#shinning
Maybe if I try hard, I can look past my fears.
I am tired of living in the same eyes
that see my reflection as a downfall of beauty,
moments that I haven't built yet.
These wrinkles around my eyes,
they are maps that lead you to my pain.
Along the way, there is a winding road that holds
captive my inner self, which once discovered
the freedom of happiness.
These hands of mine, they've felt
the thickness of darkness when it came
knocking, disguised as a friend who would
help me look forward and see the future.
But now I'm trapped
in my own pains and sorrows again.
Jan 25
Jan 25, 2026 at 11:46 PM UTC
She is a star
I like her smile
She is the sun
Every morning, she shine
She is the moon
I like her lights shinning at night
Mom your my moon and my star
Aug 23, 2020
Aug 23, 2020 at 6:15 PM UTC
Your the shinning example of
Love i never got to see.
Mar 19, 2020
Mar 19, 2020 at 1:36 AM UTC
she was the sun
hidden
behind the clouds
waiting
for her time to
shine
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 6:46 AM UTC
because of your shinning
no,that is wrong
because of your fantastic
no that is wrong
because of your smile
no that is wrong
because of your spirit
that is true
your heart has kind
loving all world
reflecting at your face
making it intelligence
and the world responds
with non death songs
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 12:27 AM UTC
Do you hear voice?
Do you notice
When she comes
Do you see what she does?
When she talks,
Do you notice her influences?
Do you hear her orders?
The world obeys hers
Do you look at her eyes
And notice the move of her waves
Are you good in sail
If you are ,you must sail
In her eyes and you will gain
A sorrow, regret and high pain
Do you examine your feel
When she goes away without say
One or two words or speech all day
Do you see her smile ?
The east and west look shine
The moon is in the right
The sun gives more light
The birds are singing
The smooth winds are blowing
Spreading best smelling
The water decrease its running
The rain gets lowering
The happy is shinning
The sadness is vanishing
All meet with smile
As she comes with smile
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 2:34 AM UTC
I was right behind that mountain,
now I'm just above its peak,
able to see things for what they truly are and not how I wanted them to be.
In hindsight the sun has shined its light on life's mysteries.
Out of the darkness we must rise; with resilience we will shine.
Mar 27, 2017
Mar 27, 2017 at 11:15 PM UTC
Love Shinning Bright.
I wish for you
To breathe for
Love the sun
Shines down on
Your happiness
The sun shines
Bright your heart
Smiles passionately
Our love forever will
Always shine down
On me forever my
Heart shall always
Smile bright forever
Until the end of time.
© 2017 David P Carroll
Feb 16, 2017
Feb 16, 2017 at 1:55 PM UTC
She's broken.
Her heart throbs at the losses she has obtained in her life.
She stresses over the future, the present, and the past.
She tries to hide away and snaps at people when they enter.
School has her preoccupied for hours until time to go to bed at 2am, only to be awaken by her thoughts and dark shadows.
Maybe she busies herself with school to get away from the reality.
May she busies herself because she is afraid of loosing the light that seeps within her.
There's a light inside the girl. So fragile and dull, once bright and shinning. What happened? She closed herself up. She hid away the light. It had once drawn so many people to her, making her feel pretty, happy, and something to someone. But her walls built up, sealing the light as everyone left her by death or by pure amusement. Leaving her the broken fragile being she is.
She misses being vibrant and strong, but how can she when she loses her faith? How can she when everything in her life seems to go wrong.
She depends upon doctors, counseling, pills, just so she can be happy again. Sometimes it works but after a while she realizes that it just masks everything, she tells the doctor and the pills change. There's never one happy pill, it just changes and changes until there is no more left to try.
She's forever ****** up in her own head. Her eyes growing darker, her soul growing duller as no one will brave the walls she built and the mountains of pills she takes to find her again.
If someone would just find her.. if someone would look for her through the darkness and shadow, to see that little sliver of light shinning through the seams. She wouldn't stress so much on school. She wouldn't be so worried of trying to get into a college. She wouldn't be so worried about her family and about love.
She wouldn't be afraid of losing the light. Of losing herself.
....
If someone had the courage to find her, she would be free.
Nov 6, 2015
Nov 6, 2015 at 3:08 PM UTC
The yellow glow of Sun's new daylight,
Shining on your face so brightly,
Where did the night go?
I'm afraid to touch your face,
Do you truly exist?
Is this what real love is?
I think of our future.
Have I finally found love?
But you're still dreaming,
You who makes me believe,
In love once again.
Copyright 2015 © Ronald J Chapman All Rights Reserved.
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 3:59 AM UTC