#slampoet - Hello Poetry

all the **** from your mouth that you thought was inspiring slowly broke me down until my hope was expiring never opened my mouth to come back with inquiries just kept my head down and wrote my thoughts in a diary and you read it, pathetic, invading my privacy called me out for feigning sadness and my ‘bogus’ anxiety cause “im a better dad than mine so shut up and be quiet kid” “you’re lucky im the head of this dysfunctional dynasty” well congratulations dad, you’ve earned notoriety for forcing my respect in the form of compliancy and disbelieving science and the facts of psychiatry so i ran away from home to join the freaks of society where else could i escape from your emotional piracy?

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Aug 13, 2021

Aug 13, 2021 at 9:58 AM UTC

nobows_onlyrain

congratulations dad

all the **** from your mouth that you thought was inspiring slowly broke me down until my hope was expiring never opened my mouth to come back with inquiries just kept my head down and wrote my thoughts in a diary and you read it, pathetic, invading my privacy called me out for feigning sadness and my ‘bogus’ anxiety cause “im a better dad than mine so shut up and be quiet kid” “you’re lucky im the head of this dysfunctional dynasty” well congratulations dad, you’ve earned notoriety for forcing my respect in the form of compliancy and disbelieving science and the facts of psychiatry so i ran away from home to join the freaks of society where else could i escape from your emotional piracy?

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"Regardless. How hard you try. I'm going to find a way to the top. You cannot bring me down. Period. No games. No schemes. No gags. No ******** Every stone casted at my direction I will use. FORGET A CASTLE. I'm a building A P Y R A M I D." Descovia* Nowhere to run. The final rage released from the heat of the sun! Humanity paid for it! It cost us, more than what we could afford from funds. I'll be at peace when the fire comes Can't **** me! Hear me roar on the mountains like Aslan! Confident? I just know, I'm few of the ones! Charismatic? I am the definition! You haters are fire, for my ammunition! I got what you lack, can't **** my ambition! I am dark with the magic. But no dark magician I can bring the static, don't call the electrician!! Come at me, foolish with the games?! Why you even turn that switch on!? I'm a God Father for a reason. My hold on this game remains strong Criminal minded like a don! You compared to me. There's no competition! What do you mean you keep it G? Last time. I check, you be selling yourself out for the free! Steal from your homies and cry to the police!? Where I am from that s*** is for the weak! You left a taste in my mouth not so sweet. I'm a Ghoul in Tokyo running wild on these streets! So best believe you started a war with a Hero's Academy F*****G WITH ME! I hate it, when I have to raise my voice It's cut-throat, to any of you be doing the most I know it gets heavy, when you hanging to life on the ropes! If it wasn't for Faith I wouldn't have Hope. I can take you out of the game Pray for Light who needs a DEATHNOTE!? Leave you like the titanic, you ship-wrecked mess with no other place to float! You say "I'm a *** My wealth are my kids Your platform's a joke. 26 Million followers You could be on tv. BUT YOU CAN'T KEEP COKE OUT OF YOUR NOSE! Call me animal, I stated before I'm a GOAT. While you're trying not drown I'm finding my flow Haters try to their best to impose. You bounce around from one to the next like a yo yo I don't care about how much you party how much money you got from so and so You a one hit trip everybody I know had a turn to go. I can speak more bad on your name. I'll leave it right here. CASE CLOSED.

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Feb 20, 2021

Feb 20, 2021 at 12:57 PM UTC

Descovia

Pyramid! ( Monique Degloyer Diss)

"Regardless. How hard you try. I'm going to find a way to the top. You cannot bring me down. Period. No games. No schemes. No gags. No ******** Every stone casted at my direction I will use. FORGET A CASTLE. I'm a building A P Y R A M I D." Descovia* Nowhere to run. The final rage released from the heat of the sun! Humanity paid for it! It cost us, more than what we could afford from funds. I'll be at peace when the fire comes Can't **** me! Hear me roar on the mountains like Aslan! Confident? I just know, I'm few of the ones! Charismatic? I am the definition! You haters are fire, for my ammunition! I got what you lack, can't **** my ambition! I am dark with the magic. But no dark magician I can bring the static, don't call the electrician!! Come at me, foolish with the games?! Why you even turn that switch on!? I'm a God Father for a reason. My hold on this game remains strong Criminal minded like a don! You compared to me. There's no competition! What do you mean you keep it G? Last time. I check, you be selling yourself out for the free! Steal from your homies and cry to the police!? Where I am from that s*** is for the weak! You left a taste in my mouth not so sweet. I'm a Ghoul in Tokyo running wild on these streets! So best believe you started a war with a Hero's Academy F*****G WITH ME! I hate it, when I have to raise my voice It's cut-throat, to any of you be doing the most I know it gets heavy, when you hanging to life on the ropes! If it wasn't for Faith I wouldn't have Hope. I can take you out of the game Pray for Light who needs a DEATHNOTE!? Leave you like the titanic, you ship-wrecked mess with no other place to float! You say "I'm a *** My wealth are my kids Your platform's a joke. 26 Million followers You could be on tv. BUT YOU CAN'T KEEP COKE OUT OF YOUR NOSE! Call me animal, I stated before I'm a GOAT. While you're trying not drown I'm finding my flow Haters try to their best to impose. You bounce around from one to the next like a yo yo I don't care about how much you party how much money you got from so and so You a one hit trip everybody I know had a turn to go. I can speak more bad on your name. I'll leave it right here. CASE CLOSED.

