#socialisingforanautistic
Socialising is so tiring
And draining.
The interchange a merry waltz of delight
But not for all
The hieroglyphical rules
Bewildering for some
And so I ask the following
With the hope for an answer
From the initiated
The ones with the elixir of life
What will they want to talk about this time?
Do I start the conversation?
Should I say I am ok?
Do I ask if they are too?
What do I talk about after?
Will they like what I say?
At what point do I talk?
Have I just interrupted them?
What did they think of my point of view?
Should I have sat here?
Did they want me to?
Why aren’t they speaking to me?
Can I speak now?
Is it that funny?
When is a reasonable time to leave?
What happens if I don’t laugh?
Why aren’t they letting me speak?
Can I just go home?
Please
I
Am
Drained.
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 7:12 AM UTC