#shinigami
I have returned to the shinigami realm for good, it seems,
ascending the spires of my cathedrals where endings toll in minor keys.
Below me, destinies queue like muted strings,
awaiting the conductor’s cut—
yet my baton trembles.
I think of Gethsemane,
the human who learned how to begin,
the one I unmade into Songwept,
and the silence she left echoes in 6/8 grief.
I am a god of endings, and still, love unbalances my measure.
I sit where wars concluded and dreams were buried with honor,
where fate resolves cleanly—perfect cadences, no reprises.
Finality was my scripture,
teeth sunk deep into the last breath of things.
I had no use for dawns.
But humans taught me dissonance—
how a heart can hold unresolved chords,
how promises stretch time signatures beyond obedience.
I am a god of endings, and still, love unbalances my measure.
While I walked among mortals, my realm destabilized—
worlds that should have collapsed held their breath,
souls meant to fall through my hands lingered,
hovering like feedback between movements.
Planets refused their deaths.
Fates missed their cue.
I loved, and the cosmos hesitated—
even entropy stalled, listening.
I am a god of endings, and still, love unbalances my measure.
I am done tampering with mortal lives now—
their beginnings bleed endlessly into each other,
a carousel of hope that never resolves.
I crave the clean cut, the last note ringing true,
yet memory betrays me.
Human love clouds my celestial mind,
stillness where there should be collapse,
a vacancy where silence was ordained.
Duty remains.
But so does the ache.
I am a god of endings, and still, love unbalances my measure.
Jan 22
Jan 22, 2026 at 1:24 AM UTC
Man predicts
Earthquakes, Cyclones,
Hurricanes, Tsunamis
But in trying to stop them
He becomes the shinigami.
Knowledge is fine
Controlling is divine
But Nature is still
BEYOND man’s confines!
Aug 16, 2024
Aug 16, 2024 at 12:28 AM UTC
There's a thing in the reflection
Two beady eyes shoved deep into black
sockets, stabbing through my temple
There's a hunch in their back,
but not by choice
A collar wraps tightly around
the throat, creating deep holes for
inconsolable truths to slip out
I woke to him hanging from the
ceiling; ever constant blank expression plastered
The wire is wrapped around my body
We have never spoken a word
to one another. forever inseparable
A gentle kiss on the forehead,
and suddenly the floor seems much less cold
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 6:21 PM UTC
The black waters lap gently
At the shore of an obsidian beach.
I stand with my feet
Just submerged under the water,
My nails shining with kuro polish.
A shinigami waits beside me,
Its hands clasped behind its back
And its gaze fixed unblinkingly
At the distant, curved horizon.
Friends, enemies—I do not know yet:
All I know so far
Is that we’ve been standing here, together,
For quite some time,
And that every so often,
One of us will reach out
And clasp the other’s hand.
Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 11:46 AM UTC