#schooling
May be we don't want
To understand
May be we don't
Schooling
Is not to hide
Knife
It is supposed to include
How to handle it
Properly
With unwelcomed cut
May be we don't want
To understand
May be we don't
Let me learn more
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 6:05 PM UTC
Every
Bygone year
Congratulates
For the graduation
And bids farewell
With warm regards
For future endeavor
Schooling us
What isn't right
Who we are not
Where we don't belong
What money can't buy
How to stay antifragile
What doesn't make sense
When all is done
And dusted
Apr 20, 2020
Apr 20, 2020 at 2:55 AM UTC
I was told
To observe
Not to intervene
To listen
Not to be vocal
To tolerate
Not to offend
I was told
What is holy?
What is unholy?
To seek light in the dark
And to stay rooted
I was told
To be kind next to
My space
My home
My nation
And practice act of forgiveness
I was told
When mind thinks wrong
Beware of self
I was told
All the above
And many more
Something wrong!
Never did they tell
How long?
I have to stay numb
Or hold the belief
That shadow is me
Tell me
Nov 8, 2019
Nov 8, 2019 at 3:13 AM UTC
केहि कुरा म बुझ्छु
बुझ्न चाहन्छु केहि कुरा
केहि कुरा बुझ्दिनँ
अँ
त्यो समय म
गुरु सम्झन्छु
Jul 16, 2019
Jul 16, 2019 at 10:00 AM UTC
With non-sense talk
So close to connect
Just wondering
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 11:16 AM UTC
If one is taught
Debit and Credit
Whole life through
Show me
Where the kindness is?
Show me
Where one can feel peace?
Show me
What one could expect?
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 7:28 PM UTC
If one can’t
Make a child to smile
Wholeheartedly
My apology
That life needs
Some editing
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 1:43 AM UTC
Contact here for
A little more truth
Demons without horns
Angels without wings
Cause, only
Either way one survives
Time tested, a true spirit
Let you resonate
Being professionally
Qualified
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 9:44 PM UTC
quicK
before you click too mucH
for they can disturb with slightest toucH
for they can see everything you thinK
and they control anything you drinK
they need you to “try your besT”
so they can make you pass the tesT
the test that leads you to your lifE
the test behind you with a knifE
so you can finally be freE
listen to these simple threE
ruleS
number onE
stay in linE
listen to their selfish crimE
listen to the way they saY
it’ll be a happy daY
number twO
don’t complaiN
or it just might cause you paiN
or it just might be the daY
you would never see agaiN
number threE
pass the tesT
so you can finally be the besT
based upon the way that yoU
pay attention tO
these lieS
Oct 6, 2017
Oct 6, 2017 at 7:30 PM UTC
Aged twelve i lost my faith in the world. Opened my eyes to my own demise and what followed was a sadness with seemingly no explanation. I looked at the world and how shallow it is and I drowned in it. Where being kind and considerate seemed to get you nowhere.
Where we were getting taught to accept all that was unfair and unjust made me feel if you care you can't trust. And most of this was from our education system, I could see that hidden curriculum. So being the most unlikely rebel I dropped out of school, point blank refused to go, dragged kicking and screaming literally grabbing onto the doorframe until they gave up, and though I was relieved it should be believed that you never really get over someone giving up on you.
So I was left , set adrift. Sit in my pyjamas though I never slept, stay inside and limit my contact with it. Protect myself from it, I wanted no part of it. But the effects of isolation should not be underestimated, it just added to it, introspective perspective, curse of the sensitive proved deadly to my spirit. I'd Watch my friends play out from my window and wonder how can they be happy, don't they know? Don't they see the worse it gets the more you grow ? It seemed not, so maybe I was just crazy.
Self awareness too early made me wary, it was scary and I didn't understand so I surrendered to that white coat "helping hand" Your child's withdrawn, depressed and suffering from social anxiety, but was that really me? Could they not see?! They asked so many questions but never asked themselves why? Not that I could express what was going on in my mind at the time.
So I took it for gospel as I could no longer hear GODS call. (My faith in him died slowly as I'd pray every night hoping he'd show me the way but he never did) Traded it in for the words of professionals and specialists, cause they must know right? Little did I know it would shape my life for a long time.
Give an obedient child a label and they will stick to it, give an overwhelmed and confused child a label and they will thank you for it! Unlucky for me I was both. Any opportunity to make sense of the world I now saw I took willingly. Turned out mentally ill is what it would be.
The effects of isolation on an already overactive mind cannot be overstated. The battle I fought was with thought. This is why I had no time to speak to or see anybody. It was all consuming in my tiny anatomy.
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 3:39 PM UTC
A weapon of the imagination;
the largest enemy of ignorance.
Therefore, it must be stopped.
Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 7:31 AM UTC