#sensitivity
Frightened stars
Look for love, in the term of a fiend
*** and difference, we have a tale that frowns
Since to ends, a wisdom in the rain, has amends
Sanity, spate, arrogancy
Lips with no beginning or end, take the time
Such is a creed that needs me, in the oracle of speed
Wait on me to hate wholeness, of a carnal chime
Safety, in the riches of a forest
Wink, wood, and the anarchy of a patience
Set aflame by the sight I imagine, continues in lest
Spare me a tear for an enemy, rage of me never ends
Done with my concern, can't a prettiness spite a spirit
With the life of another speed, chance and challenge winds
Come and go, sunshine, the night has a punk in the hint
Of a simple smile, I have never made, and ate for inclined sins...
Shade, do we even care?
Song, can a ***** of burden sit in a sick's fever?
Treacle, as if a war in the milk of heaven had a clever liar?
Dance, in the mouth you swallow with, ink is ours for never?
Dead, antipathy, lead
Spice in the stare, my light has shared, with you
Sakes in the blindness I sold to you, for a craving said
Season's of a devil, my imagination ***** with your smile to...
Love, many, and wishes
Succor is mine, for every strength of a terror
Simple as that, a ray of hope isn't what religion
Meant, if and when a smile is nothing but my charity...
4d ago
May 30, 2026 at 11:34 AM UTC
What do you know
About this soul of mine -
So sensitive,
This fragile heart that couldn't
Take the harshness -
of the world?
Is it my fault
That every little thing triggers me?
My brain that highlights
Holds onto -
every painful moments,
Instead of the good ones.
Is it really my fault?
Did you witness me-
Shrinking like maple leaf,
At the coarse sound of thunder
Or did you see my heart
Carrying 100 kilos of weight
Upon hearing that-
One comment,
One word?
Their mood had always
Free access over my emotional ground.
You think I didn't try?
I am sorry. I tried.
Always tried,
To survive,
To get up from the pit
I fell into at ten.
Maybe if I didn't feel so much
Care so much.
Take everything so personally-
My life wouldn't have-
turned out like this.
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 2:36 PM UTC
The cyan of my vessels
My bare heart swells
Each scratch
An inalienable mark
A wild flower
Fragile and resistant
Wraps my emotions
Tears by clumsiness
Aroused when barely brushed
Those who touch it
Surprised by its acute sensitivity
Unaware of the thunderous impact
Of their grazes
My scars tell
The novel of my interactions
With the sad rigidity of reality
I do not pick at my scabs
I let them gently come away
Fascinated by the pink imprint
The power of epidermal resilience
Proud of my wars against my fragility
I accept the aesthetic disharmony
Of my childlike bruises
I welcome my flesh in search of freedom
A skin of soul, adventurous and sensual
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 8:04 PM UTC
I came out of the womb
kicking and screaming
Fighting monsters
And crying
You told me i was
Too sensitive
I was a young girl
Violated
laughed at
Ignored
Forgotten
Rotten
And bleeding
You told me to stop screaming
I was taught about death
Cruelty
Destruction
Addiction
Affliction
And selfishness
Never had a break
Never experienced
A beautiful lake
Untouched
unbroken
A fairy floating
With naivety
And not knowing
I always knew
I grew
Too fast
Running
From the demons
In my past
Never a moment
To take a breath
They say you're selfish
To not have kids
I say
you're a ******* pig
To raise a kid
In a twisted world
Like this
To give birth
And then forget
You're responsible
For that kid
I became responsible
And had to give
Caring and love
Emotions far above
My age
I was your support
While I lost my self worth
Nothing left
but a sword
To fight and slaughter
My way through life
Aliens
Demons
And death
All came at me
As I tiptoed off a ledge
Exiting my very being
Fleeing
Childhood lost
Life full of loss
Now I'm soon to be a wife
I look around
As an adult
And all i see
The same monsters
All around me
They're real
They're here
They won't disappear
The world is filled with bullies
And killers
Laughing at the different
And non believers
The world is cruel
And as sick as you taught me
It's so *******
Exhausting
You should have held me
Showed me a fantasy
Fun and warmth
Love and comfort
Instead i got a sword
I found with great discomfort
I'm too sensitive
You have always said
But now i can understand
It's them
It's them
They are mayhem
It's them
It's you
If someone tells you
You're too sensitive
It means they're a bully
You're not ******* pretentious
They are abusive
And you refuse to become
Used to it
I'm not
Too sensitive
It's ok to cry
It's ok to look up
And ask why
You would tell me to die
You would choke me
And mock me
Until i cried
It's ok
It's ok
It's them
It's them
It's you
It's you
The world is full of bullies
it makes me sick
I'm not too sensitive
I just refuse to become used to it
I won't hurt
Maim
Or ****
I will let it all in
And feel
I will help
And heal
Truth is
I've realized this
You are all too sensitive
And let it out on me
You took you sensitivity
And made it a monstrosity
Just like the world
It continues to bleed
I guess i can see
Better then most
Nobodies
That being a bully
Is terrible to be
I just wished
I was taught this
Differently
Wish i didn't have a sword
As my only protector
I wish
I wasnt a fighter
To all your thorns
Wish I had fairies
And cake
And more
Instead I became a warrior
Still finding her worth
Fighting the demons
And all your cruel words
I'm not to sensitive
I'm not too sad
The world is cruel
And I'm just the child
You wish you never
Had
Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 2:22 AM UTC
Ah—breathe long, then low.
