#sluggish
Good Ideas—
Good ideas.
I lost the plot for today.
Scattering my brain because of demands.
A people pleaser, it seems like—
Filling their commands
with every good wish left in this world.
Even mentally gone,
there’s still so much to be said.
Exhausted.
Yet in need of execution.
Intentions foggy to many,
but metaphysical to me.
I could remember it tomorrow—
but I will not follow suit.
Not a computer so it’s all selective memory.
This emotion is pure,
and I can’t let it burn like the thought in my head.
So I thread on
whatever is left
and make it work.
Good Ideas—
Good Ideas.
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 10:28 PM UTC
I have the urge to start over
to throw everything away.
tell me why some days
it's impossible to get dressed,
to get out of bed.
tell me why I want
to throw my phone in the ocean
to delete social media.
tell me why my best friend
isn't home yet
it's been over a year.
Tell me why my life feels
so put together
yet
so far away
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 10:55 PM UTC
Writer’s block has hit me once again.
Ideas fallen through, glass half empty,
metaphors worthless, rhymes are hopeless.
Every word written has been erased.
A blank mind continues at this pace.
Sluggish reading, unbelieving,
downward progress, I’m voiceless.
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 11:33 PM UTC