#smoker
Girls are pretty.
Cigarettes are pretty.
Guts are pretty too.
I don’t think they are pretty in the same way.
Girls are beautiful.
Cigarettes are soothing.
Guts are visceral.
All of them are pretty,
Just like me.
Sep 11, 2025
Sep 11, 2025 at 10:12 AM UTC
Now we sit
Here to smoke
We pray to have
The strongest ****
Fill our lungs
With THC
and let the High
come over thee
420
Jan 18, 2022
Jan 18, 2022 at 4:09 PM UTC
I may be a smoker
but I still think of the fruit
when I hear cherry
Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 12:07 AM UTC
the putrid smell of cigarette smoke and cheap whiskey breath feels like home.
His arms felt like home, too.
I knew him as the boy who’d party all night and make plans with me the next day only to sleep the whole time.
I knew him as ****** noses from ******* and the young emphysemic cough that would **** a small part of me every time I heard it.
I knew him as that big, stupid ******* smile.
I knew him as the boy who’d ride his bike to my house but would always be too worn out to ride his bike with me.
I knew him as far too charming for his own good.
I knew him as perfectly imperfect.
I know him as cold and unempathetic.
I know him as the boy who refused to get on the phone with me for closure.
I know him as unstable.
I know him as manipulative.
I know myself as someone who will never be more important than *******
I know myself as someone who will never be more important than cigarettes.
I know myself as just another doll who was tossed to the side by a child who got bored.
The fetor of a coffin nail and the acidic aroma of Highlands Red still reminds me of him—
but only the version of him that I knew.
Mar 2, 2020
Mar 2, 2020 at 4:13 PM UTC
She is a smoker
no matter how people told her
to stop and breathe for life
She still smokes
oh! dear god
help the poor girl
heal her heart
A joint of bad memories
lit with fire from her eyes
she inhales the regrets
and intakes the hatred
she smoked and smoked
until she herself
she became hate
Dec 26, 2018
Dec 26, 2018 at 11:42 PM UTC
Why do I want you so.
Your bad for me,
That I do know.
Yet I pull you inside,
Feel you within.
I can't give you up.
I always give in.
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 4:30 AM UTC
Standing smoking under the front light looking out into the night on the step of another flat share which for a while I can dare to call home wondering when I will own a place of my own where I can kick up a stink or pile up the sink, where I can strike a light, where I can curse as loud as I like, where I don't have to take myself outside and stand staring at nothing with nothing but my key and the glow of my roll-your-own for company.
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 5:01 PM UTC
this cigarette that I press against my lips, will do way less damage to me than you ever did.
the taste will reside in my mouth momentarily, but it will vanish unlike your cherry chapstick that I'm trying to forget.
smoke clouds swirl around me before the wind blows it all away— reminds me of the lingering memories of you I can't help but to replay.
I might have a smokers cough someday, that's still better than enduring constant heartbreak.
the pack in my back pocket is the only sense of relief I get from the agonizing daydreams, I still see how your dress ended at the seams.
I was temporary to you, but you were permanent to me. . . exactly like all my bad tendencies.
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 3:10 PM UTC
Silence. Wait by the phone.
Tears. You feel alone.
Deep cuts. Addiction prone.
Aroma. Fangirl, full blown.
Protective. You treat me as your own.
Singular. You left me to get ******
Sep 10, 2017
Sep 10, 2017 at 9:53 AM UTC
Headache from smoke intake
Heartbreak from a mistake
Sep 10, 2017
Sep 10, 2017 at 9:43 AM UTC
Ash filling these delicate dandelion lungs
Smothering your beautiful eyes and smokey smile
A romantic tragedy
Falling more and more in love with you.
Aug 5, 2017
Aug 5, 2017 at 7:04 PM UTC
lessons are learned
and hatred hurts
but i'll slip away from your grip
just to feel the burn
on my lips
down my throat
in my lungs
overdose
i might not live
my body could reject this poison
boys &
***** &
smoke filled rooms
where'd you go my girl?
overdose
don't get too close
recovery only lasts for a time
but then times up &
it's back to the bottle &
drunken kisses &
rolled up death notes
overdose
no one knows
i can't help it
relapse many times in a row
third times a charm
that's how life goes
you get real high &
then down you go
overdose
Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 12:43 PM UTC
I know it's late but I have to go
There's some family drama, I'm lying I know
The truth of it is that I can't stay here much longer
My brain is a mess and I think it's my father
I'm just gonna go, although I shouldn't be driving
I smoked too much grass and intoxication is thriving
I found me a spot parked 'neath this neon sign
I'll try to catch a snooze although it's almost waking time
As I drift off in peace in the backseat of my car
the old smoker's cough is a steady to my heart
Dec 15, 2016
Dec 15, 2016 at 2:15 PM UTC
I inhaled the lethal smoke from the stick between my fingers,
eyes closed as I submit myself getting lost to its effect.
