#snow-kid
*Hey look, it's the new English *****
I didn't dare look up
The same words for 2 weeks now
I only just transferred here
And already I had a nickname
I hate it
Eyes stared at me during class
Words exchanged about me
Not the kindest ones either
I was different... an outsider
Why didn't I get a nicer class..?
I was bullied
Alone
No one even referred to me by name
Just because I was from elsewhere and rumours travel fast
I hated my life... everything and everyone.
I was crying in the bathroom after school
Locked the door as tears streamed down my face
My thoughts finally got to me
I started to believe what they said
No no no no no...
I walked out wiping my eyes
No one was at school anymore
Except maybe a few teachers here and there
"Hey..."
I'm shocked... no one was supposed to be here
A boy stands in front of me
Asian, looked exhausted and he wore glasses. He smiles.
I vaguely remember him from class
He sat by the window in the back
No... please don't hurt me...
"Amber right?"
I'm confused. "Yeah... Amber [---]."
"Amber [---]... mind if I tell you something?"
"Not really... what?"
I wipe my eyes and wait for him to speak
"Don't cry alone here.
I know it's rough...
But nothing they say is true.
Besides, I find the British to be awesome."
I stare at him, dumbfounded.
"Um... Thank you..."
"Hey, no prob. It's late... you should get going."
Another smile.
"I'll walk with you if you want."
I feel really warm inside. And before I realise it, I'm smiling too
"I'd like that."
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 5:23 PM UTC
You gave me your jacket on a cold day
When you saw how I was shivering and miserable
"Take this"
And you smiled as you handed me your dark grey jacket
I wore it
And instantly felt the warmth
Not only from the jacket
But from the kindness you showed someone like me
I still have the jacket
Lying to you saying, "I left it at home again"
You still tell me that it's okay for me to keep it
And I dunno why but I always tell you that I'll bring it the next time
I guess I still want to keep the jacket
I wear it when I feel lonely or sad
But also want your scent on it again
The smell of you and your favourite deodorant... it comforts me for some reason
I'm giving it back to you tomorrow
So you can wear it again
And then I'll find a way to trick you
Into giving it back to me
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC