#samsmith
Think about your lips and the way they kiss
There's so much I really miss about you,
you have been on my mind
every single night,
I can't visualize life without you.
And I haven't felt peace without you
All of the memories feel like magic
All of the fighting seemed so sweet
All that we were, my love, was magic
And you're the last thing that I need
So I lay a dozen roses
for the lover that I've found.
I stand by all my choices,
even though I may pay the cost
Oh, all those nights, the lows and highs,
I share them all with you.
So I lay a dozen roses, I lay them there,
I lay them there for you.
Dec 30, 2020
Dec 30, 2020 at 9:52 AM UTC
"Do I go home to nothing or stay out for more.?"
"Give into someone or lock down my doors.?"
Drowning all my shadows.
Sep 6, 2017
Sep 6, 2017 at 1:31 PM UTC
Midnight and I'm finally awake in my hospital bed,
There was an accident which almost cost my life
Rushed, rush to the emergency room
A man in white cloak says "Bring another bag, replace all the loss blood in her system. "
Eyes were focused on the lightings above.
Consciousness has left the body in the hands of a stranger.
Limbs were broken but wait, there's more.
I reached for my phone to play its tunes,
Browsed chrome, and spot myself to a familiar page
Nothing fascinating, only a sentiment of a man
I read through the pages as Sam Smith sings "Lay Me Down"
Water in my eyes started to flow while the moonlight glows
Like an empty shell in the ocean, I remain still.
Days ago, I had everyone introduce themselves.
The back side of the brain was hit, but the frontal lobe was damaged badly, a contracoup.
Doctor says this won't be permanent, just a temporary amnesia.
I listened to the ramblings around, I am lost.
Attention deficit disorder makes it hard to focus
My thoughts keep on going back to the man behind those lines
Who are you?
How are we related?
I dig my mem'ries
Deeper I go each ******* day
Blank, nothing but a blank parchment
I lost it in the seven seas.
Let's try and retrieve it.
No, once gone, there's no going back.
No, don't say no.
At least let me do my best.
Such a stubborn woman.
For once, listen to what they say
You're at fault for your misery
I don't give up, I never give up.
This is just a temporary memory lost, nothing that much.
The blood started dripping again,
I stared at the stars and the moon above.
In the realm of dreams, I return.
As an old love song says "Till the day my life is through, this I promise you. "
Nov 28, 2016
Nov 28, 2016 at 3:21 AM UTC
I don't have much to give but a heart made of gold
What use is material things, when you need someone to hold?
What you have is priceless, a love that can't be sold
The way to someone's heart remains to be untold.
I feel the distance and this lonely open road...
Can you please let me in, in from out the cold?
*You'll never understand this pain,
My sunshine turns to rain
I just want you to call me at night
But watch you call his name*
*Get up and leave everything
Can't you see what I can bring?
Can't leave...this wandering heart astray
Please just take a chance on me,
I will give you all of me*
**Just leave your lover, leave them for me
Leave your lover, leave them for me**
I sit and constantly think of us growing old
Cause I'm in love with you, and you will never know
And if I can't have you, I'd much rather be alone
My heart can't hold on anymore, and slowly letting go
*You'll never understand this pain,
My sunshine turns to rain
I just want you to call me at night
But watch you call his name*
*Get up and leave everything
Can't you see what I can bring?
Can't leave...this wandering heart astray
Please just take a chance on me,
I will give you all of me*
**Just leave your lover, leave them for me
Leave your lover, leave them for me**
These final words are for you, hoping you hold on
So many sleepless nights, of the thought you may be gone
I know your heart already feels love, I'll try to convince mine to move on...
So easy to walk away, it's just so hard to...be strong.
*You'll never understand this pain,
My sunshine turns to rain
I just want you to call me at night
But watch you call his name*
*Get up and leave everything
Can't you see what I can bring?
Can't leave...this wandering heart astray
Please just take a chance on me,
I will give you all of me*
**Just leave your lover, leave them for me
Leave your lover, leave them for me**
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 10:03 PM UTC
TOGETHER we could face everything,
Even IN THE LONELY HOUR of our lives,
You could always LATCH onto me,
Even though I know I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE
I wish you could LEAVE YOUR LOVER
but for now you could STAY WITH ME,
It's not LIKE I CAN make you leave her.
For now, It's enough that you could MAKE IT TO ME
WHEN IT'S ALRIGHT, I hope we could RESTART
You would always be SAFE WITH ME
I'VE TOLD YOU NOW, no matter what, I'll stay with you.
I could always be your LIFE SUPPORT
It would always be a GOOD THING to share a moment with you.
Love always REMINDS ME OF YOU
You could always LAY ME DOWN in your arms,
Until we reach NIRVANA
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 3:13 AM UTC
What happened to us
o'er the course of time?
We've yet to discuss
at least this one time.
You had me thinking
"We are forever."
My heart was racing,
but fate said never.
You left me sighing,
"Cruel was our end."
You weren't lying
when you said
we were just
friends.
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 9:41 AM UTC
If honesty was a skill it'd be something you lack,
It's so hard to keep going as I still look back,
Maybe I'm a fool, a fool for unforgiving love...
When your heart rips open is that finally enough?
Simplicity was all I've seen,
Wish you would still hold my hand as I walk along the streets.
A bed fit for two but it's only me,
Use to lay, use to rest but now i can hardly sleep,
As nightmares have come and taken over dreams.
If someone told me lonieness is where my life would lead,
I would close my eyes, block em out and never hear them speak.
Think it's time to rework these mental images, as I press Delete.
Passion, where have those lips gone?
Why must it take losing love to write the perfect song.
Why must it take, losing love...to write the perfect song (guitar playing)
uhmmm, she's gone away,
Yeah,
But I would erase this song just for you to stay.
Uhmm
But still...
Why must it take losing love, to write the perfect song.
Uhmm..why'd she go away. (Last guitar strum)
Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 11:04 PM UTC