#sorrynotsorry
Feel bad
For those that treated you poorly
And will never experience
Your light again.
They missed out
On something truly
Spectacular.
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 10:29 AM UTC
I'm sorry I run from problems
I'm sorry I tried to solve yours
I'm sorry I overshare
I’m sorry I make you bored
I'm sorry I stare
I'm sorry I look away
Im sorry im so hypocritical
And don't listen when you're political
I’m sorry each day turns me more cynical
I'm sorry for the things i've said
I'm sorry if I leave you on read
I'm sorry I didn't keep the teabag in long enough
I'm sorry I interrupt
Im sorry my confidence was eaten by the wind
And drowned by clowns who exposed my sins
I'm sorry I retreat within
Im sorry I cant f☆king sing
I'm sorry you excite me but despite this
I'm sorry for this constant apology
Im sorry im not polite enough
Not tight enough
I’m sorry my tastes aren’t soft to touch
I’m sorry im not bright enough
And my focus fades at your clutch
Im sorry im too open, too rough, too loud
And then too shy in certain crowds
I’m sorry that i’ve put on weight
I’m sorry I’m always late
I’m sorry I just love to procrastinate
I'm sorry I want to make plans
And i'm sorry I flake
I'm sorry you swallow my screams when I shake
I'm sorry I crawl to you like your warmth is my glue when I break
I'm sorry I collect pointless things
And give them half meaning
I'm sorry I give into temptation
In every situation
Im sorry I’m so contradictory
I'm sorry I interrupt
Or just don't listen enough
Huh, i'm sorry I repeat myself
I'm sorry if I don’t help
I'm sorry I forget to say goodbye
I'm sorry I don't confide
I'm sorry I'm always tired!
I’m sorry, I tried
I'm sorry I ego feast, and dwell on the deceased
I'm sorry I hate the beach
I'm sorry I need noise to sleep
I’m sorry im sweaty and need space to dance
I'm sorry you never got a second chance
I'm sorry I over stress
When i over over cook scrambled eggs
I'm sorry I don't shave my pu
☆ssy or legs
I'm sorry I can't articulate
And there for fail to conversate
I’m sorry i’m so needy
I’m sorry i’m so skint
I’m sorry if i'm not in the mood
Im sorry I can be so crude
Im sorry im so greedy
And sometimes so rude
Im sorry i’m just sick of take away food
Im sorry i’m erratic
And i’m sorry I cant f☆king hack it
I’m sorry some days I love you and others I don't
I'm sorry if i've made you lose hope
I'm sorry we disagree
I'm sorry I need more than you to feel safe
And less of you to feel free
Now take a step back and repeat this please;
I'll no longer be sorry for being me
Nov 9, 2022
Nov 9, 2022 at 2:33 PM UTC
You've filled your pretty head
With a million excuses and lies.
Stop wasting your breath;
I've seen and heard it all a million times.
Sorry, little boy,
but you're not as cute as you think.
You may think you're water in a desert,
But I'm not desperate enough to drink.
Because I may be lonely, but I'm not alone.
May 12, 2021
May 12, 2021 at 9:19 PM UTC
I attached myself to you so I wouldn't be alone
I became who you wanted me to be, my goal was to please you and only you, and in doing so I lost myself, and forgot the real me,
Now it's time to move on.. to cut the ties that bind.
It's time to take back my independence and freedom... what was always mine..........
Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 4:33 AM UTC
Saying sorry is the hardest word to say in the english language.
Saying sorry is a humbling experience.
Saying sorry takes courage.
Saying sorry requires your own feelings to take a back seat.
I hate the word sorry.
At least I hate saying it.
I want to erase it from my vocabulary.
I say it too much.
I tend to apologize when it’s not entirely my fault.
I usually say sorry when I want to “save” a relationship.
Or at least try to make it better.
And it’s not even romantic relationships.
It’s friendships, family, etc.
I felt like saying sorry would change things.
I felt like that maybe if they saw me put forth the effort to make it work then they would too.
I thought that if I said sorry that they would say sorry too.
I was wrong.
Every time I said sorry no one said it back.
I took responsibility for my actions,
why weren’t they taking responsibilities for theirs?
I know I was in the wrong,
but I wasn’t the ONLY one in the wrong.
Why am I always the one to take the blame?
I thought saying sorry was supposed to make me feel better.
Why do I feel worse?
I’m tired of being the only one who is sorry.
I want to live my life unapologetic.
From now on the only thing I’m sorry for is not being sorry.
Sorry not sorry.
Aug 15, 2020
Aug 15, 2020 at 8:52 PM UTC
Washing my hands even though
I know they'll never really be clean.
Too many stains
From the blood, sweat and tears
That will never be seen.
My hands may never be completely clean, but I won't apologize.
I did what I had to to protect, love, and survive.
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 11:02 PM UTC
Thinking... "I should say I'm sorry"
Then saying nothing.
Because I'm not sorry.
Girl power.
May 21, 2020
May 21, 2020 at 3:18 PM UTC
My anxiety and depression can make me a ****** friend, but I’m not sorry.
For as long as I can remember, I have always felt the need to apologize for my mental health struggles. I felt the need to over explain everything. I always felt the need to apologize for canceling plans.
My mental health struggles come and go. I have good days, and bad days. When I have bad days, or weeks even, I disappear.
I don’t answer many texts, I don’t make plans, and if I do, I cancel them. It makes me not a very dependable friend, sometimes. But I’m not sorry, anymore.
