#skaterboy
I hung up the phone
And collapsed into myself, sobbing
The sky was honey gold with rainbows
And the ocean was a lovely royal blue
You don’t think of me in THAT way
And I wish I didn’t too
I was crying cuz I felt myself physically lose something I had come to depend on
And
I was crying with my eyes shut to pretend nothing happened
And
I was crying over that rainy Sunday morning in the parking lot
When I couldn’t flip my skateboard like you
You held my shaky hands
So that when I thought I would fall you would be right there, your calm hands in mine, your breath on my forehead,
When I fell you fell with me,
Cuz when we go down,
We go down together,
But this time, I was falling FOR you,
Tripping over my laces for you,
Head spinning for you,
Breath catching for you,
With nobody there to catch me.
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 12:30 PM UTC