#smh
Imagine Dying
Could not be me nevermore
smh no way
Nov 5, 2020
Nov 5, 2020 at 1:06 PM UTC
you are not allowed
to wrangle my heart and call me yours
you are not allowed to catch my attention and walk right past
to flower your existence with the smallest of humanities and call yourself good
you are not allowed to cloak me in apologies draped over my eyes so that i may never see the evil my right hand is making
and you are most definitely
not allowed to occupy this dusty heart
and yet here we are
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 1:02 AM UTC
Locked in your mind, I'm surprised, and you think that silence is key
You ain't designed to be blind and lost in the night like you be
I know the hurt in your eyes, oh my, you remind me of me
And it's a lot we don't see
Gotta be tough 'cause acting tough all day
Shoulder shrugs then show the world you give no ***** all day
Plus got a story I could never show
you
Scared if you open up, ****** just might have leverage on you
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 10:03 PM UTC
Playing in my waistband
Fingers trickle down
Fascinated with the way the lace moves all around
Your fingers take a dip
They trickle down my back
Warranting a hiss from me, (my) facade starts to crack
The feeling that it leaves me--
With when you're away
Makes me feel the color yellow, bright as summers day
And oranges remind me
Of the way you smell
I catch a whiff and rewind to our game of show and tell
Red is the flight
That I'm catching later on
Reminds me that I'm leaving and makes your touch feel like a con
Green is my mind
When I think of who I'm with
Never with you, far away, you're feeling like a myth
Blue is the sound
Of your lips leaving mine
As they throw away the butterflies and taste like Country time
Indigo is heavy
Weighing down my thighs
I'm feeling dizzy and it's got me caught up and surprised
Violet is ending
Impossibility.
Run around us singing 'darling..stand by me'
I clean the puddle up
I throw it in the trash
I hear it hit the metal, rainbow spills and feelings crash
The rainbow keeps on running
The colors start to muddle
I find them every morning in a technicolor puddle.
Mar 20, 2017
Mar 20, 2017 at 9:16 PM UTC
Evil is the new good;
and truth becomes
hate speech.
iamthe_avatar ©2017
Feb 24, 2017
Feb 24, 2017 at 2:45 PM UTC
when you dont want to be here, but you're too tired to try not to be,
just look around and maybe you'll see
oh dear, how much you really mean to me.
if only i could see
Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 7:15 PM UTC
I was told to try it out,
That everyone was doing it,
That it was awesome and the sweetest thing ever,
They told me the risks behind it were a myth,
I did it!
My very first time,
Used no protection,
Was drunk and couldn't recall how it even felt,
What a waste,
It was supposed to be awesome,
But it wasn't,
I decided to think for myself
And change my ways after that day,
I went for HIV/AIDS testing,
Lo and behold,I was given a second chance,
I was negative,
Though I'm not so sure yet,it could be that I tested during the window period!
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 5:36 PM UTC
***** You Guessed it! Hooooo!
You is ************* right.
Graaa! Graaa!!! O.G.G!!
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 9:43 PM UTC