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a dear one here, of long time standing, a decade plus, wakes me to four assorted pastries, poems of vintages varied, a dredging most welcome thus re-mind-ing me of the symmetry of: decade and decadent and decay, that is now a-pounding my heart, for they are poems of process, marking my declination, reposting of my poems, ancien and nouveau, stunned to see these friends @ 400am reappear in my life and wondering of the newer, the recent, the mining of recent months, the barely just gone by, and I like them but they are not well recalled… why do I barely recognize this handiwork mine? but the old ones, aged and beloved, whose name I could not recall despite and beyond the useless faulty head scratching, could not that mot be found, she resends and I, am in some way reborn reinvigorated and swayed into contentment… for one time, in 2014, once upon a time, wrote a flawless poem^ that will never ever escape me again, for upon my arms, my chest, my breast, my eyes my forehead, my damaged hoary heart, it must be tattooed and when the body rots, as is its wont, then again it will be my companion boon & best, once again, when onto the transversing to my next world, and in a small way, it is a birthday~wish at long last granted, an answer to my inky only single quest, asked once yearly, to know that-what, that what-if, what if the poetry ceases? ^^ <?> 4:25am I did not awake nor rise this poem to be mine, at this precision moment in time, but from every cell, it came, pouring pouring and not in vain…            nor in vanity   for there is no vanity       in the hereafter                                                                                                                nml Wed this poem to day my single and sole bride, to me, on this day of: Oct 22 2025
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Oct 22, 2025
Oct 22, 2025 at 4:47 AM UTC
The Dredging (Thank you Sally B.)
a dear one here, of long time standing, a decade plus, wakes me to four assorted pastries, poems of vintages varied, a dredging most welcome thus re-mind-ing me of the symmetry of: decade and decadent and decay, that is now a-pounding my heart, for they are poems of process, marking my declination, reposting of my poems, ancien and nouveau, stunned to see these friends @ 400am reappear in my life and wondering of the newer, the recent, the mining of recent months, the barely just gone by, and I like them but they are not well recalled… why do I barely recognize this handiwork mine? but the old ones, aged and beloved, whose name I could not recall despite and beyond the useless faulty head scratching, could not that mot be found, she resends and I, am in some way reborn reinvigorated and swayed into contentment… for one time, in 2014, once upon a time, wrote a flawless poem^ that will never ever escape me again, for upon my arms, my chest, my breast, my eyes my forehead, my damaged hoary heart, it must be tattooed and when the body rots, as is its wont, then again it will be my companion boon & best, once again, when onto the transversing to my next world, and in a small way, it is a birthday~wish at long last granted, an answer to my inky only single quest, asked once yearly, to know that-what, that what-if, what if the poetry ceases? ^^ <?> 4:25am I did not awake nor rise this poem to be mine, at this precision moment in time, but from every cell, it came, pouring pouring and not in vain…            nor in vanity   for there is no vanity       in the hereafter                                                                                                                nml Wed this poem to day my single and sole bride, to me, on this day of: Oct 22 2025
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Subtle ~for Sally~ there is no escaping it. to write of subtle, one must be blunt, forthright, direct, write with no subtlety. there is no way, impossible, to capture the fine single threads required to weave a tapestry of bold and delicate intertwined, of depth and surface, of a droplet of water shining outstanding in a sea of harsh blather. there is bold, there is pale. they can coexist, perhaps even heighten each other. but subtle is a delicacy, a single thread, a standard rarely achieved. which is why this poem makes no pretense at subtlety. Aug 21~22 2020
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Aug 22, 2020
Aug 22, 2020 at 7:48 AM UTC
subtle
What did we do To deserve this punishment? We children of the ****** A fate worse than death Cheated our last breath We children of the ****** Pain so surreal Her body will feel That child that is now dead The man who killed Will certainly fulfill A fate worse than death An innocent toy For such a young boy That child that is now dead With lungs filled with water The boy did not falter A fate worse than death What did we do To deserve this punishment? We children of the ****** A fate worse than death Cheated our last breath We children of the ******
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Oct 24, 2019
Oct 24, 2019 at 4:22 PM UTC
Sally Williams and BEN Drowned
When it rains, hide me by your arms. When it's sunny, take me in a picnic With your eyes. When it's windy, let's talk about love. But in a stormy day, hold me hard and .. Can you sing for me?
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Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 4:03 PM UTC
Chances
Look at that there! Wow! a witticism! Ouch... it bites! ©  2019 Jim Davis
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May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 1:49 PM UTC
Ouch (10w)
What is: the time for a rose the music for a tree the sleep for a lover the silence for a bee the daylight for Kafka the wine for a butterfly the loneliness for a sailor the white colour to the red What is the world, when i look into your eyes?
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Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 9:46 PM UTC
wonderful wondering
my sally my Sally a wonderful double entendre for it’s time, my internal clock chiming to sally forth and give the due to where dew in her garden resides, poetry becoming sweet tears in all our eyes when the philipina rain thirst quests our quenching there is no reason no request for this sally poem but a tickling thought suggests that a good friday. could be the trigger, or that pandora bringing me Ave Maria as I compose when the due and the dew and the do are a trinity the best poems are the un-requested  but the most needed, the most holy
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Mar 30, 2018
Mar 30, 2018 at 1:05 PM UTC
my sally (when the due and the dew and the do are a holy trinity)
In love at its simplicity A love of stitches and bones A pumpkin king and his queen A love story so holiday known Curiosity and intelligence Risk taking and cautiousness She sought for her independence He was persistently adventurous They were match made opposites Though likewise they yearned for Something meaningful outside their grasp That couldn't be found within their norms He sang to finish her song She replied in harmony A simple duet to simply express Their love at its simplicity
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Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 2:15 AM UTC
Match Made Opposites
she had a chance to make us sane to bad little sally ran away but its ok its ok its not like our minds are falling a p a r t the longer and longer the doctors make us stare at the c h a r t but were smart the only problem is that we don't know where to start we wait for sally to make us sane to bad little sally has ran away our rooms are soft sally said like clouds padded softly for when the voices get loud little sally why so blue? miss sally what did we do to you she had we chance to make us sane to bad miss sally has ran away
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Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 8:20 PM UTC
Crazies: Little Miss Sally
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is not a poem.  This is about a poem. Poems require words.  This poem does not require words. This poem requires memories' muscles. This poem requires what is called colloquially love. Learn that what we share here is not poetry. Your poetic senses that produce the words that mark you present are but surgical tools to extract, release the whole and the parts of you that help shape that single sense borning in your chest that defines you at any particular moment. Quæ est mater Laureat. She is the Mother Laureate. She is the boundary you must learn to cross to be more than a re-arranger of letters and alphabets, but a translator of the human essence and fill our veins with the a sense of awe and wonder felt when we read each other and think aloud, "yes, exactly, that was and is precisely what I was feeling." She is the glue that keeps us sticking here, sticking together, each of us sticking to it.   You do not know her?   No worries, she will find you when you least expect it, perhaps when you need it. This is not a poem.  This is a human who's a poem. Understand the difference and then you may begin a journey that has no destination other than weaving the connective tissue that makes us anticipating excited when we log on. Happy Birthday Mother Poet Laureate! I do not think I can write a better not poem for you.   Forgive me then, if going toward, I repost this every October 24th as long as the chemical composition of blood, God, spirit, logos or reason runs free within,   exiting as words encased in tears that formulate into human poetry. nattyman P.S.There are 800 poems here with Sally in the title, and least 700  are about Sally B.   If you like, please  feel to free to add yours, old or new.
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Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 12:42 PM UTC
2020 Sally's Birthday: The Poem that is not a Poem
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is not a poem.  This is about a poem. Poems require words.  This poem does not require words. This poem requires memories' muscles. This poem requires what is called colloquially love. Learn that what we share here is not poetry. Your poetic senses that produce the words that mark you present are but surgical tools to extract, release the whole and the parts of you that help shape that single sense borning in your chest that defines you at any particular moment. Quæ est mater Laureat. She is the Mother Laureate. She is the boundary you must learn to cross to be more than a re-arranger of letters and alphabets, but a translator of the human essence and fill our veins with the a sense of awe and wonder felt when we read each other and think aloud, "yes, exactly, that was and is precisely what I was feeling." She is the glue that keeps us sticking here, sticking together, each of us sticking to it.   You do not know her?   No worries, she will find you when you least expect it, perhaps when you need it. This is not a poem.  This is a human who's a poem. Understand the difference and then you may begin a journey that has no destination other than weaving the connective tissue that makes us anticipating excited when we log on. Happy Birthday Mother Poet Laureate! I do not think I can write a better not poem for you.   Forgive me then, if going toward, I repost this every October 24th as long as the chemical composition of blood, God, spirit, logos or reason runs free within,   exiting as words encased in tears that formulate into human poetry. nattyman P.S.There are 800 poems here with Sally in the title, and least 700  are about Sally B.   If you like, please  feel to free to add yours, old or new.
