#slowburn
Time sits still in a dream, my skin stays lucid,
quiet… too quiet. Like a body paused between
moments, breath held as if waking would ruin it.
Sometimes I am a movie: still frames stitching
words into pictures, pictures dissolving into dreams…
And these dreams— feel more real than anything
I’ve lived awake. I am a romantic flick— but I’ve
been more romantically involved to my fears;
Dressed in soft persuasion, they linger close—
whispering reasons not to try. I entertain them…
let them sit too near: an affair with hesitation,
that feels safer than stepping outside.
We flirt with endings; death in the distance,
dressed in quiet certainty; and we dress our
doubts in reason— reasonable doubts, tailored
thoughts, fitted just right— but what is reasonable
doubt when doubt keeps rewriting the script?
A reason to doubt.
I can’t deny these dreams, the way they
sit quiet… but alive— resting in my chest
like a heartbeat waiting to be heard.
Do you hear me in these words?
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 5:48 PM UTC
exposed neck
in a slithering climb
toes elevating
pluck of pouted lips
sipping of
my electric stasis
slanted arms
floating off
hands reaching
for ceiling stars
half-way eyes
a slow burn
frail fingers
unveiling beauty
caught a glimpse
glittered faces
lingering on
a moment longer
nails brushing
slender cheek
smiles on par
mouth-to-mouth
voiceless
as our bodies talk
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 6:06 PM UTC
slow burn ba 'to, o ilusyong ginawa ko?
antagal na...
antagal na nating alam ang pangalan ng isa't isa
pero hindi sapat para sabihing kilala na kita
kung sino ka ba talaga
Ilang taon na rin ang bilang
kung saan nadagdag ako sa tauhan ng buhay mo
at nadagdag ka sa storya ko
sa kalagitnaan nito, nag-usap tayo
doon naramdaman ko na may apoy na nabuo
sa halos araw-araw
na palitan ng mensahe natin
pero pinigilan ako ng nakaraan ko
na mariin pang nakakapit sa akin noon
hindi ko pinilit ang kapit
at hinayaan muna ang apoy
dahil hinihintay ko ang panahon
na kusang pipiglas ito
nang walang masasaktan sa ating dalawa
Pero kumain ito ng oras
araw, buwan, at taon
lagi ko sinisilip ang liyab nito
simula nung naging madalang ulit
ang pag-uusap nating dalawa
at ngayon, tuluyang binabalikan ito
naghihintay at naghahanap ng paraan
kung saan mapapasiklab ito muli nang malakas
kaso, totoo ba 'to
o gawa-gawa lang ng utak ko
baka matagal na talagang namatay ang kutitap
na natira sa mahabang panahon
at sayo'y matagal na ring
madilim at malamig ang sinindihang apoy
Kaya pa kaya kung magsisibak ako ng kahoy
Ipapakain sa napupunding init
Upang maging malinaw at maliwanag
Ako at ikaw
Sana makita mo ako sa liwanag na dala nito
sa sabik kong makita kita
at makilala ang tunay na ikaw
Hindi lang sa kamangha manghang anyo mo
pero sa pakiramdam na pwede kong ialay sayo
at mga pwede **** iaalay sakin
Kung paano nga ba nabuo
at kung paano pa liliyab ito
Kung ilusyon 'to,
paano ko ba ito gagawing totoo?
-ousson
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 1:31 PM UTC
towering shoulders
disappear in your arms
gentle touch of rough hands hold me
clouded scent
oak cologne and Marlboro smoke
the allure in your eyes so film noir
sinking lips
a smile that kills steals my breath
that spark of your words ignite my heart
your slow burn
i meet
with wildfire
Jan 8
Jan 8, 2026 at 4:50 PM UTC
Can I rest my head
on your chest,
and feel your heart
beating for me,
as we both drift
to sleep —
entwined,
as if time
had forgotten us.
Oct 31, 2025
Oct 31, 2025 at 3:18 PM UTC
They say
slow burns
are the worst
—yet the best
kind of feelings;
anti-climactic,
yet sporadic.
Blue tick.
Never here,
never there.
Just a cliffhanger,
dangling in hot
luncheon air.
Maybe those
are the best
kind of feelings?
- Ring ring -
Jun 6, 2025
Jun 6, 2025 at 12:06 AM UTC
The weather seems alright, beautiful and uptight,
Sweet with less avarice, an endless horizon, and a fleeting sight.
In my world, she was the weather,
I could do anything, but with her, I seem to do better.
Nothing seemed impossible, not even venturing through the Nether.
Effulgent was her presence; enticing, her nature,
The talks kept getting better and better and better,
It felt like the one we were looking for was here to savor.
Malicious and full of grief that once seemed as my future,
Looked like a disoriented thought more than ever.
I remember,
Back in the day when I was wilding,
Beautiful waves of comedic relief were a frequent sighting,
I used to have fun and not fight,
These demons, these thoughts that were always spouting,
Restraining me since I always doubted (myself),
But I knew there's always something,
To get me started,
I relinquished myself from ever doubting.
Nostalgic,
Thought that would be the way to deal with such things,
Big mistake! Because I got apprehended,
Condescending, thoughts got crazy; nobody to talk to, baby.
