Because. I love you and i wish you were but only because spirtually i wanted to fill the pop boop bebop
Biochemical rap once
Response
With the fact that you are the best thing that could happen to me
I have no idea why
But you are all i want baby
This is from the heart
But logically i can not depart
With the fear
That you will never love me
The same way
Sister.
The wind dies down untill i mention
That it is all we have in common
But the embers
Oh the embers
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 12:21 AM UTC