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Absent deliberate intervention vis a vis suicide, supposed "natural" longevity of generic human primate ride ding ******** across avast broke back mountain minus pride defies accurate prediction, though hypothetical projections can override unknown factors, whereby excluding misfortune nationwide (and/or globally deadly accidents, catastrophes, diseases, mudslide, fatalities from gunshot, et cetera) unexpectedly arise dismissing by landslide mortal adversity can be generally, and more accurately spell joyride ding calibrated to continue, thus subsequent existence, viz getting inside scoop of this basic fellow, aye surmise to continue for many another hayride say...two score plus more orbitz, whereat linkedin, flickr ring guide by invisible hand snapchatting crackling and popping fireside, twittering whatsapp pining during eventide, watching virtual twilight at dockside, witnessing artificial intelligence, perfectly mimicking illusory edenic countrywide vibrantly melds scenic ideal tonic bedside counting black sheepish crows, thence set sleep number putting all worries aside while merrily rowing boat with gentle creatures alongside.
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Jun 22, 2018
Jun 22, 2018 at 6:24 PM UTC
Mine Liberal Hierarchical Goodbye Construct
Pain ignites, Your shoulders and biceps set ablaze to to the beat, To this resurrected tune from the plantations of long ago, A specter that hangs over the shoulder  when heard. Up, Down, Hold that **** And you start to think this Sally chick might just be a real cold ***** Up, Down, Rinse and repeat the pain. It's just 30 reps, Why is it so infernally difficult? Up, Down, Hold, The pressure builds in your muscles and your brain, Pratcher & the Gardeners heedless of your pain. The last chorus, Just a little bit more, Is it just you or is the music slowing? The women are weeping, At the poor departure of poor ol' Luxe. The song cuts, You sigh in relief, As your body crumples on its own accord, Sick of your efforts and insanity.
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Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 10:43 PM UTC
Bring Sally Up
What if Sally never sold the seashells? What if she simply strolled the seashore without wanting any more? With nothing to do but to love and adore? Because she knew well that deep down in her core, She had more in this present moment than ever before. So instead of setting up shop and selling some shells, She took a moment to stop and started smelling the smells. Sally smelt the breeze both wispy and sweet, And she felt the ocean kissing her feet. And in that present moment she understood the truth, That wealth was not acquired behind some seashell booth, But rather it was in the sea and in the shells themselves, And never could it be found on some capitalistic shelves, Sally smiled because she knew so much more than before, She smiled because she knew the tide would bring more shells ashore.
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Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 11:51 AM UTC
Sally's Seashells
Sally was a bad ***** Her pristine white coat was masked in a layer of dirt She rode alongside rebels and freelovers A warranty was nothing to this big mama as she charged toward unpaved roads Although she often ran close to falling of she always pulled it together Her life had little similarity every day a new man or woman Driving with her to new places She carried a large load of some fifteen foul smelling mouthed individuals We weighed her down and she still rode as smooth as a mustang Sally was a big girl maneuvering swiftly through tight situations with the help of a trusty operator A hairpin turn was nothing to a girl of this much experience She was often placed in risky business When she sojourn through the dunes of the mojave A new name was given amongst the sandy wastes Thus making her mojave Sally Sally’s weight was lifted when our journey ended with her This is when another man or woman began their journey with her Sally was a bad *****
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Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 1:37 PM UTC
Sally
I empathize with sally Made up of scraps and stitches A living voodoo doll In a time when they burned witches A product built to spill Utterly breakable She sneaks a song at night But she cannot face the light She just can't get a taste That will satisfy The endless hunger I pity her no longer We want the craze of the chase There's magic in the displace We want to never ever stop Till we rise or till we flop
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Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 4:19 PM UTC
We Can Live Just Like Jack & Sally
