My cup
is far from half empty
Overflowing with dicsipline and self love
in her highest form
To choose self love and self respect 
over forgivness in shallow hopes.

Overflowing

Treading water on the deep dark
It’s cold but the sun is on your face
If you look down you'll go down

Now a loved one is there too
They have hold you to stay afloat 
It’s harder to stay above the dark
You’re fighting to still feel the sun 

Now another, and one more
You’re weighed down, with love
Fighting, for every breath
Desperate, for help, anyone 
There’s no sun, left, on your face

Sinking, cold, dark, lost, endless.