Why?
How can I feel this way?
I feel myself
Losing you
*Pushing you away*
Purposely
Like, just talking to you
Is torturing me
Yet, I need you
**WHAT THE **** DO I DO?**
I don't wanna hurt anymore
I want the pain to go away
*I don't know what I'm living for*
I don't know how I got this way
How do I say
**THIS IS TOO MUCH TO TAKE**
To handle
To deal with
Torn, ripped in directions
I never thought existed
Expectations
Non granted wishes
**ALL FOR NOTHING**
Cause I'm still broken
Not even worth fixing

But you
*You're worth so much more*
None of the guilt
None of the shame
Is worth anything
**** IT ALL**
Just forget my name