Vicky opened the freezer compartment of her refrigerator, and got out a box of vanilla ice cream. She looked down at the ceramic bowl and scooped a piece of vanilla ice cream with a spoon. She ate it and it tasted creamy and cold. Glenn forced a smile, as if he were trying to placate her, and knew he had no chance in hell of accomplishing that feat. He reached out and grabbed her hand, squeezing it. “You’re really going today?” Vicky asked. “Yeah, I really am. Hey, don’t do that. Can't you be strong for us?” Glenn asked. Vicky nodded and watched Glenn take in a deep breath and look down at his scuffed tennis shoes. They went out of the house and walked to the veranda. The sunlight was bright and hot and the ice cubes in the lemonade melted from the heat that blazed and scorched when Vicky pulled from her vape. Glenn pushed his chair back and sat down, the veranda was filled with shade, and he dribbled his fingers on the table in a steady rhythm. She tried not to look at him, tried not to think about him leaving for the war, but all she could think about was him flying a fighter jet and seeing it fly into a golden mountain range, smashing into a thousand pieces of aluminum and scrap metal. “I don’t understand why you have to go back to the Middle East…you were so against the fighting in the beginning when the war started. And now you’re changing your mind. I mean, what are you trying to prove?” Vicky asked, taking a sip from her lemonade. Glenn folded his hands on the table and said in a quiet voice, “I’m not trying to prove anything. But I got to go over there. So many of my friends have died in Afghanistan and Iraq. Now people are dying in Syria. All of those refugees are getting murdered. Not killed. Murdered. They don’t have anyone helping them. I just want to make a small contribution and **** these terrorists up.” “What about me Glenn? Who’s going to be there for me? Who’s going to take care of me?” Vicky said, feeling her tears brim her eyes. “Look Vicky. I have to do this and I don’t expect you to understand what I’m doing, but I need your support. All these people are dying. You can see it all over the news, the net, social media. The terrorists don’t discriminate in their slaughter. Women, men, boys, girls, young and old. Every person is getting hurt out there. I can’t sit back and do nothing. I won’t be gone for long. I’ll be back before you know it. Promise, I’ll come back,” Glenn said, rubbing her Vicky’s hand. He touched the skin right above her wrist and offered her a smile. Vicky withdrew her hand immediately, got up from her seat, and went inside to the family room. He was drinking his lemonade when he set the glass down on the countertop and walked into the kitchen. Vicky slammed the freezer door so hard that some of the alphabet magnets fell off. Glenn flinched and cleared his throat as he washed his glass in the sink. The water dripped down his hands and washed his wrists. She set the ice cream down on the countertop and looked directly into Glenn’s eyes. They were droopy and red with his pupils fixated on the large flat screen mounted on the wall in front of him. A computer keyboard sat on the couch cushion and a mouse-pad sat on the couch-arm. The TV screen showed a picture of men and women cramped in black inflatable boats coasting up and down waves that undulated in murky waters. A commercial break popped up: Anderson Cooper doing the news from Turkey. Glenn rubbed his chin and his new buzz cut, a huge difference from his old stoner’s shaggy hair. His face was narrow, but he had a broad chin with dimples in his cheeks. He was clean shaven, so much, that it looked like the razor had cut off the frightened expression from his face that had appeared when he found out he was going to be training to be a pilot. Glenn had a huge fear when it came to heights, and had never even been on a plane, let alone flying into an unknown territory like Syria. The military operated with drones at this point in the war, something Glenn hoped he could use instead of actually flying. He tucked in his raggedy camo green tee with the sleeves cut off. He smoothed out the wrinkles in his tan khakis, folded the ends up like edges on a cocktail napkin. Glenn looked comfortable in his old attire, but seemed unsettled, as if unsure about going back into the military. Vicky stared across the room at the decaying bonsai trees on the cracked windowsill. She had bought the trees for Glenn and now the leaves were browning and turning dead. Outside, it thundered with lightning. She said softly, “You remember Maggie Drayner, right? Well, her husband died over there. I can’t imagine what she must go through every day. I think she’s gone insane. Just absolutely insane. She cremated him and put some of the ashes in a mason jar, and stashed that in her purse. But she always looks so happy, she tells me: he’s always with her now. I worry about her.” Glenn wiped his hands on a bath towel. “So, they’re like us now? Is that what you’re saying? Why are you telling me this?” he asked, turning around to face her. Vicky put her hands on her hip and sighed. “If you go over there, they’re going to hurt you,” she said, pulling on her vape. A plume of smoke rose and fell. Focused on the screen now, Glenn watched as three American soldiers were standing in front of an American flag. “That’s nice of you to say. Do you understand my perspective though? I really got to help out these guys right now Vicky, I’d feel like I’m letting them down if I don’t go over there. They need me. Maybe you don’t see this, but I’m making a difference.” “Life isn’t some stupid game. You don’t get a restart, lives, or a respawn. Why can’t you stay home, stay with me?” she asked. Vicky frowned and pointed at the TV screen. “Do you think that’s smart? Killing people?” Glenn reached over to hug Vicky and she moved right out of his grasp. He looked up at her and sighed and said, “It’s a one-way street and both sides are crashing into each other, without any regard for any soul. Baby, baby look at me. Do you think I enjoy doing this to you? That this is a vacation for me? Trust me. I’d rather be doing spending