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I'm really good at running, It may be hard to believe at first sight, but I have been running for my entire life. Ask me what I'm running from, and I'll tell you where it started. With fear. When your body senses a threat, it produces adrenaline, increases your heart rate, induces heavy breathing, and signals the brain to make a decision, to fight, or to flee. What was my younger self to do when I was unable to fight back? Fleeing became my safety But as the fear built itself a bullet, the pain could only ricochet itself into me So many memories of my feeble body yelling stop, trying to escape and having no where to hide. I was drafted into a war zone of a home where I was taught to thicken my chain mail skin, knew how to navigate the trenches of danger, but still ran any time I felt safe. Safety came in doses. In grams, mostly ****** the only shooting in this war zone was through needles. I always dreamt of a place where I could become my own superwoman, a place where I could stop the shooting and no longer feel fear at every turn. They say you shouldn't enable an addict, but if their drug dependency replaces your abuse, hand them the syringe yourself. It's the rope I carried and gave so they could tie their own noose. It's taken me a long time to accept the notion that parent does not equate good person. I was conditioned to love the people who hurt me the most. I was told that children who didn't love their parents were ungrateful and selfish. Good kids love their parents. But I.. I was a bad kid. They thought I was a fighter because I layered myself in an armor of sass, and sarcasm. Couldn't they see I was just trying to survive? A war torn home and a fantasy of make believe heroes I ran to find comfort, ran to find cover, ran to find a freedom we all hope exists. Now, I'm still running... Too afraid to stand still because if I slow down.. My past might catch up to me.

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Jun 8, 2016

Jun 8, 2016 at 8:31 PM UTC

cr-bohnenkamp

Running

I'm really good at running, It may be hard to believe at first sight, but I have been running for my entire life. Ask me what I'm running from, and I'll tell you where it started. With fear. When your body senses a threat, it produces adrenaline, increases your heart rate, induces heavy breathing, and signals the brain to make a decision, to fight, or to flee. What was my younger self to do when I was unable to fight back? Fleeing became my safety But as the fear built itself a bullet, the pain could only ricochet itself into me So many memories of my feeble body yelling stop, trying to escape and having no where to hide. I was drafted into a war zone of a home where I was taught to thicken my chain mail skin, knew how to navigate the trenches of danger, but still ran any time I felt safe. Safety came in doses. In grams, mostly ****** the only shooting in this war zone was through needles. I always dreamt of a place where I could become my own superwoman, a place where I could stop the shooting and no longer feel fear at every turn. They say you shouldn't enable an addict, but if their drug dependency replaces your abuse, hand them the syringe yourself. It's the rope I carried and gave so they could tie their own noose. It's taken me a long time to accept the notion that parent does not equate good person. I was conditioned to love the people who hurt me the most. I was told that children who didn't love their parents were ungrateful and selfish. Good kids love their parents. But I.. I was a bad kid. They thought I was a fighter because I layered myself in an armor of sass, and sarcasm. Couldn't they see I was just trying to survive? A war torn home and a fantasy of make believe heroes I ran to find comfort, ran to find cover, ran to find a freedom we all hope exists. Now, I'm still running... Too afraid to stand still because if I slow down.. My past might catch up to me.

