#soullost
Hey stranger,
I hope everything is good at your end because after you i got to know the meaning of relationships,
i questioned myself because you said i was not good enough without even saying those words
i was having nightmares of your comeback
but do you know what i said to those haunted nights,
that i am again strong enough to fight you and your unsaid words
the words made me question the love everyone in my life had for me
i was insecure, insolent, insufferable because i was running behind you
but now i am standing far away from you because i have wasted enough of those precious tear that never you never valued
i am openly blaming you for all the miseries i had because i am accepting the stupidity i did to keep you with me
i was stupid enough to say that you were my best friend but you didn't even know the meaning of friend.
i was the bad guy in every situation even when i was the one who was going to suffer in the end,
not anymore,
now i am the girl who doesn't even give a **** about you and your memories.
i am THE girl who will face the world with courage and hope.
This is the end of everything,
smile,
soul
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 3:21 PM UTC
I keep my books open infront of me
Only to see the words flee
Zig-zag dancing with some circles around
Your thought kept me up to see the darkness surrounds
Trying hard to erase your memories from this stupid heart
But the pop-up notification lit up and your thoughts knock again!
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 11:49 AM UTC