time with you than fighting the enemy. But that’s not how life turned out.” Vicky bit her lip. “So this is how life turned out? You’re going to war, and I’m stuck here at home, we’re both going to die aren’t we Glenn?” she said. Her mouth felt sore and parched and her face burned with irritation. She knew she couldn’t stop him from going, not even if she poured quicksand over the front entrance. Glenn ran his fingers through his black hair and rested his chin on his palm. “You know that’s not what I meant, don’t twist my words. You think it’s easy for me to go?” She turned away from him and rapped her nails against the TV screen. “What do you see that I don’t? It’s a stupid war. Everyone dies over there. Glenn, you don’t have to save the world. You have me,” she said, feeling some tension in her stomach rise up. Glenn picked up the remote control and turned off the TV. The picture went fuzzy and then went black. He said, “Vicky, I’m going to say this once and then I don’t want to have to repeat myself, so please be calm down, and listen to me. Please.” Vicky curled her bottom lip, but didn’t say anything. “Do you even know why I’m doing a second tour again? A bomb hit my best friend Theo’s squad on the way to a mission. The car flipped and rolled twice. Theo was the driver and he had severe head trauma. Now, he can’t even remember his first name. He almost lost and arm and a leg due to the explosion. I think his mind is deteriorating. I don’t know how he survived, why some higher power let him breathe another breath. I haven’t been to church in months. But that’s not the point. What I’m trying to say is Vicky—the reason why I’m going back into this war, is because, I want to save guys like Theo. I could have protected him. I could have saved him. He’s family to me. We’re brothers. And in my home, I can pretend to fight and protect my family and my country. But it’s not the same. It’s just not. And honestly, I don’t care if this is pathetic to you or if you’re embarrassed of me. You’re going to have to accept that I’m leaving, but that I’m doing it for the right reasons.” Glenn said. Vicky frowned. She went back to the kitchen and opened her ice cream. But she hesitated before scooping any ice cream out. She was looking for substance and instead she was left with melted vanilla cream and vapors.
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May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 2:45 AM UTC
Vapors
Vicky opened the freezer compartment of her refrigerator, and got out a box of vanilla ice cream. She looked down at the ceramic bowl and scooped a piece of vanilla ice cream with a spoon. She ate it and it tasted creamy and cold. Glenn forced a smile, as if he were trying to placate her, and knew he had no chance in hell of accomplishing that feat. He reached out and grabbed her hand, squeezing it. “You’re really going today?” Vicky asked. “Yeah, I really am. Hey, don’t do that. Can't you be strong for us?” Glenn asked. Vicky nodded and watched Glenn take in a deep breath and look down at his scuffed tennis shoes. They went out of the house and walked to the veranda. The sunlight was bright and hot and the ice cubes in the lemonade melted from the heat that blazed and scorched when Vicky pulled from her vape. Glenn pushed his chair back and sat down, the veranda was filled with shade, and he dribbled his fingers on the table in a steady rhythm. She tried not to look at him, tried not to think about him leaving for the war, but all she could think about was him flying a fighter jet and seeing it fly into a golden mountain range, smashing into a thousand pieces of aluminum and scrap metal. “I don’t understand why you have to go back to the Middle East…you were so against the fighting in the beginning when the war started. And now you’re changing your mind. I mean, what are you trying to prove?” Vicky asked, taking a sip from her lemonade. Glenn folded his hands on the table and said in a quiet voice, “I’m not trying to prove anything. But I got to go over there. So many of my friends have died in Afghanistan and Iraq. Now people are dying in Syria. All of those refugees are getting murdered. Not killed. Murdered. They don’t have anyone helping them. I just want to make a small contribution and **** these terrorists up.” “What about me Glenn? Who’s going to be there for me? Who’s going to take care of me?” Vicky said, feeling her tears brim her eyes. “Look Vicky. I have to do this and I don’t expect you to understand what I’m doing, but I need your support. All these people are dying. You can see it all over the news, the net, social media. The terrorists don’t discriminate in their slaughter. Women, men, boys, girls, young and old. Every person is getting hurt out there. I can’t sit back and do nothing. I won’t be gone for long. I’ll be back before you know it. Promise, I’ll come back,” Glenn said, rubbing her Vicky’s hand. He touched the skin right above her wrist and offered her a smile. Vicky withdrew her hand immediately, got up from her seat, and went inside to the family room. He was drinking his lemonade when he set the glass down on the countertop and walked into the kitchen. Vicky slammed the freezer door so hard that some of the alphabet magnets fell off. Glenn flinched and cleared his throat as he washed his glass in the sink. The water dripped down his hands and washed his wrists. She set the ice cream down on the countertop and looked directly into