To see life through all these eyes
is to walk with a handful of souls;
every gaze lends you its weather,
every borrowed sorrow fastens itself
like a nail in your cross
no resurrection promised,
just then another stake, wooden splinters,
impaled, consenting, enduring,
until the heart grows unbearably heavy
with knowledge it never asked to hold.
And to see life not through your own,
through a lens of unfathomable despair
joy, love, sorrow
none of it mine,
none of it allowed to stay
to blink from behind another’s mouth,
another’s fear, another’s borrowed certainty,
to shed a tear for that which is not your own
ah, that leaves the heart drenched, worn thin,
drowning in itself,
more saturated and closer to rupture.
A riverbed memorizing water from other streams,
a cup polished smooth
by lips that were never yours.
I am clean only where I am empty.
I have learned this:
memory is a fire that both warms and consumes.
Sometimes wisdom is letting it go
letting names slip into the abyss,
letting scenes soften into shades,
letting the past lie down
like a tired animal
and sleep.
And yet—fire in the darkness
what else do we have?
Memory is our last possession;
no one can steal it without your consent.
It is the only proof
we once stood somewhere
and mattered.
Shadows in the stained-glass window
yes, I often reflect.
The stains, the flaws,
they know my face better than mirrors.
I watch myself layered with night,
with rooms I have already left,
with people who live now only
as pressure behind the eyes.
Tear drops and rain drops
are they not the same?
Both fall without apology.
Both arrive from an overcrowded sky.
Both leave the ground darker,
richer,
more honest
and sometimes, yes,
you get to play in the puddles.
Sometimes I cannot tell
if the wetness on my cheeks
comes from grief
or from weather passing through me.
Perhaps the body is only a window,
and sometimes I open it
knowing the storm will ruin me,
and the storm
was never truly ours.
So I stand here, carrying empathy,
between too many eyes
and my own failing vision,
between forgetting and remembering,
between wisdom and hunger,
holding what remains:
a heart still beating
heavy and dry at once
learning, slowly,
how to see without drowning,
how to remember
without burning the house down.
Ah, life
teach me which eyes to close,
and which one
is finally mine.
Jan 21
Jan 21, 2026 at 2:45 AM UTC
It wasn’t the headline that mattered; it was the air around it.
A simple story about a pipeline, background noise for a quiet breakfast.
But then there was that grin
too knowing, too layered for something so trivial.
It wasn’t cruel. It wasn’t kind. It was personal in a way that made no sense.
If it had been condescending, I could have brushed it off.
If it had been serious, I could have named it.
But it lived in the space between
the kind of moment you file away for later, unsure why it hums under your skin.
I didn’t need to understand the politics, because the message wasn’t political.
It was quieter, more instinctive
the kind of thing you feel in your chest before you name it.
If I were psychic, I would’ve called it exactly as it was: be cautious, people are watching.
And maybe that was the point all along not fear, but awareness.
The sense that something about me had crossed from private into public space, and I couldn’t unfeel it.
From then on, I watched the world a little differently. Not suspicious, just awake.
Looking back, I don’t think it was ever about politics.
If it were, the energy would have been different
sharper, simpler, easier to name.
Instead, it was layered, personal without context.
He seemed to know something about me that I didn’t know, and that imbalance carried its own kind of gravity.
It wasn’t about right or left, opinion or belief.
It was about knowing and being known and learning, too late, that the two will never feel the same.
Maybe, in the end, it wasn’t warning at all.
Maybe it was care, trapped in silence
the body’s way of saying what words couldn’t:
Take care of yourself; I wish I could say more.
Nov 12, 2025
Nov 12, 2025 at 11:30 PM UTC
People think i’m sensitive
They don’t know my battles
They don’t know what i’ve been through and what i’ve emerged from
They don’t know how strong I am
If I’m sensitive
Then being sensitive is the strongest of all
Aug 12, 2025
Aug 12, 2025 at 6:14 AM UTC
☔️
The depressed one is not sick,
nor broken,
nor lost to some disorder.
He simply saw the world,
its truths laid bare,
its people unmasked,
and found no beauty
in the ruin beneath.
It wasn’t madness that took him,
but clarity.
And the weight
of so much ugliness
he could not unsee.
☔️
Jun 22, 2025
Jun 22, 2025 at 7:10 AM UTC
People have a very sensitive nature. The seemingly insensitive people are actually very hurt people.
Jan 15, 2025
Jan 15, 2025 at 11:59 AM UTC
Know me...
For a sound
Of rainbows, with a key
To an angel's home...
Where is God...
If I throw a light
On heaven, and all it's ought
Just the right side, of might...