Sometimes I need to take a break from everyone.
Sometimes I need to take a step back and be alone, while I figure out what’s going on in my head.
Sometimes I feel ready to see you again, but I’m really not. I’m not ready to talk about the struggles I’m facing yet.
I have always felt the need to apologize, and I’m done.
I don’t choose to struggle with this.
I don’t choose to have my thoughts racing all day.
I don’t choose to have a war with my mind everyday.
I don’t choose any of this.
I’m done apologizing for something I don’t have control over.
So, yes, sometimes, my mental health will make me a ****** friend. But that’s only because it is needed for my own sake.
So I won’t apologize for that anymore.
I won’t apologize for doing what is best for me.
And for the friends who have stuck around while I cancel plans, go radio silent, and patiently wait until I’m ready to talk, you’re the real ones. And I’m lucky to have you.
But, I’m not sorry for doing what I need to do to make my mental health a little bit better.
I’m not apologizing anymore.
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Apr 20, 2020
Apr 20, 2020 at 11:55 PM UTC
Don't know what you want me to say.
But I won't lie
We're not okay.
I can't believe I feel this way
But my skies have turned
From blue to gray.
Lying in this bed we made
I think about this game we played.
We used to be partners in crime
But I guess it's true
All things change with time.
You used to be the one for me.
You used to be my star.
I remember the way we used to kiss
When you climbed into my car.
Now our story's ending,
There's only one thing left to say.
I'm sorry baby,
I'm sorry baby
But I think I might be gay.
Dec 28, 2019
Dec 28, 2019 at 2:50 PM UTC
I really have to stop eating
Doritos and Diet Coke
for breakfast
*
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 6:58 AM UTC
I looked up at your face
Slowly your tears started falling down
I started getting gloomy and sad along with you
I’m sorry but there is nothing I can do to cheer you up, I guess
Then the tears they start coming down faster!
Oh now I’m getting more upset.
I love you more when you're happy like the guy name Sun shine.
Yah he actually seems pretty cool why can’t you be more like him.
I cover my mouth I just spilled the tea about how I actually feel about you
Although i don’t know why I am covering my mouth I Actually don’t feel bad about it.
But oh my gosh I can tell you are so mad you try to strike a swing at me of what call lightning but miss
Then grumble with so much madness which for some reason you call thunder
Then I remove my hand from my mouth
Also why can’t you be like Mr.Cloud White.
He moves around all the time non stop
Not once have I seen him sitting still
I just give up with you sorry not sorry
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 11:09 AM UTC
I apologize to my penetrated ****** for whom I rubbed and finger ****** to the comfort of others.
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 11:39 AM UTC
Your eyes are cold and distant
Never a smile
Never a laugh
I just wanted to be your friend
How could you hate me so much?
I don’t know what I did
I don’t know how to fix this
So it’s time I said goodbye to you
To your childish tricks and games
To your hatred of everything I love
To your all-consuming sadness
So goodbye and sorry
Your not-friend,
Sydney
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 5:42 PM UTC
Crashing.
Burning.
Fast.
Too fast.
No stop.
No control.
Its a disaster
A huge mess
That I can't clean
Because I don't know how.
Its a snowball
Rolling down a hill
crashing into trees
along the way
But I get through.
Somehow
I get through.
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 6:16 PM UTC
im Sorry I’m crying.
butReallyimnotsoSorryatall
i Don’t feel that I’m dying
infactIfeelNothingatall
i Don’t need to explain
WhenactuallythereMayneverbeanExplanation
dont Ask me to change, because im already trying
I cry in silence and in the Night because I’m afraid to Feel, and see the light
I love you or maybe not?
I’m to young to have a any sort of crysis
But down deep
I think I’ve had one all along.
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 6:38 PM UTC
The truth is that nobody is owed an apology for anything. Apologies are lovely when they happen. But they change nothing. They do not reverse actions or correct damage. They are merely nice to hear.
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 7:58 AM UTC
#
My mouth
may be as ***** as a sailor's,
but I promise you
my lips
are as sweet as honey.
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 3:41 PM UTC
i take that pill
as a substitute
for ****
it's not an exact
replica, though.
the effects are
almost completely different.
my drowsiness is more
zombie-like
rather than
playful and
light-hearted.
the high makes
my stomach turn
not growl with hunger.
I don't want to sound
like a cliche hippie,
but I prefer the herb.
Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 7:27 PM UTC
I'd be lying if I said I never saw this coming.
I did, I just didn't think it'd get to this point,
that we'd get to this point.
But here I am and there you are.
You see, the two of us aren't even a "we" anymore,
because no combination of you and I
will ever again form that connection,
not after what you did.
I'm truly sorry things had to happen this way,
but I'm not sorry I ever loved you,
because that's not something I'd want to forget.
And I don't think you should forget it either.
I'm sorry you had to make the decision you did,
but I'm not sorry that by the time you'd made up your mind,
I'd already made up mine.
I'm sorry you acted on your feelings
before you knew what they truly were,
but I'm not sorry for that night
and the way we felt about each other.
And lastly, I'm sorry you hurt me.
And I hope that someday,
you're strong enough to admit
that you're sorry too.
Dec 20, 2017
Dec 20, 2017 at 10:07 PM UTC
Dear car behind me,
I want medium well fries.
Let's sit together
Sep 1, 2017
Sep 1, 2017 at 9:37 PM UTC