#scarsandstories
__Sinking tears –__
feelings don’t fall,
they crash
like glass hearts
meeting pavement.
Your chest?
A sunken place.
No bra strap to hold it up –
just white linen,
innocent for a moment,
until it slips
in front of eyes
like mirrors
reflecting
every scar
painted on your skin.
__Sandcastle kisses,__
built soft –
_fragile_ –
on lips that no longer
believe in forever.
Yet you speak
like royalty,
saying boldly:
__“Love me for what I am –__
not just who you think I’ve been.”
Not a princess.
Not a saviour.
A mess.
A wreck.
_A fallen queen._
Wearing her cracked gold crown
like a forgotten joke –
that still makes your heart ache
when it returns
in the quiet between memories.
__Bones for time__ –
you pick at every hour
like it owes you something.
_Tick.
Tick._
__Snap!__
The clock breaks
where your mind does.
You may live in the day,
but you __breathe__
in the night.
Freer beneath moonlight,
where shadows stop asking questions –
and silence
finally listens.
Jun 14, 2025
Jun 14, 2025 at 3:14 PM UTC
They call it pichi rathalu,
a waste of ink and time.
But they don’t see the tremble in my hands
when I hold a pen,
or the storm I quiet
by pouring pain into lines.
Each word I write
is a cry I never screamed,
a tear I never showed,
a wound I stitched
with syllables no one dared to read.
They say, “Just study, forget all this.”
But how do you forget
what saved you?
These writings—
they aren’t just thoughts.
They’re survival.
They’re scars made beautiful.
"Let Them Call It Madness"
They call it pichi rathalu.
They laugh. Say I’m wasting time.
Say I should just focus on studies, like everyone else.
But they don’t know.
They don’t know these pages hold my pain—
not drama, not attention-seeking.
Real pain. The kind that keeps you up at 2 AM.
The kind that chokes you when you're trying to smile.
I write because if I don’t, I’ll explode.
I write because it’s the only thing that listens without judgment.
Because no one asked me,
“What happened?”
They just said,
“Be strong.”
“Move on.”
“Stop being so emotional.”
So I bleed on paper.
That’s not madness. That’s survival.
Let them call it anything.
This—
this is the only thing keeping me alive.
May 30, 2025
May 30, 2025 at 9:16 AM UTC
I. Glass & Ghosts
Writing my name in a mirror of breath,
watching it vanish like I was never here.
Flesh remembers what time forgets,
but the winter smiles—
as if it knows something I don’t.
II. Streets & Scars
The city hums with untold stories,
where fathers are echoes
and lovers are lost in the fog.
Blind footsteps, heavy with fate,
scars rise like prayers in the wind.
III. Fire & Falling
Lungs filled with the weight of old wars,
teeth clenched against regret’s bite.
Stars don’t whisper,
they scream.
And some nights, I swear,
they burn just for me.
IV. Midnight & Memory
The river carries reflections of ghosts,
the moon is a silent witness.
Some things break quietly.
Some things burn forever.
Feb 28, 2025
Feb 28, 2025 at 11:10 AM UTC