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Do you ever look at the stars? Because I do. There are certain constellations that remind me of your smile. You see, I used to be a morning person, but when I met you everything changed. Meeting you was like looking in a mirror, we were the same, but opposite, you were like my flipped reflection. You showed me the beauty of your world and made me fall in love with night. But as time passed I soon became nocturnal and realized that I missed myself. I missed the morning sun. I missed the way it's warmth caressed my skin whenever I felt frozen inside. I was so absorbed with you, my metaphoric mirror, that I only allowed myself to love what you loved. I looked to the stars because it was the only brightness I had left. I kept trying to convince myself I was in love with night, but truthfully I was trying to convince myself that I was in love with you. And I was, or I tried to be, but the clouds have shielded any starlight that your nights once provided. You keep asking me to love you, to forgive you, but it's too dark and I refuse to set myself aflame to light up the path for you any longer.

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Mar 15, 2016

Mar 15, 2016 at 8:29 PM UTC

cr-bohnenkamp

The Dark

Do you ever look at the stars? Because I do. There are certain constellations that remind me of your smile. You see, I used to be a morning person, but when I met you everything changed. Meeting you was like looking in a mirror, we were the same, but opposite, you were like my flipped reflection. You showed me the beauty of your world and made me fall in love with night. But as time passed I soon became nocturnal and realized that I missed myself. I missed the morning sun. I missed the way it's warmth caressed my skin whenever I felt frozen inside. I was so absorbed with you, my metaphoric mirror, that I only allowed myself to love what you loved. I looked to the stars because it was the only brightness I had left. I kept trying to convince myself I was in love with night, but truthfully I was trying to convince myself that I was in love with you. And I was, or I tried to be, but the clouds have shielded any starlight that your nights once provided. You keep asking me to love you, to forgive you, but it's too dark and I refuse to set myself aflame to light up the path for you any longer.

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Sometimes, I dream about the ocean How the currents pull me under and I’m left gasping for air Only to ingest the salt water poison that is my love. I reach the ocean floor. There’s a gap, a crack that leads downwards A never-ending whirlpool swoops me in, and there is no escape You see, I am convinced, that this dream started when I was drowning in my tears Fighting, like the only way to keep you is to reach the surface, Sinking, my love knows no depths, and I keep spiraling down Always loving people who will never love me back Probably, because I am so broken, and ****** up, that I was never supposed to reach these depths to begin with I was supposed to drown, but I fell in love instead. My type is the person who will hurt me Who has never known love like I have Who can never fight for me because they’ll only end up drowning themselves I will never be the first person to leave, I never learned how. I forgive too easily; the salt has scraped away my ability to differentiate between honest mistakes and abuse. I’d like to say that I love unconditionally, but the truth is I love recklessly But I will never apologize, and because I’m always the one getting my heart broken, it means I never have to. I may be the one to always love more, but it has allowed me to see the depths of something, so beautiful, something so magical it pulls me under. You may think I’m drowning, but salt water is an acquired taste.

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Feb 13, 2016

Feb 13, 2016 at 5:30 PM UTC

cr-bohnenkamp

Salt Water

Sometimes, I dream about the ocean How the currents pull me under and I’m left gasping for air Only to ingest the salt water poison that is my love. I reach the ocean floor. There’s a gap, a crack that leads downwards A never-ending whirlpool swoops me in, and there is no escape You see, I am convinced, that this dream started when I was drowning in my tears Fighting, like the only way to keep you is to reach the surface, Sinking, my love knows no depths, and I keep spiraling down Always loving people who will never love me back Probably, because I am so broken, and ****** up, that I was never supposed to reach these depths to begin with I was supposed to drown, but I fell in love instead. My type is the person who will hurt me Who has never known love like I have Who can never fight for me because they’ll only end up drowning themselves I will never be the first person to leave, I never learned how. I forgive too easily; the salt has scraped away my ability to differentiate between honest mistakes and abuse. I’d like to say that I love unconditionally, but the truth is I love recklessly But I will never apologize, and because I’m always the one getting my heart broken, it means I never have to. I may be the one to always love more, but it has allowed me to see the depths of something, so beautiful, something so magical it pulls me under. You may think I’m drowning, but salt water is an acquired taste.

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Deep within the legend, Lies the paradigm: Concepts so vast, yet eternally combined. Certain ideas that ever-last those who need it defined but I can assure you that fate Is pre-determinedly assigned And it's up to you to gravitate Toward where it can align. In the grand scheme Of this complex quantum design, Is a beautiful theme That could be depicted as divine. Action begins with thought That could not confine What we all had sought And what we had bore in mind. Yet with that all under consideration, We need to know how your reality is also mine With some quantifiable explanation That we'll eventually intertwine. So due to your position Throughout space and time, Find the nearest mission That allows you to further ascend or climb.

