#savemefrommyself - Hello Poetry

Sometimes the silence is more damaging than the chaos. Sometimes you’re so mesmerized by all the voices and actions happening around you that you forget to think. You forget what it’s like to have to sit down and acknowledge every single thing around you. You just watch and get entertained. And then, the silences comes in. And you’re left there, sitting, hearing the sound of your own breath - hearing the sound of your thoughts. Your thoughts cannot be censored in the silence. The darkest thought you will ever have, the hardest decision you will ever make, will be in silence. You torture yourself. You torture your mind and your soul. You start to hate yourself. You start to hate your existence. You blame yourself for the way you are. And then they tell you that you need to find a place where you can silence everyone around you and just think. But what I really want to silence is not around me, it’s inside of me, And the sad thing is that: I can never escape it.

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Mar 20, 2018

Mar 20, 2018 at 3:27 PM UTC

BasharAH

Save Me From Myself

Sometimes the silence is more damaging than the chaos. Sometimes you’re so mesmerized by all the voices and actions happening around you that you forget to think. You forget what it’s like to have to sit down and acknowledge every single thing around you. You just watch and get entertained. And then, the silences comes in. And you’re left there, sitting, hearing the sound of your own breath - hearing the sound of your thoughts. Your thoughts cannot be censored in the silence. The darkest thought you will ever have, the hardest decision you will ever make, will be in silence. You torture yourself. You torture your mind and your soul. You start to hate yourself. You start to hate your existence. You blame yourself for the way you are. And then they tell you that you need to find a place where you can silence everyone around you and just think. But what I really want to silence is not around me, it’s inside of me, And the sad thing is that: I can never escape it.

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Can anyone see me? Does anyone care? This life is so unfair... I give all the love I have leaving myself with nothing but anger and guilt to fill myself I break and I wait for the saviour I think about what I would do if I saw someone in so much pain and I realise that I am completely alone... People don't see the world as a place to love and norish they see it as a feeding ground The worst part that is once upon a time maybe they were like me maybe they loved to much and got hurt to much... How many times can a heart harden before it becomes stone... I am turning into what I hate and I don't even think I care anymore.

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Jul 1, 2015

Jul 1, 2015 at 11:20 AM UTC

Rae

Monster in me

Can anyone see me? Does anyone care? This life is so unfair... I give all the love I have leaving myself with nothing but anger and guilt to fill myself I break and I wait for the saviour I think about what I would do if I saw someone in so much pain and I realise that I am completely alone... People don't see the world as a place to love and norish they see it as a feeding ground The worst part that is once upon a time maybe they were like me maybe they loved to much and got hurt to much... How many times can a heart harden before it becomes stone... I am turning into what I hate and I don't even think I care anymore.

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I lay on my bed Wearing my best dress I dolled up my hair so pretty But I'm cold It's so cold here Out this far In this deep I didn't think I'd be this dark This lonely I wish I could take it back... Put down the razors Put up the pills Drain the water But it's too late now I'm too far gone Too far gone to save I regret it now that I know I wish I could have held you one last time Told you I love you Told you it wasn't because of you that I'm gone I'm sorry... But im too far gone to save now

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Sep 26, 2014

Sep 26, 2014 at 3:58 PM UTC

KindlyUnspoken

Too Late To Save

I lay on my bed Wearing my best dress I dolled up my hair so pretty But I'm cold It's so cold here Out this far In this deep I didn't think I'd be this dark This lonely I wish I could take it back... Put down the razors Put up the pills Drain the water But it's too late now I'm too far gone Too far gone to save I regret it now that I know I wish I could have held you one last time Told you I love you Told you it wasn't because of you that I'm gone I'm sorry... But im too far gone to save now

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