#skeptical
I might envy all those couples on the street
I might be jealous of those sweet scenes in the movies
I might want all those kisses and hugs to accompany at nights
I might be lonely and desperate to have a little sweet love
But stop telling me to find one
Stop saying to me to open my heart
Because I wont
At least not now
When I still need to fix myself
When I still am a mess
When I still have this trust issue buried so deep
When the more I live, the more I become skeptical about human
May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 6:19 AM UTC
I am hesitant
to pour less words on paper
left to drift away
Apr 21, 2021
Apr 21, 2021 at 10:48 PM UTC
A writer I am, I play with the words
Pain is the language, Pen is my sword
Use my phrases as a universal tool
A **** load of praises to filter out the fool
Bend these words you will find a hook
Pierce these hands I will write with my blood
Mend these chords they will bind you a book
Fierce are my sands, I will ride through the flood
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 5:11 PM UTC
Skeptical views disorient the pleasure of not understanding
Not understanding the viewpoint right in front of you
Truth or misconceptions will unfold if you endorse the information
Just saying...
Brian Hill - 2020 # 30
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 10:29 AM UTC
I miss the crystal clear sea
Pouring out purity connecting our heart strings
I miss my curiosity to pry further in your brain
Driven solely by my desire to what you were thinking
Now it is skeptical thoughts that drives me and lies that fuel me
A confident woman turned unsure and worried
What a backwards love story
Where is the Power Move to win back my love
Where is the intimacy you used to convey to me
Where is the drive for me you had once possessed
A hello, a goodbye, and a kiss or apology in-between
I had more action when I was seventeen
So excuse while I reassess my life
Because, right now there’s no way I’d ever become your wife
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 9:33 PM UTC
When I was a young idealistic thinker
I took the bait hook line and sinker
now I’m an old more skeptical believer
but I hope I’m still an open receiver.
Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 10:32 AM UTC
i’m sorry i’m cautious
it’s not like i have much reason to be
just observations
mere contemplations
over how it would feel
to open my heart to someone
only for it to get trampled
i don’t want to be another example
of why we shouldn’t open
ourselves to people
when it just leaves us empty
it just doesn’t seem tempting
so why should i
when it comes to love
i don’t see the fuss
over people who don’t give a **** about us
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 9:08 PM UTC
Almost two years ago I wrote about how he told me
that we always had to question ourselves,
Almost two years later I read about the works of
Descartes, Aristotle, and other influential philosophers,
I begin to question all I know,
from whether the finger I write with writes what I or what it wants,
I’m skeptical of whether I am;
If I am, why? Why me?
I also realise how irrelevant it is
for me to worry about feelings and love and pain,
Almost two years ago I wrote daily
about myself as an object with experience
Now I write with skepticism
What’s the point anyways?
Mar 27, 2017
Mar 27, 2017 at 3:03 PM UTC
You know
I am not even sure,
If I am really inlove with you.
Or only..
With the verses of the poem.
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 2:14 PM UTC