#sepanx
I stare at my laptop screen waiting for ideas to form in my head
Emotions are coming but my words can’t be contained
Hatred, disgust, betrayal swirled like the storm
My heart and my brain needs some reform
One question was stuck in my mind,
Why do they make you feel important but still leave you behind?
I asked myself “Was being with me just a game?”
Why do people find it hard to remain?
I have the right to ask specially when I’ve given them parts of me
Parts that I shared though I know I will need them eventually
Gave them shards of my heart though it was broken,
My encouragements, my kind words were my love’s token.
You know, these heartbreaks may come anywhere, everywhere-
Your mom, your dad, your aunt, your pet, your best friend
They could all leave you in the middle of nowhere
The sad thing is, even in their minds, you could find yourself dead.
To prevent this, follow my one and only rule.
Don’t get attached
Don’t tie the string if they’re going to loosen it up and leave.
Don’t build bridges to reach them when they haven't done anything to be with you.
Don’t get attached for in the end they would all leave you
You're going to be alone with your thoughts and feelings
Feelings that seem so strong but no one cared for
You'll just pity yourself like never before.
May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 9:23 AM UTC
I.
Ang bilis ng panahon!
Parang kailan lang nagkakahiyaan pa noon.
Pero tignan mo naman,
Para na tayong magkakapatid magturingan ngayon.
II.
Sandalan ang isa't-isa 'pag may problema.
'Pag magkakasama oras ay hindi alintana.
Ako 'yung taong mabilis pang-hinaan,
Pero dahil sa inyo, natutunan kong lumaban.
III.
Ang bilis ng panahon!
Hindi ko pansin na lumipas na pala ang apat na taon.
At sa apat na taon na 'yun, naramdaman ko lahat ng emosyon:
Saya, lungkot, takot, kaba, pagdurusa, kilig at matinding ligaya.
IV.
At kahit lumipas pa ang sunod na apat na taon (o higit pa)
Sana 'wag kayong magbago,
At ganun din ako.
Kung paano ko kayo nakilala, sana 'yun pa rin kayo.
V.
Kung may mga problema kayo, pwede niyo akong lapitan.
Basta wag lang tungkol sa Math at pera, may sakit ako niyan.
Sabi nila hayskul ang pinakamasaya sa eskwela,
Pero para sa akin, kolehiyo pa rin talaga!
VI.
Natutuwa ako dahil magtatapos tayo ng sama-sama,
Kahit na 'yung iba, may alanganin pa.
Kaya niyo 'yan, nasa inyo ang aming suporta!
Kaya sa katapusan sana sabay-sabay tayong magma-martsa!
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 12:00 AM UTC
he was holding at the end
holding at the end of the line
maybe hoping maybe ending
I dare not to see what's in his mind
I teased a little bit
shaking the end of the line
it was me holding on
it was me at the other end of the line
where were we?
both at the ends of a road
ends of the road
not together but a part
realized that by the end
tried to hold on by the ends
oh, but it slip! you let go
you let go of the string that connects our line.
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 5:55 PM UTC
I hope you think of me
At 4am, when you're lonely.
When you wonder why you're sad
Just know that I miss you
Just as much as you miss him
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 8:38 PM UTC