Glenn’s eyes. They were droopy and red with his pupils fixated on the large flat screen mounted on the wall in front of him. A computer keyboard sat on the couch cushion and a mouse-pad sat on the couch-arm. The TV screen showed a picture of men and women cramped in black inflatable boats coasting up and down waves that undulated in murky waters. A commercial break popped up: Anderson Cooper doing the news from Turkey. Glenn rubbed his chin and his new buzz cut, a huge difference from his old stoner’s shaggy hair. His face was narrow, but he had a broad chin with dimples in his cheeks. He was clean shaven, so much, that it looked like the razor had cut off the frightened expression from his face that had appeared when he found out he was going to be training to be a pilot. Glenn had a huge fear when it came to heights, and had never even been on a plane, let alone flying into an unknown territory like Syria. The military operated with drones at this point in the war, something Glenn hoped he could use instead of actually flying. He tucked in his raggedy camo green tee with the sleeves cut off. He smoothed out the wrinkles in his tan khakis, folded the ends up like edges on a cocktail napkin. Glenn looked comfortable in his old attire, but seemed unsettled, as if unsure about going back into the military. Vicky stared across the room at the decaying bonsai trees on the cracked windowsill. She had bought the trees for Glenn and now the leaves were browning and turning dead. Outside, it thundered with lightning. She said softly, “You remember Maggie Drayner, right? Well, her husband died over there. I can’t imagine what she must go through every day. I think she’s gone insane. Just absolutely insane. She cremated him and put some of the ashes in a mason jar, and stashed that in her purse. But she always looks so happy, she tells me: he’s always with her now. I worry about her.” Glenn wiped his hands on a bath towel. “So, they’re like us now? Is that what you’re saying? Why are you telling me this?” he asked, turning around to face her. Vicky put her hands on her hip and sighed. “If you go over there, they’re going to hurt you,” she said, pulling on her vape. A plume of smoke rose and fell. Focused on the screen now, Glenn watched as three American soldiers were standing in front of an American flag. “That’s nice of you to say. Do you understand my perspective though? I really got to help out these guys right now Vicky, I’d feel like I’m letting them down if I don’t go over there. They need me. Maybe you don’t see this, but I’m making a difference.” “Life isn’t some stupid game. You don’t get a restart, lives, or a respawn. Why can’t you stay home, stay with me?” she asked. Vicky frowned and pointed at the TV screen. “Do you think that’s smart? Killing people?” Glenn reached over to hug Vicky and she moved right out of his grasp. He looked up at her and sighed and said, “It’s a one-way street and both sides are crashing into each other, without any regard for any soul. Baby, baby look at me. Do you think I enjoy doing this to you? That this is a vacation for me? Trust me. I’d rather be doing spending time with you than fighting the enemy. But that’s not how life turned out.” Vicky bit her lip. “So this is how life turned out? You’re going to war, and I’m stuck here at home, we’re both going to die aren’t we Glenn?” she said. Her mouth felt sore and parched and her face burned with irritation. She knew she couldn’t stop him from going, not even if she poured quicksand over the front entrance. Glenn ran his fingers through his black hair and rested his chin on his palm. “You know that’s not what I meant, don’t twist my words. You think it’s easy for me to go?” She turned away from him and rapped her nails against the TV screen. “What do you see that I don’t? It’s a stupid war. Everyone dies over there. Glenn, you don’t have to save the world. You have me,” she said, feeling some tension in her stomach rise up. Glenn picked up the remote control and turned off the TV. The picture went fuzzy and then went black. He said, “Vicky, I’m going to say this once and then I don’t want to have to repeat myself, so please be calm down, and listen to me. Please.” Vicky curled her bottom lip, but didn’t say anything. “Do you even know why I’m doing a second tour again? A bomb hit my best friend Theo’s squad on the way to a mission. The car flipped and rolled twice. Theo was the driver and he had severe head trauma. Now, he can’t even remember his first name. He almost lost and arm and a leg due to the explosion. I think his mind is deteriorating. I don’t know how he survived, why some higher power let him breathe another breath. I haven’t been to church in months. But that’s not the point. What I’m trying to say is Vicky—the reason why I’m going back into this war, is because, I want to save guys like Theo. I could have protected him. I could have saved him. He’s family to me. We’re brothers. And in my home, I can pretend to fight and protect my family and my country. But it’s not the same. It’s just not. And honestly, I don’t care if this is pathetic to you or if you’re embarrassed of me. You’re going to have to accept that I’m leaving, but that I’m doing it for the right reasons.” Glenn said. Vicky frowned. She went back to the kitchen and opened her ice cream. But she hesitated before scooping any ice cream out. She was looking for substance and instead she was left with melted vanilla cream and vapors.
