#seasonedthoughts
If I found I,
Then who are you?
If I found my demons,
then where are my scars?
If my Eyes are the window to my soul,
then where are the blinds, to keep my house in order.
I know a story of a master
who let his servant rule his estate,
now he is a prisoner in a dungeon
of his making, a servant to the servant.
one needs another
yet another needs one.
Its chaos, chaos, peace, chaos.
what a lovely tune, in working sync with life.
I had a childhood friend
once upon a time,
He found his peace in the dark
I found mine in illusions
what can I say my imagination
was of his doing....
I am now an empty canvas staring back at one myself.
I wonder if he is still alive,
I could use his wisdom right about now.
I am a man of my word,
And I plan to play God,
Because I am.
I know history hasn't been kind to my kind
But it's called playing/being Professional.
It's a facade
RULES WILL BE BROKEN
©Hansmind,2019.
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 6:39 PM UTC
I am
ashamed
I never wrote to
YOU...
I fell
in love with
A
Girl
and Married her
now I seek to
Divorce her...
yet every time she
reminds me of my vows
"I DO, TILL DEATH DO US PART"
As My promise
still stands
to take care of her
for you
and give my
greater contribution
to MANKIND.
or face my
judgement to a feather
that did more than I.
Truly it will be a shame
my neck would never
recover to face your
EYES.
Every time she
keeps me amused
at her beauty.
she gets to my mind
and has taught me of her
family.
Destiny, Dream, Desire,
Despair, Delirium, Destruction
and Death.
All with the purpose to
take my attention away from her.
I think
she cheats
and that I am
not the only one.
I feel like she has had lovers
BEFORE, NOW, and MORE TO COME
to each she is unique despite
the disappointments and those
that appreciated her.
She always reminds me
I AM HERS AND SHE IS MINE.
Even though I am the one who cheats
on her with a MORTAL BEING.
Yet,
she shows me love
and protects me
like a mother.
and when I give her excuses,
**** and empty promises
her wrath is the TRUTH.
She is FORGIVING,
She has INTEGRITY,
She believes in COMMUNICATION,
She knowns TRUST,
She provides LOVE that is authentic,
She gives SUPPORT to my imagination.
When I believe the
night sky is a deep shade of blue,
that my hands are made to
do more than create,
and I can do more than breath
and follow the sheep,
she is always there to walk with me.
AND
she has taught me
the secret to my life, happiness
and love, is through me being
The Greatest Version of myself
each moment.
when I die
my will is to return
to her womb
the soil for which
I came from.
To be born to you
and love her again
TILL DEATH DO US PART.
To the Grand UNIVERSE, I Love your Daughter LIFE.
she is and will always be my commitment.
©Hansmind,2018.
Apr 20, 2018
Apr 20, 2018 at 7:18 PM UTC
I WANT YOU TO LISTEN BEFORE YOU FEEL.
I
Congratulate
You.
...
I understand now
That I am not
and she is neither
and nor are you.
In Life
is Man,
Woman
and
Money.
And I am disgusted
with my own state of affairs.
I am a HYPOCRITE,
(YOU COULD BE WORSE )
that a rat that is not a part of a the race
has a better chance of virtue.
I am not unique but
part of the equation of nature
for a upon a time in history
I was a "FEATHERLESS BIPED"
just as a chicken awaiting
the process of
the roast.
YET
upon death and decay,
if I am not in history
as a statue to symbolise
immortality.
I
will no longer
be MAN
but a CREATURE
with bones undistinguishable from
my kind.
These words are of a man
man that has nothing
to him and his time
but a chance to reflect on life's
greatest EQUATION
of meaning.
These are the words of the man
that lives like dog
he dares to speak his mind
a man we question his existence and purpose
we call mad, insane and a savage.
His words will never shake you
if you question
WHY HE DARES TO SPEAK IF HE IS NOTHING?
Were you truly listening?
Question.
Would you lend an ear
to a
A man that lives like a dog
or
A Man that lives in concrete
bubble?
I want you to Think beyond the concrete bubble
you call safe.
MAN + WOMAN x MONEY(NATURE)=...............
whats your equation like?
©Hansmind, 2018
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 9:07 AM UTC