Misdirection, mazes of maybes, intercepting, decisions hazy,
On second thought, this person's lazy.
Now in a field of darkness, so full of despair,
I found you out of nowhere,
A spark of light and a gasp for air,
That's what I felt when my gaze landed upon you,
That even I could prosper, even by the length of a hair.
I was delighted for that came as a conclusion,
For a long time, I hadn't smiled, but then I did, as if I were adhered,
Sickeningly, any bond I form is doomed to fall, I fear,
Regardless of how much I do, it's always a "Too Sweet" kind of dilemma, my dear,
I don't easily love, but I loved you, even if it was due to my insecurities and issues, I state my mind clear,
Kind of pointless to rant and yap to myself, writing paragraphs upon paragraphs, hoping you'd notice; clowning myself, makes me jeer,
I guess that's how the story goes for a hopeless romantic expecting love to be simple as he was sincere.
With all these melodramatic events, I reckon he could really do some improv,
One such thing is doing a show, but won't it be too rough?
He might become yet another one to bite the dust,
A victim of emotion,
A victim of trust.
Life's predicament is quite harsh and if not for his experience, he'd been lost,
Though sounds drastic and revolting,
Giving up can also be a sign of love,
A hope for emotion,
A hope for trust,
Thus, this lousy "Rascal doesn't dream of falling in love”.
-Asher Graves
Apr 28, 2025
Apr 28, 2025 at 8:35 AM UTC
Your fingers begin where words are lost,
tracing slow fire along my skin,
like a whisper, like a promise,
like a prayer only my body understands.
The night hums between us, heavy, electric,
breath tangled with breath,
heat curling at the edges of restraint,
a war we no longer wish to fight.
You taste me like sin, like surrender,
lips parting against mine,
pulling me deeper into the gravity of you,
where the world ceases,
where nothing else matters.
Your hands speak in languages older than time,
lifting, pressing, claiming,
drawing sighs from the depths of me
that only you have ever known.
And then—
bodies collide, slow and aching,
hips meeting in a rhythm carved into the universe,
moans swallowed by open mouths,
by shuddering breath, by the urgency of need.
You bury yourself where I am soft,
where I am fire, where I am yours.
And I let you in, deeper, deeper,
until I no longer know where I end and you begin.
And when we fall—together, undone—
it is not an ending, but a beginning,
a creation, a devotion, a worship,
where love is made, and souls are bound.
Mar 30, 2025
Mar 30, 2025 at 7:48 AM UTC
She never asked him to stay.
Loving Loki was like chasing smoke—always slipping through her fingers just when she thought she had him. He would be there one night, draped over her couch with his usual smirk, spinning a dagger between his fingers. And by morning, he’d be gone, leaving only the ghost of his laughter behind.
It was a game between them. He would disappear. She would pretend not to care.
"Dramatic exits are your specialty, huh?" she teased once.
"Would you prefer I linger?" he had shot back, tilting his head.
She didn’t answer.
But then came the night he didn’t disappear. Not entirely.
That night, when she woke, groggy and reaching for water, she found something on her nightstand. A dagger—his dagger. The handle worn, the blade still warm from where he’d been holding it.
Loki never left things behind.
Her fingers ghosted over the metal. A message, a promise, unspoken.
And just like that, the rules of their game changed.
It became a habit.
When he was gone, the dagger would stay. When he was there, it would vanish from the nightstand and return to his belt. She never mentioned it. Neither did he. But every time she woke and saw it resting there, something in her chest softened.
Until one day, it didn’t return.
Days passed. Then weeks.
She told herself she didn’t care. That he had always been this way. But still, her fingers reached for the spot where it should have been. Empty.
And that was the night she finally broke the rule.
Standing at her window, looking at the stars, she whispered, “Just one more trick, please.”
As if the universe had been waiting for those words, a flicker of green shimmered in the air behind her.
"Missed me, darling?"
She turned, but this time, she didn’t tease. Didn’t joke. Instead, she closed the space between them, pressed a hand to his chest, and whispered back,
"Don’t vanish again."
For once, he didn’t.
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 7:19 AM UTC
You spend more time cradling your shell, lately
Coveting not the flesh of just any man
But the warmth of his skin - only
Tempering your own - rosy
Dulling the mind - *****
And curing the heart’s lonely:
~Ahh… Hare!
Suppose this must be what it means to burn —
Slowly.~
Nov 24, 2024
Nov 24, 2024 at 5:56 AM UTC
I will admit that I struggle with what I can't give to you. It bugs me. It eats me up inside.
I see the care and genuine respect that you show me and I want to react. But I can't. Not in the way I want to do so.
Believe me. I want to do so much. I want to make grand gestures, promise you the world, and say the things that my heart hides.
To do so, would please me, would stoke the embers of my soul.
But. ..it would station your life, and I won't do that.
Instead, I am focused on what I can do. It is not as if I can't show what I feel, to demonstrate it. I just have to be subtle.
I am, not by choice, but by need, committed to the slow burn. I will leave you with hints; with clues to piece together. I will beat around the bush and show you the meaning of restraint. Because THAT is what I can do.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 2:04 AM UTC