#sadshit
Some come my time to write
Do I just run or take flight?
I think of all I did wrong
Why couldn't we just get along?
We fed like vultures to prey
Wearing a new mask each day
With that same sad smile
That anyone can see within a mile
Riding high on that good ****
To ***** out what I need
Because I just wanted to help you
But just help you is all you would do
For 9 months no not 10
I don't think I could ever do that again
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 8:35 PM UTC
Lately
thinking about her has become more of a chore
Lately,
I haven't slept, because I know when I lay down she'll be the first thing that comes to mind.
Lately,
I've tried to avoid her in my brain because you're pain, but I can't
Lately,
when I address her in my writing I've been using "her" instead of "you" because I don't want to trick myself into thinking we still talk
Lately,
I've thought way too much
Lately,
I can't breathe without her
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
I look ahead and I see clearly
But I feel as though something's missing
A piece of me I left behind.
That feeling when you're getting ready to leave
And you feel like you don't have something but you can't quite place what it is you forgot
You search frantically
For this "thing" that you still can't identify
Soon you realize you're gonna be late
And you have to move on without what you need
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 11:27 PM UTC