#selfhurt
I'm sorry
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I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
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I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Jan 1
Jan 1, 2026 at 5:46 PM UTC
I am a mess
I find happiness
In self pain
I find comfort
In heart breaks
It hurts to feel the pain
And yet
I am completely okay with it
I am a mess
I feel empty
And incompletely
Without the need
Of getting hurt
Oct 10, 2020
Oct 10, 2020 at 1:29 PM UTC
Dear self
Forgive Me
For the times I hurt you with my words
That pierced through you like swords
Reducing your worth
Saying things that you are not
For the times I've made you cry
When all you did was try
The tears you cried formed a sea
Now I'm drowning as you can see
For the times I pushed you farther
While trying to be like another
Now I'm taking the walk of shame
Calling out your name
Asking That you forgive me
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
I paint a picture
With a twist
With a razor
Against my wrist
You hear my pleads
You see my cries
I writhe in pain
And you wonder why
I made these scars
Not long ago
I cry it out
With tears of pain
I've held it in
Now I can't let go
These words of sorrow
Hidden deep inside
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 2:13 PM UTC
Is it me or
is it the devil?
I think that...
I may be evil.
I have broke
my way into
deep trouble.
Is it me or
am I negative?
The squandering
of my thoughts
lead me into a
nasty situation.
Is it me or
am I selfish?
I'm so attached
to myself to the
point where I
start to hate...
people
Is it me that
started this
insanity?
I'm confused
right now
and it's
killing me!
I should
tell my
deep
and
dark
emotions
to leave.
Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 11:19 PM UTC
she owned scars,
but also owned,
the best,
sweater collection,
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 1:18 AM UTC
It's so much easier to make the same mistakes
to wage a war upon myself
It's so much simpler to smile in your face
to wish that I were someone else
I'm so **** hurtful
but only to my own skin
I'm worth so much more
but I'll still draw blood again
And when will I let myself go
And when will I push far
And when will It be to late
And when will I stop opening the same scars
It's barely past midnight
Red is all I see
A innocent boy who's shattered
A beautiful catastrophe
But who will help him now
Cause he's still making the same mistakes
But who will fight for his life
When he feels he's nothing but a waste
And when does this war end
Cause I still crave razors against my skin
When I look into the mirror
It's still a reflection I can't withstand
Back at war again
Under your sleeve is the battlefield
A million casualties
Tallied are battles that have healed
Be a warrior
Scar tissue is tougher than regular skin
Be a warrior
Find your strength from within
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 12:36 AM UTC