#sammy
I've been blessed to know a few
who understand my pain and triumph too
N we'll know each other all our lives
as I'm all finished alone looking for knives.
Distance we make into a friend as still days alone I’ll dwell
Yet keep always the hope that their
future’s brightness is to sell.
While mine I auction off with ease-
Doomed;
addictions appetite is never pleased.
So quite different I am from both of them, as our unlikely trios formed
by want and need and struggle too while beauty and youth is mourned
A blessing for us to know this type, of friendship near or far
to know alone is not alone no matter where we are.
Kimia and Sammy, it's your two thoughts that I keep close
As the future that I contrived grows impatiently morose
Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 3:17 AM UTC
What should I call him,
Other than boyfriend,
What name should I give him,
Sweetheart,
Goody Two Shoes,
Sammy-kun?
I don't think so.
I need something specific to him,
Something that screams HIM!
But what can I call him that won't **** me inside if we decided to break up,
I dont want one word to break me,
One thing to set me off,
One gesture to remember.
The pain is always remembered.
So what can I call him as if not to be attached but at the same time attached at the hip.
Its so unreal,
Having another person that feels like your other half,
And when your missing them you feel dull inside,
You feel as if the world split apart and swallowed you whole.
So what name should I describe him as.
Someone who knows everything to say,
Who knows how to push all my buttons,
Who understands my whole being without knowing me for a long time.
What should I call someone who doesn't love me fully,
But will give me the whole world in exchange.
Why does my heart ache for him so?
Why can I tell him something that is so insignificant in person, then ask him something important over the phone?
Why am I so PATHETIC?
Getting upset over not finding a pet name.
Goody Two Shoes has stuck so until i find something else...
IT WILL STAY!
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 11:57 AM UTC