Made to know
Making best of only worse
Have I cheated you, from it's blow?
Bare the smile, of sense of course...
Walk by
And I will say hi
If decency, is no lie
Just to remind, asking God for why...?
Is like counting your blessing's, *******
Is merit to the man, with homes guidance, ****
Is a worthier opulence, that just a hole, sharing dole
Is a requited angel, that has seen the light, work
Oct 31, 2024
Oct 31, 2024 at 11:36 PM UTC
Shadow education...
Vows to step forward
Create with me, a words intuition
Told to sake, unrest for pardon
Sorry thunder...
Smoke is where a fire, sings along
Interested in a voices blunder?
Lightning sits the well, willful and strong...
Can't?
Men with a shoulder of intimation
Separate a shyness, from the miracle we want
An ode to hope, the rhyme of syncopation
Oil in a lover's hindsight...
Through and owed, more
May is a wish to understand might
Wisdom to venture, a silent war?
The beauty of worth
Set to irony's music...
Justice pale, just served
A moment to say, the world of a soul's wits...
Mar 27, 2024
Mar 27, 2024 at 6:57 PM UTC
I am a floating flower,
Among the tallest tree.
My petals,
They fall once plucked from me.
My pollen
Decreases once ****** by bees.
My roots
Decay once ripped from leaves.
I am fragile,
Born from the smallest of seed.
Grown and sewn,
To the purest beauty.
But wanderer and ponderer,
Please let me be.
Jan 3, 2024
Jan 3, 2024 at 4:14 PM UTC
I am delicate
And fragile,
My heart,
Made of glass.
I will shatter,
And break
From the life
Of my past.
My skin,
Snow white,
Not a hue in sight.
For I rest wearily,
On this cold night.
But I wonder,
And ponder,
How we seem weak
To seek.
'How 'soft' could one be?'
They say to me.
In times of hurt,
Anguish
And true defeat.
I turn to face
The ones of deceit,
As they look upon me
With disgust and grief.
'You are not as strong as you should be'
'Life is not full of roses and buzzing bees'
'It is indeed tough, but you must perk up'
'You must come into life , ready to fight'
How can one
Being,
Tend to agree?
On a life
In stone
And utter cold tone,
For one
Like a flower,
Will blossom
Like a tree.
Will flourish
And nourish
The ones
In need.
Will save the souls
That are lost at sea.
I am delicate
And fragile,
And that is who
I shall be.
Nov 1, 2023
Nov 1, 2023 at 4:25 PM UTC
I could be your darkness manifest
And the first tidal wave.
If you mock my peace
I will, with mastery,
Strip sinew after sinew.
But bare me your honest wounds
And I will create a universe
From my lips,
And from my hips.
I was born into dogma
And raised in decay
I leapt at death to save me
But caught my body just in time
To see myself divine.
Oct 30, 2023
Oct 30, 2023 at 7:21 PM UTC
Sometimes I feel defeated
by the fact that socks
can make or break my day
How the same socks
worn numerous times before
can suddenly make me feel
Too tense
Too triggered
Too trapped
Uncomfortable socks is an omen
of the bad things to come
if I walk out the front door
Yet when I have a bad socks day
I find the strength to continue
Safe in the knowledge
that when the day ends
I can throw them on the floor
Upon the heaps of ***** laundry
That I'm not in trouble for
Jul 3, 2023
Jul 3, 2023 at 11:08 AM UTC
I am not sure which words to say
Many thoughts crowding my head
And pride plus fear get in the way
I stay silent instead
In no hurry to lay heart bare
Each time I've done it before
Sentences hung suspended in air
You smacked them down to the floor
You don't have the strength or sensitivity
To face truth and come to grips
This time what I'm longing to set free
Remains barricaded behind closed lips
Jul 21, 2021
Jul 21, 2021 at 11:43 AM UTC
A HEART SENSITIVE AS MINE
A wonderful night to a wonderful soul, a heart sensitive as mine. Catching your affection from a far. But my heart holds you close my precious pearl. My girl my angel. My love runs through the stream of your heart and formed love-ocean, there fell us two swimming through. Wishing you peaceful night my love.
#C9fm
Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 8:15 AM UTC
THE FUTURE IS BORN
Bury the past behind, live the life of the current moment.
Love the
moment and
cherish the
present time,
can only
hope' for
tomorrow
but is uncertain.
Because no
man knows
what tomorrow
holds,
but
the future
is born put
the past in
the casket.
Tomorrow's unfold just
got to open
the mind and
realize on a
real eyes
where that
hidden potentials
is
and how to
discover
and turn them
to fortune.
Some
enormous
talents are hidden underneath
the soil of a
man's mind.
Mining the
Talents
which are
invisible to
the naked
eye to
realize.
Requires a sanely sensitive creative
mind
gazes what
the brain thinks.
#c9_fm
Dec 9, 2020
Dec 9, 2020 at 1:28 PM UTC
Dedicated to those
Whose heart doesn't only pump the blood
But feels something more
Thank you
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 1:32 AM UTC