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Mar 24, 2014

Mar 24, 2014 at 10:39 AM UTC

lua

Inclined..

Deep within the legend, Lies the paradigm: Concepts so vast, yet eternally combined. Certain ideas that ever-last those who need it defined but I can assure you that fate Is pre-determinedly assigned And it's up to you to gravitate Toward where it can align. In the grand scheme Of this complex quantum design, Is a beautiful theme That could be depicted as divine. Action begins with thought That could not confine What we all had sought And what we had bore in mind. Yet with that all under consideration, We need to know how your reality is also mine With some quantifiable explanation That we'll eventually intertwine. So due to your position Throughout space and time, Find the nearest mission That allows you to further ascend or climb.

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When it comes to me and you You seem to think that you’re something new But, honestly, I’m stuck in rewind Because of past love far too true And you need to understand that Progressing forward is what i must do To get past the transition that Fate intended me to go though. Please try and understand Rather than misconstrue I’ll always be a friend but I can never be your “boo”.

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Mar 24, 2014

Mar 24, 2014 at 8:25 AM UTC

lua

Why can't we be friends?

When it comes to me and you You seem to think that you’re something new But, honestly, I’m stuck in rewind Because of past love far too true And you need to understand that Progressing forward is what i must do To get past the transition that Fate intended me to go though. Please try and understand Rather than misconstrue I’ll always be a friend but I can never be your “boo”.

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No dispute. I’m not here to refute. Hardly can register, let alone compute. I try and navigate without quite knowing the route but i would prefer the journey even if the destination isn't absolute. All about life, acquiring knowledge like it’s loot, I’m on an adventure through time as peaceful warrior recruit. Making observations sometimes astute and tying to figure out the difference between being silent and being mute. Using honest and concentrated intentions that never dilute, I deal the cards and find the patterns that suit the direction I’m aiming towards to shoot. Taking the steps necessary boot by boot with the idea that growing forward comes from some kind of root. With concepts both vast and minute, some tend measure me by angles and label me acute but I’d rather be noted by the endeavors of my pursuit so I’m going to be have a filter that shall not pollute and have words that thoughts may deem as forbidden fruit. If you happen to disagree, makes you not necessarily brute but if you feel like me then find a clever way to salute and discover what ever it is for you that you find resolute.

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Mar 24, 2014

Mar 24, 2014 at 8:08 AM UTC

lua

Rhyme Schematics

No dispute. I’m not here to refute. Hardly can register, let alone compute. I try and navigate without quite knowing the route but i would prefer the journey even if the destination isn't absolute. All about life, acquiring knowledge like it’s loot, I’m on an adventure through time as peaceful warrior recruit. Making observations sometimes astute and tying to figure out the difference between being silent and being mute. Using honest and concentrated intentions that never dilute, I deal the cards and find the patterns that suit the direction I’m aiming towards to shoot. Taking the steps necessary boot by boot with the idea that growing forward comes from some kind of root. With concepts both vast and minute, some tend measure me by angles and label me acute but I’d rather be noted by the endeavors of my pursuit so I’m going to be have a filter that shall not pollute and have words that thoughts may deem as forbidden fruit. If you happen to disagree, makes you not necessarily brute but if you feel like me then find a clever way to salute and discover what ever it is for you that you find resolute.

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Some humans call me Lulu And say I take a sliver of space But really my timeline has gravity and force Physics considers to not be commonly placed. In the grand scheme that is the scientific endeavor (Where the soul is still without a face), I’m supposed to accept foreign concepts With questions that have yet to be raised: Like every sentence that begins with “why?”, It begins with the individual that embarks to solve the “case”. In order to progress to some universal understanding We need to cooperate rather than resolve to a rat race And our each individual collaboration will Begin to shape truths; false ideals shall fail to replace The reality that bears us each in mind and our own Combined talents created to improve our separate landscape.

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Mar 24, 2014

Mar 24, 2014 at 7:55 AM UTC

lua

Going at a pace..

Some humans call me Lulu And say I take a sliver of space But really my timeline has gravity and force Physics considers to not be commonly placed. In the grand scheme that is the scientific endeavor (Where the soul is still without a face), I’m supposed to accept foreign concepts With questions that have yet to be raised: Like every sentence that begins with “why?”, It begins with the individual that embarks to solve the “case”. In order to progress to some universal understanding We need to cooperate rather than resolve to a rat race And our each individual collaboration will Begin to shape truths; false ideals shall fail to replace The reality that bears us each in mind and our own Combined talents created to improve our separate landscape.

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