Exhaling as if a long day's conflicted thoughts
would dissipate along with it.
Aug 24, 2016
Aug 24, 2016 at 10:56 AM UTC
Trying to Breathe
I'm sure when my Mom brought me into this world,
She would have never imagined I would have done something so stupid.
That day 1964 is still clear as hell..blowing clouds of "killa" with my very first smoke.
Kissed my first girl and smoked my first cigarette all on the sameday..Milestone..NOT
Nothing but a cool fool...So Cool.....My *** was frosted over!
This COPD death sentence reeks of a smell you never get rid of.
Shallow strained breathing keeps time with syncopated heart beats.
And if your a smoker my friend I know this message is gonna get your attention.
Let the message sink in and swirl around your head like those clouds of "killa".
And remember this................
"You can't delete racism. It's like a cigarette, you can't stop smoking if you don't want to and you can't delete racism if people don't want to. But I'll continue do everything I can to help!"
-K.E. Carman 2015
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 2:44 PM UTC
You know you have good bud when finger tips are sticky
No seeds
Stems bend not break
Dank aroma sparks desire to elevate
Roll
Burn
Puff
Laugh
THC makes me lazy
Left sober with nothing to eat
Mom yells beacause an empty plate is left from what was eaten
A fork and syrup remain where flapjacks once layed
Lips sticky
A flying saucer lands on carpet
Ants investigate because I am lazy
Brain stimulation allows for barriers to be broken
Stress lives on the first floor but on A roof dwells laughs
So often I catch an elevator
Only mellow tunes can be heard on this elevator
Food for thought is french rolled not eaten
Worries drowned out from laughter
Now no situation seems too sticky
Ambition for new ideas can't be broken
At these heights interest has home field advantage over laziness
Nothing good ever comes to the lazy
Full potential could never elevate
Bad habits leave you broke
If you don't work you don't eat
Situations become sticky
When it's back to the first floor where presense is absence of laughter
Only to keep from crying do I laugh
No longer high I mope around lazily
Mouth salivating for something rank and sticky
No alternatives for an out of order elevator
Kitchen cabinets bear nothing to eat
I am broke
But my spirits never broken
Sadly I watch other people laugh
Watch other people eat
Who's is really to blame for being lazy?
Stairwells are alternatives for elevators
There's nothing like being high on life
Less sticky
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 6:11 PM UTC
i read
and re-read
your poems, over and over
i burn through them like cigarettes
rich, mellow, and solitary
risky, euphoric, and momentary
lots of people think they are bad for you,
ya know, that classic nicotine hate
but there are lots of things everyone does to get thru,
like loving someone in a different state...
but i know a chain smoker who is 82,
and have you seen jessica lange?
she's smokin' up in every frame
and she is not afraid
and he is not afraid
so i am not afraid
but i do smoke an awful lot these days....
and this turkish royal that hangs off my lips
has nothing on the gorgeousness of your semantics;
the genuine complexity of your consciousness
the only difference between you & cigarettes,
is that i'll eventually put smoking to rest
but my love for you? will stay the same
i could puff on your words for days,
and it doesn't even hurt
Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 7:15 PM UTC
With lips
Like Hershey Kisses,
So sweetly,
You draw me in.
Like honey dripping
To a fly,
You draw me in.
Like a beautiful
And smelling flower
to a bee flying free,
You draw me in.
Like a smoker
Wanting their
Nicotine,
You draw me in.
With a grin
Not unlike a
Crescent moon's,
You draw me in.
Like an alcoholic
searching for
one last drop of Gin,
You draw me in.
Like a little lamb,
Drawn to a lion
In search of a friend,
You draw me in.
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 2:53 PM UTC
the burning tip of your half-smoked cigarette
is the light at the end of my dark tunnel
Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 3:21 PM UTC
Cigarette after cigarette
You smoke until you choke
Grinding **** and sparking bowls
Does it not get old?
I fell in love with a chimney
As wonderful as he may be
But I question how much more
I can take of this
Before brushing off the smoke
To leave
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 10:14 AM UTC
Cancer sticks.
Burning lungs.
Smelly breath.
Yellow teeth.
Hanging out of a mouth like a silly clown prop.
Take a drag
Tar smothering the lungs limiting their functionality.
Cool look when you're 12!
Hell at 42 when the lungs no longer function and your body is poisoned by the uncool part of a *** you can't see!
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 3:26 AM UTC