#seething
body in a rage
blood bubbles rummaging
horns begin to make an entertrance
howls of shrieking agony
veins shattering
with pupils dilated and saliva trailing down my crimson stained lips
your best bet is to run.
get the **** away from me.
Jun 18, 2021
Jun 18, 2021 at 12:45 PM UTC
The anger grows larger than the hurt.
The tide changes, disappointment floats away.
Resentment seeps in deep, to the marrow, and takes it's place.
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 11:03 PM UTC
Ignore the water
Seething within
Hide it in the room
With all your lies
Tuck it away for
Some other day
When the floods
Come in and out
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 11:54 PM UTC
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My hatred simmers in a *** on yesterday’s stove. The store was out of what I needed to spice it up and I left my Visa card there. My neck is sore from keeping my chin up. I’ve hung the acid soaked sentences out back where the wind and sun will dry them. I marked a map and programed GPS but somehow I still managed to get lost. There is no future, only now, and I can’t read the instructions Google won’t translate for me. I have a dollar bill to keep me fed with manna in the morning and a hamburger at night. There is a screaming fit locked up in a closet in the basement. Resignation looks around and wonders who resigned - It couldn’t have been me. The dam that won’t release the tears shows signs of cracking at the bottom. The bow that shoots the vengeful arrows has a broken string. Standing tall will only render me a better target. •The pillars that support my worth are festooned with poison ivy. The waves of loss and terror crash and roll but I’ve become a cork.
I float.
ljm
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•NOTIFICATIONS•
•My hatred simmers in a *** on yesterday’s stove.
•The store was out of what I needed to spice it up and I left my
Visa Card there.
•My neck is sore from keeping my chin up.
•I’ve hung the acid soaked sentences out back where the wind and
the sun will dry them.
•I marked a map and programed GPS but somehow I still
managed to get lost
•There is no future, only now, and I can’t read the instructions
Google won't translate for me.
•I have a dollar bill to keep me fed with manna in the morning and
a hamburger at night
•There is a screaming fit locked up in a closet in the basement.
•Resignation looks around and wonders who resigned - It couldn’t
have been me.
•The dam that won’t release the tears shows signs of cracking at the
bottom
•The bow that shoots the vengeful arrows has a broken string.
•Standing tall will only render me a better target.
•The pillars that support my worth are festooned with poison ivy.
•The waves of loss and terror crash and roll but I’ve become a cork.
•I float.
ljm
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 9:35 AM UTC
falling through cracks
living alone
knowing I needn't take you back
the hurt is the same
withstanding quiet disapproval
forgetting you want to get away
for a moment you are mine
the moment is fading
you've never said to me the right line
I've wanted to love you for so long
I'll do anything, anything
to make you want me this long
Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 11:08 PM UTC
An angel landed by my side
He spread his wings open wide
"Come here my child I'll let you hide"
"Come here I will protect
From all that would effect
I will not let any of that affect"
"You've been beaten, you've been bruised
You've been mislead, you've been used
Your past is misconstrued"
"I am your guardian angel, I am your sword
For you have been given to me, I am your ward
Sent to save you from the hoards"
"Of demons ment to do you in
They've toyed with you with their every whim
You have no need to suffer anymore within you skin"
I guess he thought I would run to him
But my anger towards this Angel was filled to the brim
He took to long to save me, now I'm standing on the rim
"Where was you, my sword wielding Angel for all those years
I was left to perish among my agony and fears
You showing up now, just grinds my gears"
I guess he was expecting me to be nice
I guess he didn't see my knife
Or he would of taken fight
I furiously cut he's wings off
Then I stood there and scoffed
"Now you will see
How it is to be
Stuck just like me"
The look on his face was priceless
I had taken away he's devices
Of soaring above the muck and the mire
Now in this demon ravaged land, with me he could expire
Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 2:05 PM UTC
An angel landed by my side
He spread his wings open wide
"Come here my child I'll let you hide"
"Come here I will protect
From all that would effect
I will not let any of that affect"
"You've been beaten, you've been bruised
You've been mislead, you've been used
Your past is misconstrued"
"I am your guardian angel, I am your sword
For you have been given to me, I am your ward
Sent to save you from the hoards"
"Of demons ment to do you in
They've toyed with you with their every whim
You have no need to suffer anymore within you skin"
I guess he thought I would run to him
But my anger towards this Angel was filled to the brim
He took to long to save me, now I'm standing on the rim
"Where was you, my sword wielding Angel for all those years
I was left to perish among my agony and fears
You showing up now, just grinds my gears"
I guess he was expecting me to be nice
I guess he didn't see my knife
Or he would of taken fight
I furiously cut he's wings off
Then I stood there and scoffed
"Now you will see
How it is to be
Stuck just like me"
The look on his face was priceless
I had taken away he's devices
Of soaring above the muck and the mire
Now in this demon ravaged land, with me he could expire
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 4:52 PM UTC