#sasurvivor
I walk through days that feel the same,
a quiet ache without a name.
The world moves on but I stand still,
caught in shadows I can't unfeel.
A scent, a song, a passing place,
can bring it all back and I have to face.
Not seen, not heard, but always near,
a whisper stitched from pain and fear.
My body held what words could not,
the silent battles that I fought.
Bruised in ways no eye could see,
a storm that lives inside of me.
Apr 9
Apr 9, 2026 at 11:10 AM UTC
You were mine and I was all yours,
was it you who I've been searching for?
I was a child, I was naive,
You were a wolf, preying on a sheep
You told me, "Let's go to a park and talk"
But it was more than a talk and a walk.
Your hands found their way up my skirt,
"You're a pretty little girl."
I was fifteen and you knew,
You said that you loved me, and I thought it was true.
I allowed what you did to me,
But after I can't believe I lost my virginity...
You took me home in the middle of the night
I still couldn't believe I have had hooked up with a man who's 25.
I close my eyes and I let the world turn,
as my belly churned.
I wasn't honest and I didn't exactly love it,
You were twenty-five so I took a dive in the pit
I still can't forgive you for what you have done,
I thought you were the one.
I thought you were someone who I couldn't lose,
You were everything, Mikkel Luis Cruz
Mar 6
Mar 6, 2026 at 7:38 AM UTC