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on a hillside facing north into an infinite blue Jersey sky Sarah was laid to rest on a brilliant crisp Monday morning she was surrounded by loved ones and friendly Highland Peaks gathered together this Thanksgiving week to praise, honor and give thanks for the the life of a beloved transfigured soul Sarah entered the world with nothing yet departs on wings filled with an abundance of riches garnered from a well lived life she nurtured generations of family and fostered a bounty of diverse friendships all who count themselves fortunate to have experienced the grace of her love Sarah was a strong loving matron of a vibrant clan her home filled with laughter and the chatter of children guests found a hearty welcome and genuine hospitality her door, ear hearth and heart always open to anyone in need of refuge, understanding, a good laugh or a loving embrace Sarah's legacy bequeaths an extended lineage of flourishing children blessedly assuring her presence remains a vital life force in the spirit of future descendants as Sarah was committed to a final earthly embrace to rejoin her beloved husband George white wisps of gentle cirrus clouds gathered to anoint the brow of reverent Highland crests Well done Aunt Sally God bless you and Godspeed Fleetwood Mac: Landslide Sarah C. Lundberg Born: August 01, 1933 Died: November 18, 2015
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Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 1:32 PM UTC
Sarah
I finally stopped playing the role of Kingpin when i jumped out of the bowling alley Saying hi to all the Sallys Because they all think i'm pretty nice Yeah i'm alright I'm just trying to make this life right Keeping my moral rope tight So i don't get too loose On the grip Many people let it go a few times in their life I'm trying to make sure i don't
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Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 10:33 PM UTC
Kingpin
Eva came first, a tiny cloth bag A tiny brown noose on the table will drag A little red heart sown over her chest We are one, together depressed. After comes Lucas, a lover of Eva He adds to the mix a slightly different flavor He takes the scars with which I'm obsessed We are one, together depressed. Now there's Sally, a full-bodied doll She can fit in the palm of my hand, she's so small You can try to figure out who they are, be my guest We are one, together depressed. When most people see them, they call me a creep You must be a voodoo artist, they all say like sheep Not such a shocker that no one has ever addressed That we are one, together depressed. Think what you say, because sometimes it's needed To keep me from death they have so far succeeded Not often have I really expressed That we are one, together depressed.
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Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 9:38 PM UTC
We Are One, Together Depressed
Oh Rock! Upon You I build my foothold Don't let me wander off astray Tie a knot of a bell on my pleading throat You who reign over all, King of Old! Seasick and half dead from the flooding dangers of my vanity Help! I'm getting ****** down-dry, a slice of my deadly miry pie You're hand not too short to lend me life anew and of serenity Oh Endless! Awakened from a dire sleep I come before Your tireless feet Bathe in springs of abundant grace 'Til my hands grow tireless toiling the earth for the shade of Your face Time may move its hands of tricks and deceit Stagnant pool of smirking clocks Right before I accept defeat Stay my hand with everlasting wings Oh Steadfast! Aiming towards love with eyes so true To You who deserves where all praise due is due You look through me, creepy candy coating Embraced with arms everlasting Love of which knows no cease One desire of which heals all disease Dogs lie await to be fed by the crumbs of You, Purest. Show me great and mighty things thy mind hast not knowest
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
Oh Rock! Oh Endless! Oh Steadfast!